Chapter 90: A Dream
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It is said that Aunt Bai and her godmother were settled outside the palace by Liu Qing. The people had arrived at the palace, and Ai Wan had no intention of disturbing them again. She stood outside the window, her face was like water, the deep palace was full of dangers, what could be seen and what could not be seen, maybe only by staying away from her, could they get real stability.
If it is destined to be so, then, let her stand at the top of this harem, and only if she is strong, she does not have to be afraid of love, or love to go, afraid of gloomy, or treacherous chessboard.
"Niangniang, the emperor is staying in the palace of Concubine Qing tonight."
Liu Qing gave her a new personal palace maid called Mingyue, a very nice name, Ai Wan turned around and smiled at her: "Yes." ”
Mingyue's pupils shrank: "Niangniang...... Don't you care? ”
Does ...... care if it's useful, from the moment he submits it...... Ai Wan lowered her head, walked to the bed alone, and lay down, she clutched the quilt on her chest, curled up and closed her eyes...... They are destined to suffer from this love.
"......" couldn't get a reply, so Mingyue had to retreat softly.
Ai Wan had a dream.
The same ancient pavilion as Kaifeng, there is a woman in the ancient pavilion.
She leaned lazily on the corridor between the two pillars where she was resting, as if sensing her movements, and turned around with a faint smile: "Are you doing well?" ”
Ai Wan clenched her fists, her face pale.
"Are you ......" the woman in twenty-first century clothes saw her face, "do you still want to come back?" ”
Ai Wan's nails suddenly pinched into her palms.
"If you want to come back, go to Bianzhou in three days, Wangyun Pavilion, and I will call you back. If you don't want to, you can also not go back. ”
"But, Ai Wan, you are not from there, whether you go back or go, one day, you can't help it."
"I'll give you a chance to come back, only once, whether you want to hold it or not, you decide for yourself, eh?"
Is it an angel or a devil, whispering in the ears, constantly echoing, constantly, constantly echoing, echoing......
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Is it just a dream?
After Ai Wan woke up, she was still obsessed with the last scene, she remembered that she ran to that person, that Ai Wan, that modern Ai Wan, but as soon as she took a step, "she" was disillusioned.
It's like the disillusionment in Buddhism......
Without a trace, as if it never existed.
Then she woke up.
- Ai Wan, you are not from there, whether you go back or go, one day you will not be able to do it.
She knew, how could she not know.
But she still took a step towards him, and the person who made her walk like this slept tonight by someone else's pillow.
-- I'll give you a chance to come back, and only once, whether you want to hold it or not, it's up to you to decide.
If she leaves here, she doesn't have to worry about how to live here, how to endure the pain of being a prisoner of love, and she doesn't have to worry about whether God will let her leave when she is most in love with him, and whether she will be trapped in this deep palace and suffer from the suffering of many concubines when she is the worst with him.
If she's gone, it's over.
Ai Wan spread out her palm, looking at the fate curve in her palm in a daze, why did she say that she could go back when she just accepted it......
She finally accepted it, finally loved, and finally was so happy because of this brave step taken by herself, but why would everything about her be shattered at this time......
Is she just a joke?
What is all she has been through......
Rijian clearly puffed up his lower abdomen and suddenly moved, as if the child knew the mood of being a mother, as if looking for a sense of existence, as if to say: You can't go, you can't go, and me! As soon as you're gone, I'm gone!
It's strange that the babbling children's voice Ai Wan actually heard it, Ai Wan smiled and stroked her belly: "You......"
You and your father are all the calamities I have suffered here.
But I still want to rush again, let me rush again, if I lose this time, I will never leave again in this life, okay? Of course, if God insists on letting me go one day, then I can't help it...... I can only pray every day, don't let me go, let me be by your side, one more day, one more day, if I lose......
Early in the morning, when Ai Wan woke up, she got up and stood outside the hall, and suddenly a slave maid brought a plum blossom and saluted her with a light smile: "Niang Niang Wan'an." ”
"No need to be polite." Ai Wan looked at the winter plum in her hand and exclaimed, "It's beautiful." ”
Seeing it like this in the early morning, I felt a little relaxed and happy.
"Niangniang, this is a gift from the emperor." Handing the bloody and stubborn Dongmei to the woman in white, the fragrance of plum blossoms rushed into Ai Wan's nose, and she took it in a daze, "It's him...... That...... Help me...... Thank you, Your Majesty......"
"This word of thanks has to be said to the emperor by the mother herself." The slave maid slightly let her body go, so that Ai Wan saw a handsome man in a dragon robe not far away, walking towards her indifferently and standing in front of her, the corners of her mouth slowly hooked a noble light arc: "It's good to like it." ”
Ai Wan held the plum branch and looked up at him silently.
suddenly remembered his appearance before the tide calmed down, and the meaning he had conveyed to her was clear: the world is what he wants most. For the sake of the world, he will not hesitate to sacrifice everything.
However, when the prime minister, concubine and even the ministers wanted her to die, he held her hand and kept it by his side, not hesitating to confront the world as an enemy, and never let go of her.
It seems like...... It seems that she is more important than his world.
She said that this was an illusion, but at that moment, she was really moved, his indomitable perseverance, and the cold confrontation with the minister were the greatest tenderness to her, and it was also the most devastating poison that she felt.
She didn't want to let go, she softened for love.
Is it love?! If it wasn't for love, how could he do that...... But if so, why can you linger on someone else's bed?!!
The warmed heart, overnight, was frozen three feet...... She doesn't understand, is it possible that when she comes here, God just wants her to love one, guard an emperor who can see you tonight and accompany others tomorrow night for the rest of her life?!
It just so happened that I came across an agreement in a dream that I didn't know if it was true or false. She wanted to give it a try, one last time.
Now this morning, what I saw was his affectionate appearance, he appeared, gave her plum, and once again suddenly shattered her heart wall......
She's really easy to coax, isn't she? In fact, after falling in love with someone, everyone is easy to coax.
"Thank you." She said, no matter what, Liu Qing, I don't regret knowing you, thank you, thank you, and love you.
Liu Qingjian's eyebrows frowned slightly, and in the depths of a pair of deep black eyes, there was a faint inquiry, and he looked straight at the woman in front of him, there were too many mysteries in her, causing too much uncertainty, and the feeling she occasionally gave him was always so floating......
"Last night, did you really not care at all?"
He asked lightly in an unruly tone, as if he didn't care about the answer at all, but he didn't know who stood by the window with Concubine Qing to talk about this matter for a night.
"Ah......" Ai Wan looked at Liu Qing blankly, as if she didn't react.
"Forget it......" Liu Qing saw her like this, and laughed lowly, the person who pretended to be asleep couldn't wake up, so let her keep it if she wanted to.
It's good that she's by his side.