"Sister. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info "Xiaoxiu has been guarding the door, we came out of the morgue early in the morning, and walked back together, Xiaoxiu saw me appear in the yard, so he put up a cane and limped over, "Sister, you are finally back." ”

"Why do you wake up so early?" It was just dawn at this time, and she was guarding the door, but when I saw her coming, I hugged my waist, and I could only hold her, lest she fall again if she could not hold one leg and fall again. "When did you start waiting there?"

Xiao Xiuqiang shook her head tiredly, looked at Xian Yu who was standing behind me, raised her head and asked me, "Sister, have you gone to investigate the case again?" ”

I turned around and looked at the priest Yu, who had been chatting all night, and it was rare for me to be so pure in my heart, "Yes." You haven't slept all night. ”

Xiaoxiu smiled but didn't answer, which made me care a lot.

"Xiaoxiu is still living with you now." When I saw Xiaoxiu standing at the door of my room, I was already a little puzzled.

I understood what he meant.

Xiaoxiu's father, Okawa, is likely to be the murderer of this case, at least Okawa is the most likely suspect so far, when we were investigating this case, as the daughter of the most important suspect, Xiaoxiu lived with me, after all, it was not suitable.

She ......, "But in my selfish heart, I actually want to keep Xiaoxiu." Although Xiaoxiu's father has a place to live in the courtyard next door, he is a big man, and Xiaoxiu is a girl, so it is inconvenient to live with her father after all. ”

And if this Dachuan is the murderer, he may also threaten Xiaoxiu's safety. What's more, because of the fact that his mother has passed away for a long time, Dachuan has not yet recovered from his trauma, and I am afraid that his emotions will affect Xiaoxiu.

Sai Yu nodded, stepped forward, and touched Xiaoxiu's head, "Also, such a little girl is really worrying." With that, Sai Yu raised his head and looked at me, and then squatted in front of Xiao Xiu, "Xiao Xiu, can you do my brother a favor?" ”

Xiaoxiu looked up at me, and I shrugged at her and said that I didn't know what I was trying to say.

Xi Yu took Xiaoxiu's hand and said to her, "Your sister Huo Xi is very tired, you go back and keep an eye on her, let her sleep well, and my brother will come to take you out for a walk in the afternoon." All right? ”

When Xiaoxiu heard that the sacrifice was for me, she raised her head and stared at me, smiling "with bad intentions". "Brother, don't worry, Xiaoxiu must look at her sister and let her have a good rest."

I sighed, "It seems that I left Xiaoxiu by my side and poured it into your fine work." ”

Xiaoxiu giggled, and Sai Yu leaned over and hugged Xiaoxiu and handed it to me, "Go in and rest, sleep well, and stop thinking about it." ”

"Okay." I carried Xiaoxiu back to my room, and I waited for us to close the door before walking to his own room next door. I put Xiaoxiu on the bed and checked her gauze-wrapped feet to make sure she didn't get the injured place, and then I was relieved, "Xiaoxiu, are you hungry?" ”

Xiaoxiu shook her head, "Before my sister came back, Xiaoxiu ate. ”

"Oh," then I'm not worried, "Are you sleepy?" When did you wake up? ”

When Xiaoxiu heard this, she hesitated for a moment, and her acting skills were very jerky and pretended to yawn, "Sister, Xiaoxiu is so sleepy, let's sleep for a while." ”

In this girl's head, people will never guess what she is thinking, just pushing herself and others, thinking of her former self, and probably being able to understand Xiaoxiu's current mood. Although she is a child, she has already had a lot of unfortunate experiences, she was abandoned by her biological mother when she was very young, her mother eloped with someone, and her father single-handedly pulled her up, even if Okawa loved her very much, he tried not to let her suffer. But with Dachuan's conditions, Xiaoxiu followed him and had a full meal. If Okawa proves that he is really the murderer, he tortures and kills those disabled children, and his own mental condition is problematic, and he may also abuse Xiaoxiu. Xiaoxiu longs for family affection, longs for care, and now feels that she has met someone who makes her feel secure, she is just trying to please us, security and insecurity themselves coexist, when a person is more and more eager for security, he will be more uneasy, afraid of being disliked, afraid of being hated, and trying to make the other party like to please.

People who are truly secure do not understand what security and insecurity really are.

"Sleep." I didn't ask Xiaoxiu too much, I just took off my coat, and Xiaoxiu smiled and got back into the quilt before me.

When I lay down on the bed, Xiaoxiu came over, and she looked at me fixedly for a while, and then asked, "Sister, have you cried?" ”

Xiaoxiu sensed the tears on my face that I had just cried, and she leaned beside her, looking up at me, and stretched out her little hand to brush away the marks on my face.

"Hmm." I answered softly.

"Is it about that case?" Xiaoxiu doesn't understand anything, but it's easier than many people to see through a person's heart.

I nodded, "Yes." I thought that after answering her, she would give up, close her eyes and go to sleep, but Xiaoxiu didn't give up so easily, she opened her eyes and looked at me very distressed. Let me almost take off this disguise, I have been strong in my life, and now I am distressed by a little girl, which really makes my heart hot, and my eyes burn again, "Xiaoxiu, I'm scared." ”

Xiaoxiu leaned over and hugged me, her hand patted gently on my body, as if coaxing a child who had a nightmare to sleep, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of ......"

"In my life, I have seen too many cases and all kinds of corpses, but not once has it made me so devastated." I said to Xiu, "I'm scared of the children's corpses, it reminds me of myself......"

Only I knew when I saw the remaining bodies of the children partially dug out of the soil and arranged in a row outside the hut. I clenched my fists, thinking about something. Beneath the calm surface, the breathing gradually became disordered, and the breathing became more and more rapid...... I went crazy in my own world, like a backlog of people, and suddenly it exploded, and I imagined in my mind that everyone present was a murderer, and then I killed them......

I know I can't calm down anymore.

In my subconscious, I will also commit irreparable faults because of impulse.

Xiaoxiu's appearance became blurred in her vision, mixed with tears, very similar to me when I was a child, I had seen it in the mirror countless times, that ...... Tiny self.