He didn't know anything about her, but he was full of pity for her. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

If people's experiences are wealth, and if the reflection of wealth is happiness, then the few women who appear in Tian Donkey'er's life will not be meaningless, and, to describe and summarize Tian Donkey's words, then, Sister Ling is a tree, Ah Xia is a cloud, and she in front of her is a flower.

She needs a lot of love and pampering.

Tian Donkey couldn't tell the complicated feelings in his heart, but he didn't dare to leave her half a step, for fear that she would have convulsions again, but fortunately, until late at night, she didn't get sick again. Tian Donkey wanted to sleep very much, and his sleepy eyelids were almost fighting, but he didn't dare to be careless, and still waited by her side, sitting not far from her bed with his head down and napping.

Suddenly, a thunderbolt woke Tian Donkey, and he opened his eyes suddenly, only to find that she was missing from the bed. This really surprised Tian Donkey, and he suddenly fell asleep, and hurriedly ran out of the house to look for her, but he couldn't find her anywhere.

Outside, it seemed to be a rainy night, and the lightning in the sky was like a sword piercing the earth, trying in vain to pierce the deep dark night in front of him. Tian Donkey glanced at the night sky, couldn't help frowning, and complained silently in his heart, why do you always like to rain in the dark? It's like a really sad person is always used to crying behind his back.

Immediately, the raindrops of beans crackled together, and Tian Donkey picked up a piece of plastic sheet full of holes blown into the yard by the strong wind as a poncho and rushed into the rain. After a while, the raindrops intensified, and the donkey couldn't open her eyes, couldn't see the road under her feet, and didn't know where she was. The pedestrians on the street are almost swept away by the heavy rain, yes, life is stormy, and smart people can hide. The anxious donkey walked wildly on the cold and somewhat muddy rain, looking for ...... Suddenly, in front of the window of a bakery, Tian Donkey saw a familiar figure. That's right, it's her! Tian Donkey barely needed to look closely to recognize her, because she was so thin that she could barely resist the light from the bakery, and her whole body was pierced by the fragrance and light of the store, and she staggered in front of the glass cabinet in the store. At this time, there was only one road between them, and Tian Donkey only had to cross the road to reach her side, and most of the anxious worries in his heart were alleviated in an instant. He looked left and right at the road, carefully avoiding the speeding and crashing vehicles in the rainy night, and was about to run to her when he heard a muffled curse.

"Crazy! Neurotic, get out! Get out of the ......"

Tian Donkey followed the prestige and saw a bald shop owner with a skin color like bread crust coming towards her with a mop, and at that moment of crisis, Tian Donkey threw away the poncho, rushed up with an arrow step, grabbed her wrist, turned around and ran away.

Behind him, the panting boss stopped the chase, but the cursing continued.

"Where did the neurasy come from, and I actually came to steal food in the middle of the night! Don't let me see you next time, or I'll break your legs......"

Tian Donkey, who was running desperately, glanced at her hand, and sure enough, she was holding half a piece of bread.

Tian Donkey stopped, pulled her aside from the shopkeeper and under the eaves of the rain, and was about to inquire and reproach when she spoke.

"I'm hungry"

That's the first thing she said.

After saying that, she ate the half of the bread in her hand unhurriedly, and then silently walked into the rain. Tian Donkey will never forget the way she greedily chewed bread with rain on her face, and she was happy and content. So, Tian Donkey swallowed those reproachful words, followed her, and the two walked towards the house one after the other.

Back at home, Tian Donkey looked at her soaking wet, dripping with water, and didn't say anything, but lowered her head to look for clothes, only to find a clean dress for herself, and there were no women's clothes at home at all. In the past, Sister Ling's clothes were all burned by him, and Ah Xia's clothes were not much, as if they were all taken away, and in the end, Tian Donkey had to find a piece of her own clothes for her and hand it to her.

"Give...... You make do with it, change your clothes first, you're soaking wet."

She lowered her head, did not speak, silently turned around and went into the house to change her clothes, and silently returned to Tian Donkey'er.

They stood facing each other, and suddenly Tian Donkey seemed to see two of herself, not only because she had become her own shadow when she put on her own clothes, but in a trance, he saw a fate similar to hers. How should he start a conversation with his alter self?

She seemed to be mute again, silent.

Tian Donkey sighed and asked slowly.

"Can you speak?"

“……”

"Why did you steal?"

"Because I'm hungry, I said that, and besides, you don't have anything to eat at home"

Her voice was low, but it was clear in the night.

"Then you can call me, I can do it for you, as a human being, you can't just steal other people's things"

Tian Donkey'er didn't blame him, and he couldn't bear to blame, he just thought that her act of stealing bread like that just now was too dangerous, if they hadn't run away desperately, how could her thin body withstand the destruction of the stick?

"Why are you stealing?"

"Because I don't have any money, and I can't do anything else, and because I don't know you at all!"

"But you know Ah Xia!"

"No, I don't know at all!"

"What?"

"I said I didn't know her"

"What about you...... So who are you? ”

"I'm Lili...... It's a patient......"

Lili's words, neither humble nor arrogant, made Tian Donkey shocked and stunned beyond words, and her next words made him even more unbelievable. Lili told Tian Donkey that she didn't know Ah Xia at all, and that the woman Ah Xia knew was not her mother, but she was the one who brought her out of the hellish hospital. Moreover, Lili also told Tian Donkey that her epilepsy was not congenital, but because of the drug test.

"That'...... Does Ah Xia know this? ”

"I don't know"

"And what are you going to do in the future?"

"I probably don't have a future."

"Then you ......"

"Tomorrow!" She interrupted Tian Donkey's words and said.

"Tomorrow, what else do you want to ask, what else do you want to know, I'll talk about it tomorrow, I'm very tired now, I want to sleep, is it okay?"

Originally, Tian Donkey still had a lot of questions, a lot of doubts, a lot of disbelief, but she looked really tired.

It was really a terrible night, as if it was from that night that the heavy rain drenched the donkey's life.

Since Lili broke out of epilepsy without warning, Tian Donkey felt extremely heavy, he didn't know how to cure Lili's illness, he didn't know how to teach Lili to see the beauty of this world, and he didn't know how to get along with her.

Lili and Ah Xia have a common trait, they both refuse to go to the hospital. Ah Xia didn't go to the hospital because she didn't have money, while Lili didn't go to the hospital because she didn't have good memories.

"Lili, I think I should take you to the hospital, your illness ......"

"I'm not sick!"

Lili denied the fact that she was sick, and said word by word.

"In the future, don't mention the word hospital in front of me, for me, it's not the heaven I can heal, it's the hell that destroys me, so don't let me hear those two words"

"Then you ......"

"I'm fine, don't worry, my life has something more terrible than illness and death, it's fun, aren't you curious?"

“……”

"Really...... Sometimes I wonder to myself, what else is strange about my life? As soon as I think of this, I can live happily again, hehehehe......"

It was the first time Lili smiled at Tian Donkey, but her eyes were clearly choked with tears, and she looked like a lotus with dewdrops.

"Lili, what about your parents?"

"I don't know, they abandoned me there"

"Abandonment? Why? ”

"Because I have a disease that cannot be cured"

"And what about your home?"

"I don't have a home either...... I used to have been, but since I got sick, my parents sold their house, car, my favorite piano, and everything they could sell in order to treat me, and then they left me, in fact, that night, I was awake, I heard their crying, heard their conversation about suicide, heard their words of decision to abandon me...... You know what that feels like? ”

Lili said, glancing at Tian Donkey, as if she didn't need the audience to listen at all, she seemed to be just talking, she continued as if she was talking to herself.

"It was a strange feeling, that night, I felt like I didn't hear it, I saw it, the person lying in the hospital bed was not me, it was a dead body, and I was floating in the air, I watched everything happen and I couldn't do anything about it, as if I had been dead in the hospital bed for a long, long time."

"And then?"

"Later, I waited there to die, until I met her, and she said that since I am not even afraid of death, am I still afraid of getting sick? I thought about it, so I got up from my despair and followed her out of the hospital. People are really strange things, get rid of despair, but can't get rid of the torture of hope, I actually hope that I can get better, maybe, that's a kind of revenge, although I don't know who I should retaliate against, but the hatred in my heart is swelling every day, I even hate myself why I want to live, I don't know what I can do, but, to live, to live revenge is becoming clearer and clearer. I knew that the drug test was not good, but I wanted to see how I was killed by life, so I followed her to test the drug, and later, when I tried the drug, I unconsciously reduced my illness a lot, it was really lucky by mistake, but I got epilepsy inexplicably. Later, she died, and Ah Xia appeared in my life. In fact, it is not a big deal, because in my eyes, there is no happiness and no beauty in this world at all. Everyone is pretending, Ah Xia is pretending to be kind, and you are pretending to be noble, everyone lives a mean life, isn't it? Hahaha"

Lili's words made Tian Donkey speechless, and could only be silent, the kind of silence like death.

She continued.

"You know, even in this kind of life, I can feel happy, and when I am happiest, it is time to remember, so one of my favorite things to do is to remember, after all, I used to be good, do you believe it?"

"I believe"

Tian Donkey didn't know what kind of suffering Lili still had, he only knew that her thin body had been squeezed by suffering and only a handful of bones remained.