64. Entrustment
Shun Niang looked at the sky, a little anxious, she has been out for a long time, and she doesn't know if the pheasant slave has woken up. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Queen, if there is nothing to do, please allow me to retire first." She was worried that the pheasant slave would wake up and not find herself, and it would be time for her to make trouble again.
The queen did not answer, and sat still like a clay sculpture. Shunniang waited for a long time, gritted her teeth, and repeated: "Queen, if there is nothing to do, please allow me to retire first." ”
"Sister." The queen finally opened her mouth, and her voice was so cold that it didn't look like her, "Sister, just now I said that the last time I cried was in Ganye Temple many years ago. At this time, I remembered that this time in Jiucheng Palace, in fact, I cried once. ”
Shun Niang was stunned, and she didn't understand why her words turned back here.
"On that day, I heard that the Holy Lord made an appointment with his sister, and after the prince inherited the throne, they would go to the Jiucheng Palace together to retire. The saint asked the sister if she would like it, and the sister said......, "Her voice was so complaining, but there was a light smile on her lips."
Speaking of this, she seemed tired, took a deep breath, gasped several times, and then continued, "I heard my sister say, you have nothing else to wish, and your greatest wish is that when you arrive at Baitou, you will have the Holy Lord by your side, and walk hand in hand with the Holy Lord in the Jiucheng Palace, watching the sunrise and sunset change the four seasons." ”
Shun Niang's face suddenly turned pale, but the queen's face seemed to be a little whiter than hers.
"Sister, do you know how scared I was when I faced the python and the owl. Not to mention the eldest grandson Wuji and Shangguan Yi after that. For so many years, I tried to keep my eyes open every night, and although I was so sleepy, I didn't dare to fall asleep. Because I am afraid that after I have fallen asleep, I will never wake up again, and I will never see the pheasant slave and my child again. Do you know what has sustained me to where I am today? The queen wrung the silk handkerchief tightly in her hand, and her knuckles turned white.
"I lay on the bed, full of fear, but sweetly fantasized that when I had gray hair, there would be a pheasant slave by my side, and only him and me, and I would hold him, and he would hold me. At that time, in my eyes, this was the happiest picture I could think of. Sister, do you believe it, I desire it, but that's it. I can't stop cheering myself up, for this day, everything is for this day, there will be this day......" The smile on her lips deepened, but her eyes were hollow and dry, and her pale face looked very strange.
After she mentioned it, Shun Niang also remembered it. She clearly remembered that as soon as her words fell, the queen walked in with a smile and a lot of gossip. She thought that the queen hadn't heard anything, and her hanging heart finally fell back to its original place. Unexpectedly, the queen actually listened to a word, but did not show any emotion. Shun Niang also clenched her fingers.
"Maybe over the years, I've gotten used to smiling at my sister and the Holy One, so I really didn't feel anything at the time. But when I returned to the dormitory alone, I lay on the couch and wept. After all these years, I thought I was long gone without tears. But my tears, sister, you may not believe it, my tears wet the pillow. That year, in Ganye Temple, I hugged the saint and cried, but my heart was full of hope...... "But this time, she only had sadness, only despair."
The pheasant slave actually wanted to let the crown prince succeed to the throne in advance, such a big matter, in front of her, he didn't show a trace of his words. If he consulted with her, she might not have agreed. Moreover, it was also a secret dream in her heart. After so many years, she is also tired, and the saint is not in good health, and she is also waiting for that day. But he, what he wants is his sister to accompany him to Jiucheng Palace. He was going to leave her behind and leave her alone in this Daming Palace......
Why, sister, sister, do you want to rob me of my happiness? You have already snatched my pheasant slave and snatched my son, why should you take away my dreams? Do you know that it is the dream that has sustained me to this day?
The queen herself felt strange, she was so painful that day, she wanted to hit her head against the wall, and she wanted to go back in time and make everything happen again. Now that I think about it, why is the tone so calm? She felt that this calmness had made her grief and indignation a joke, and she couldn't help but be a little annoyed.
Why? Why? Shun Niang actually didn't notice these at all, she was just shocked, why did the queen think like this? For so many years, the queen has gotten everything she wants, and herself, obviously with nothing, but she said that she snatched her pheasant slave and snatched her son! How could she have such crazy ideas? Is she crazy?
All kinds of things in the past, all kinds of today, surged into Shunniang's heart in chaos. Who is she? She is her sister-in-law, she has been calm since she was a child, she is bold and strong, the Vi brother, the half-brother, the python clan, and the eldest grandson Wuji Shangguanyi...... Compared to them, she is just a weak girl, what is it? They died at her hands one after another, what could they do to drive her into madness?
She did make an appointment with the pheasant slave to retire in the Ninety Cheng Palace, but it was just a momentary passion, not an oath. The words of the pheasant slave are just in response to the situation, time has passed, how many sentences are true? After so many years, even she has seen it clearly, how could the queen not understand?
Even if the pheasant slave really retired to the ninety palace with her, so what? The pheasant slave is the son of heaven of the Tang Dynasty, the queen is the queen of the Tang Dynasty, Wulang is the crown prince, and Liulang is the king of Pei, no matter how close they are to her, they are still surnamed Li, what is hers? She was, and always will be, a ridiculous Korean lady.
The queen wants to monopolize the pheasant slave! She actually wants to monopolize the pheasant slave! But the pheasant slave is the son of heaven, the world is his, and the women of the world are naturally his. How could a pheasant slave belong to only one woman? Over the years, the women around the pheasant slave have come and gone, am I the only one?
What did the queen say before? Now it's just me and two sisters, and you're not satisfied? Oh, yes, now it's just my two sisters, and the queen does have reason to be dissatisfied, and she should be dissatisfied.
Hehe, the queen forgot that back then, in order to deal with the python clan and the owl clan, how did you ask for me? The queen forgot, in order to deal with the eldest grandson Wuji and Shangguan Yi, how did you hand over Liulang to me?
You forgot what you said, I haven't. You say, "Ask my sister to take care of the pheasant slave for me." You said, the situation in the court is turbulent, and I have no time to take care of him, so I beg my sister to treat Rokuro as her own child.
Over the years, she has indeed regarded Rokuro as her own child. It's not because of the queen's request, but, but, Rokuro really looks like her child. At Rokuro's age, her child is still a docile child, and she likes to throw herself in her arms and call "Mother." But for the sake of the queen, she cruelly abandoned him.
It's not that he grew up, but for the queen, for the queen, she gave up her child. Now, her child doesn't even want to call her "mother" anymore......
"In the eyes of the queen, the pheasant slave is your husband, but in my eyes, he is just a saint. What does the Holy Lord want me to do, do I dare to say nothing? Shun Niang was very aggrieved, and then suddenly laughed again.