148. Memories

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Gu Mingxuan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw this, then arched his hand and said a few words perfunctorily, and then left quickly.

Seeing him leave, Lu Zijin, who had not spoken, shouted loudly at Qi Mingzhu: "How can you marry me to him!" What is he! The person I want to marry is Xiao Yan! Xiao Yan! ā€

Qi Mingzhu helplessly persuaded a few words, and seeing that Lu Zijin was still unrelenting, he also lost his patience, and slapped her in the face with a slap.

There was a crisp sound of "pop", and the maids and women present were shocked and couldn't come back to their senses.

"Enough!" Qi Mingzhu shouted impatiently: "If it weren't for your own stupidity, how could you be like this!" Didn't you say that your own plan was foolproof? ā€

Qi Mingzhu herself is the most arrogant and selfish person, except for Lu Zhengxing on weekdays, who has she really given a good face and cared about?

If it weren't for Lu Zijin being her daughter, and she had always been well-behaved and sensible, which made her feel distressed and pampered, how could she be so patient and coaxed and persuased?

But Lu Zijin kept crying like this, which also made her lose patience and was unwilling to coax her to carelessly.

Lu Zijin covered half of his painful face, and looked at Qi Mingzhu in a daze.

This was the first time Qi Mingzhu had beaten her.

Neither in the previous life nor in this life has ever been like this.

At this time, looking at the impatience on Qi Mingzhu's face, she suddenly felt that she didn't know the person in front of her.

Her mother...... That's not true.

She always thought that the best and most selfless person in the world was her mother. No matter what she did or what happened, her mother would help her, pamper her, and support her.

But now, how can this be?

Was something wrong with her memory? How could a mother be such a person?

Looking at Lu Zijin's strange and aggrieved eyes, covering his face in a daze, Qi Mingzhu's heart softened.

After all, she is her own daughter, and she still really loves her.

She put her arms around Lu Zijin, raised her hand and gently stroked her slightly puffy cheeks, and said softly: "It's not that my mother doesn't want to fight for you, it's just that this incident has happened, and it has been looked at by so many people, and you can't hide it if you want to." You only have the only way to marry Gu Mingxuan. ā€

When Lu Zijin heard these words, which were like the final verdict, he only felt that his heart was empty all of a sudden.

Two lifetimes.

It's been two lifetimes.

She can't even marry Xiao Yan......

She turned her head slowly, staring out the window in a daze, her eyes drifting as if she had seen far, far away.

She remembered the scene when she first met Xiao Yan.

At that time, she was only four or five years old, young and ignorant, and inadvertently walked to Qin Wanxiao's Zhengxin courtyard, and saw a little boy with delicate eyebrows and eyes, patiently feeding another three- or three-year-old girl to eat pastries one by one.

The little girl had a bright smile on her face, and occasionally pastry crumbs stuck to her mouth, so the little boy carefully took out a snow-white towel, gently wiped it off for her, and fed her a sip of tea from time to time.

That little boy is Xiao Yan, and the little girl is Lu Chenxi.

At that time, Xiao Yan was only seven or eight years old, but he already had a reassuring and stable atmosphere.

Lu Zijin was stunned and couldn't come back to his senses when he looked at the warm scene, and a strange emotion rose in his heart.

After gradually becoming sensible, she realized that that kind of emotion is called jealousy.

She secretly hid to the side and watched for a long, long time.

Knowing that Xiao Yan carried Lu Chenxi, who was asleep, back to the main house, he walked out again and prepared to leave.

Lu Zijin didn't know where she got the courage at that time, she stumbled out, grabbed the corner of Xiao Yan's clothes, and called timidly: "Brother......"

The little boy looked back at her, smiled softly, reached out and touched her head, and asked suspiciously, "Are you lost?" ā€

That was the only time Xiao Yan smiled at her.

That kind of warmth made Lu Zijin never forget it in the years since.

Later, as she grew up, when she met Xiao Yan again, he never smiled at her again, and even spoke with only a few polite words.

This made her miss more and more and remember the smile when she first met.

She was jealous, she hated Lu Chenxi, at the beginning, it was just because Lu Chenxi had all Xiao Yan, but she couldn't even say a few more words to Xiao Yan.

How could she be convinced? How could she not be jealous!

She tried all her means to get close to Xiao Yan, trying in every possible way to get his attention, but from beginning to end, his eyes never took his eyes off Lu Chenxi.

In her last life, she lost, not only did she not marry Xiao Yan, but she was completely defeated by Lu Chenxi's hands.

finally started over, God gave her a chance to be reborn, she thought that she could finally rely on the memory of her previous life to take the lead, crush Lu Chenxi under her, and marry Xiao Yan herself.

But the truth hit her hard.

Before she could do anything, she was already out of touch with Xiao Yan forever.

Lu Zijin retracted her gaze, her expression gradually calmed down, she gently hooked the corners of her mouth, and nodded: "Okay." I'm married. ā€

Qi Mingzhu breathed a sigh of relief, and then took Lu Zijin into his arms and comforted: "Don't worry, my mother will never let you be wronged!" ā€

Lu Zijin nodded meekly, but there was monstrous hatred in his lowered eyes.

.........

Lu Chenxi returned to the Dingguo Mansion and went straight to Zhenhui Hall to meet Mrs. Lin.

She carefully told everything that happened today, including Lu Zijin's design for her and her inaction on Lu Zijin's loss of virginity.

After speaking, she walked straight to the middle of the hall, knelt down gently, bowed down and kowtowed: "Please also ask grandmother to punish her." Today, Zhao'er ignored the feelings of sisters and stood by and watched the affairs of the sixth sister. ā€

Mrs. Lin looked at Lu Chenxi, who was kneeling on the ground, and did not speak for a while.

She thought of the scene when Lu Chenxi and Lu Zijin had just been born.

Lu Zijin is the first daughter of Dafang, Lu Chenxi was not born at that time, Dafang is such a girl, although she was born to Qi Mingzhu, it still makes Lu Zhengxing and her happy.

At that time, she was holding the little immature Lu Zijin, and her heart was full of joy and softness.

At that time, she thought that she should cultivate this little granddaughter well, let her grow up like a pearl, and marry an excellent husband.

That was really her truest thoughts and desires at that time.