Chapter 250: Longing
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A fair, slender hand slid across the water, picked up a floating dead leaf, and swirled around it.
The woman at the water's edge was dressed in a plain white robe, and her pink face was as calm as the lake in front of her.
After noon, the sun finally became stronger, dispelling the thick fog on the lake, and blooming beautiful flowers on the water, giving off a dazzling luster.
Xi Muyan raised his eyes and looked into the distance, but found a lonely figure on the water wave pavilion in the middle of the pontoon.
"Mingze?"
The woman in white touched the water with her toes, drawing a moving arc in the air like a light snow goose, and in the blink of an eye, she came to the front of her.
With a gentle call, Xi Muze turned sideways, and what caught his eye was the bright and moving face that was no longer hidden.
This face doesn't quite resemble himself, but it doesn't change the fact that they are related by blood.
Xi Muze lowered his eyes slightly, at this time he didn't want to see Xi Muyan at all, not jealous, not complaining, but he was still a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Because what he had been looking forward to for so many years, he was easily obtained by the person in front of him.
"Why are you here?" Xi Muyan stepped on the edge of the Shuibo Pavilion and showed a faint smile to Xi Muze, "What, you hate me and don't want to see me?" ”
Xi Muze blinked.
Just a few days ago, he was still getting along happily with the woman in front of him, calling his sister affectionately. And how could you not like her?
"Min...... Sister, no. Xi Muze couldn't help but call.
But as soon as the words came out, I remembered that the woman in front of me was not actually called Xu Minzhi, but naturally Minzhi's sister or something. It's not suitable.
At this time, Xi Muze didn't know that in terms of biological age alone, he was still a little older than the sister in front of him, but because Xi Muyan had always been strong and mature, it was really not awkward for him to call this sister at all.
And Xi Muyan also thinks that she is not a teenage girl. It's natural to be called a sister by a teenager.
So inadvertently, the roles of the two were completely reversed.
Xi Muyan nodded indifferently, in fact, if she didn't have a good impression of Xi Muze, she wouldn't have bothered to come over to do anything, after all, his existence was a fact that made everyone feel uncomfortable, although it was not his fault.
Therefore, it is impossible for those concubines to have children. Unless Xi Peiran wants his wife and children, he doesn't want it.
Of course, this possibility is negligible.
"What are you doing here? Don't tell me it's to see the scenery. ”
Xi Muyan turned over and stood on the top of the pavilion, put his hand on the pergola and looked around, although the scenery was really good, but it was obvious that Xi Muze, who was sitting in the pavilion, could not see anything. For the rest of the morning, the view was obscured by the fog.
"I ......" Ming Ze lowered his head and bit his lower lip, then stood up, peeked out of the pavilion, and said to Xi Muyan: "I want to go over to see my father and mother, is it okay?" ”
"Huh?" Xi Muyan looked at the young man with some moisture on the tip of his nose with some surprise, and his bright eyes showed true hope.
"I heard...... Something happened the other day, is she okay with her mother? The young man vaguely mentioned the mess of the previous days, and it seemed that he must have heard something from the mouths of the guards.
It's no small thing. After all, Su Yan has lived in the mansion for so many years, and everyone will notice that she suddenly disappeared.
"She's fine." Xi Muyan smiled softly, although she was a little embarrassed about Xi Muze's identity, but the young man's pure heart was the main reason why she maintained a good impression of him.
Admittedly, if she was in such an awkward position. Although there will be no retaliation, there will be absolutely no concern.
"Looks like you've been wandering around here, haven't you?" Xi Muyan floated down, stood beside Xi Muze, and then nodded his shoulder, "With such heavy moisture on your clothes, you won't stay all morning, right?" ”
Xi Muze tilted his head embarrassedly and did not deny it.
"You can go in directly, and she won't blow you out, what are you afraid of?"
Xi Muze smiled bitterly.
Yue Siyu wouldn't blow him out, that was a dignified and elegant woman, how could she do such a rude act? But she would treat him coldly, even if she couldn't find any rudeness, but it was more uncomfortable for him than reproach and criticism.
Seeing Xi Muze's expression, Xi Muyan understood in his heart that the more pure a person is, the easier it is to be injured.
After all, no one will like the act of sticking a hot face to a cold ass, let alone that person is still his mother.
No matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is vulnerable, and some people, he may never bow his head to setbacks, and he will never admit defeat to strangers, but he can't stand the grievances from the people closest to him, Xi Muyan is such a person, those people she doesn't care about, no matter how she treats her, she can bear it, but the misunderstanding from people close to her will make her feel very wronged.
So she is extremely picky about the requirements of the people around her.
So there are only a few people she cares about.
"Frankly, I don't understand." Xi Muyan faced the sparkling waves on the lake, and asked softly with some doubts: "Don't you complain?" ”
"What you get from a prominent background is that everyone is neglected." Xi Muyan peeked at Xi Muze, she had the heart to help, but she couldn't raise a disaster.
"Resentment?" Xi Muze repeated the word gently, and then shook his head again, "Don't complain, besides, not everyone ignores me, Master, Uncle and Senior Brother and Sister are all good to me, and...... I'm just a little sad, is it because my qualifications are so poor? ”
Xi Muyan raised his eyebrows: "Could it be that you have come to such a conclusion over the years?" ”
Xi Muze was surprised by her surprise: "Isn't that so? Compared with the eldest brother and Senior Brother Pei, it is simply the difference between the sun and the moon and the fireflies, the master tried his best to teach me, but I am far behind them. Even you, sister, are much more powerful than me. ”
Speaking of this, Xi Muze seemed to be a little more depressed: "It's just me, my father and mother must think that I have embarrassed them." ”
Xi Muyan raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, and finally patted the young man on the shoulder and comforted him.
She didn't expect that the boy not only did not have a twisted heart because of the neglect of his parents, but also grew into a good and filial child?! Instead of resentment, he put the fault on himself.
Though...... There seems to be some truth to what he said.
His cultivation was still at the peak of the contemplation period, and not long ago, he still belonged to the cultivation that could overlook Xi Muyan, but now, he has been completely left behind.
You must know that between the Jindan monk and the contemplation monk, the difference is not the slightest bit.
Of course, if it weren't for Xi Muyan's good luck, it would probably be better than Xi Muze.
"This ...... Ahem, I guess, you've tried hard enough. Xi Muyan was a little embarrassed, although it was easy for her to make up a lie, but she couldn't bear to deceive such a teenager, so she had to persuade her tactfully.
After all, talent and opportunity are not two things that can be obtained by hard work alone.
"No, I'm not trying hard enough." Xi Muze retorted to her very firmly, "It must be that I didn't work hard enough, Master said that I have talent, but I am too far behind you, sister." ”
Xi Muyan was a little speechless, obviously he looked like a very smart teenager at the beginning, why did he die at this time?
At the age of sixteen, the peak of the contemplation period can already be regarded as a genius boy, as long as he continues to cultivate step by step, it is definitely a matter of course, and it will definitely not be much worse than Miaoyi, a recognized genius.
Could it be that he still wanted to be like the Red Prison Venerable when he was young, and amaze the entire continent?
Well, if you take a step back, you can't compare with yourself, if you don't take shit luck, can you cultivate to rise with such a triple jump? Even so, she has always been worried that her cultivation will become a castle in the air, and her foundation is not strong.
If you follow the normal trend of a novel, you are the halo of the protagonist, and Xi Muze is the typical background board. Isn't it uncomfortable to compare luck with the protagonist?
"Boy, don't compare yourself to me, that will make it easier for you." Xi Muyan rubbed Xi Muze's head as if he was comforting his own ink wing, "Broaden your horizons, look at those famous predecessors, there are many people who come from behind, you are still young, don't seek those illusory things." ”
When these words are said, it is like the relief of the elders to the juniors.
Xi Muze blinked a pair of beautiful eyes and looked at Xi Muyan, but his heart was full of admiration, he was also sixteen years old, but compared to others, he was like a child.
"I know that one step at a time can go further, and Master has always taught me that for someone who is not genius enough, hard work and sweat are the only thing that can send him to the top."
Xi Muze nodded and secretly clenched his fists.
Seeing the young man's rekindled fighting spirit, Xi Muyan finally breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't want the young man to have a grudge against his parents in his heart, but out of love for the young man, she hoped that the young man could let go of his arms and pour his energy into himself.
Because she knew that no matter what the young man did, it would not make Yue Siyu change her attitude.
And Xi Peiran, although he doesn't really hate this child, he has no grievances in his heart, and only by staying away can he avoid harm.
Only by letting the teenager spread his wings and fly out will he be good to each other.
"Sister Muyan, you are the real genius." After Xi Muze was silent, he suddenly burst out with such a sentence.
Ha?
Regardless of Xi Muyan's strange expression, Xi Muze looked at her with a faint smile: "Although we are almost the same age, you will be the goal I have been working hard for." ”