The recording is still playing. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Zhang Zhou, who was a little excited, has calmed down, which makes me a little dissatisfied listening to the recording, what, calm down in this way, it's too cheap that guy.

I touched the headphones and tried to take them off, and it was already ...... Some don't want to hear it anymore. I can already imagine what happened next, anyway, that guy listened to my wishes and not only rejected me, but also erased my memory. Why should I listen to such developments?

However, the moment my finger touched the earphone and was about to take it off, I stopped. The recording was left unplayed for more than an hour. Excluding the time I ran home and wasted after that, there was still half an hour left. Reject my request and erase my memory...... Is it going to take so long?

It was this momentary hesitation that made me wait for the moment when his voice sounded in the recording. He said, "So, what did you, Li Ai, who discovered my differences, and you who discovered my true colors, come to me?" In his words, there was a bone-eating loneliness. And this loneliness reminds me of the residual expression on his face when he opened his eyes. It was loneliness, helplessness, and a bit of indescribable pain. What is he suffering for? Is it just because you didn't find a companion?

No, it's not just that. I, who was also a loner, shook my head, then lowered my hand to remove the headphones and listened quietly.

"I ...... I ......, "That's really not like me." I sighed meaninglessly, but I could understand my feelings at that time. Standing at the crossroads where long-held wishes can be fulfilled, no one can be calm!

"Say it." He said, "Although you brought me disappointment in the end, you found me. So, say what you want to do. ”

There's something wrong with that. Should this guy simply refuse my request and brutally erase my memory? So what's going on with the tone now.

Can't figure it out. The recording didn't give me time to think, and after a moment of hesitation, my voice finally rang out, and it seemed a little remote and mysterious in the narrow alleyway.

I said, "Zhang Zhou, are you ...... Have the ability to control the undead? I closed my eyes and sank my body into the couch to the point where I couldn't sink anymore. I said it anyway, a wish that was almost impossible to fulfill.

“…… Be. Zhang Zhou was silent for a moment, and then answered me with some hesitation. I can imagine the almost pure joy on my face at that time. Damn, expose that side to such a guy, Li Ai, you are really ...... No matter how much I complain now, the past that has become a fact cannot be changed. The recording continued to play, and the sound of my delight flowed into my ears.

"Sure enough." Then I was silent for a moment, I could imagine what kind of expression I was looking at Zhang Zhou at that time, and finally, I finally said my request to him. "Zhang Zhou, I want to meet my parents, those two who died irresponsibly on my tenth birthday six years ago...... Guy. May I? ”

Yes, that's what I want. That's why I did everything I wanted to put everything out of my way and leave this recording to remind me of memories that might otherwise be forgotten. I want to meet them, the two guys who made me a loner! And the only thing that can make me do this is the middle two disease in front of me, no, it should be said that it is ...... Stranger!

“…… OK. Again, he gave an answer that exceeded my expectations. This guy ...... If you promised me, why did you want to erase my memories in the end? I habitually narrowed my eyes and waited for the rest of the story. Since all the answers are likely to be in the recording, it's better to wait.

I could hear my breathing suddenly becoming rapid. But after waiting for a minute or so, the guy who said yes still didn't do anything. I heard my breathing quietly become irritable.

Just when I couldn't resist asking out loud, he spoke first. “…… Yes, but the memory of confronting a dead soul who has been dead for six years contains so much information that it can hurt your brain and even turn you into a vegetative state. So, after that, I'll erase your memory......" he hesitated, then continued, the hesitation that filled my words so that I could imagine the unease on his face at that time, "In that case, the request would be meaningless. Do you want to do this even if you don't keep any memory after doing so, and it ends up being just a meaningless action? ”

I must have been laughing at the time. I guess I'll laugh when I hear his admonition. What will I choose and what can I choose? Even if it's a meaningless move, as long as I can get an answer, I'll do it! How could I not choose to make it happen when this wish that had tormented me for six years could be fulfilled?

"Well, even if that's the case, I'm going to do it." As I expected, my answer was exactly that. No, it's better to say that I don't answer like that...... It's not me.

"That'...... All right. "I said, is it really good for you to be such a mother-in-law and mother in middle school? Just when I couldn't help but complain, the guy started singing something weird. But is it really necessary? I'm a little skeptical.

"Life and death, the rebellion of the two poles; Survival and death, the cycle of brokenness. Under the Yellow Spring, among the nine secluded, in the Santu River, on the side of the Death Terrace. Those who have passed away from the dead, listen to my prayers and return to the world! This is a line that bursts with two senses...... It's an overwhelming sense of shame that you can't look at, well, I'll ignore it. Although I wouldn't have been in this mood at the time......

Next...... That's when my wish comes true. I thought so, but what was the matter with my voice alone in the recording??? And so happy!

"Daddy...... Mommy ......"

"I'm doing ...... It's ok......"

"Why...... Why do you die? ”

"Is that so? It would be nice to have an answer...... "Hey, let's repeat the answer." I can't hear that!! I shook my head frantically! Anyway, why did I make such a mistake? Although I ask this, I can also understand that in that case, I don't have the energy to care about this kind of thing, right?

"Okay, Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, thank you, and ...... Good bye. ”

After that, there was silence again. After a long time, I heard the sound of the clothes rubbing, "Rub it." "Rub? What to rub?

"Huh? How do I ...... Why am I in tears? "Tears? Tears in front of that guy? Ah, kill him.

There was silence for a few more moments, and then his voice rang out. "Well, I'm going to erase your memory." I heard his voice, somewhat dry, with the sound of a struggle. What, this guy...... Hey? Why am I laughing?

“…… Come on. "I heard my voice, with the feeling of getting what I wanted. However, rejoicing too soon, right? I didn't even know the answer to what I heard here!

I want to cry without tears.

Then I heard his voice again. He said, "Do you remember? My mind replayed the stiff, hurt and lonely smile on his face. I can empathize with that. The loneliness of the lonely person, the same lonely person will naturally experience it!

"Zhang Zhou, you don't think this is the end, do you?" I pinched out the recording, stood up, made myself a hot cup of coffee, and stood up in front of the open floor-to-ceiling window. "I haven't really gotten the answer I want, so how could I just let you go?"

So, everything turned again, and the story between me and him, the intersection between me and him, was destined not to end at once.