Chapter 60: Nightmares
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I had a dream.
In my dream, I became a baby again, and there were hands caressing my face, which were slightly cold, but very soft and gentle. I'm a little greedy for that tenderness, and I'm a little reluctant to wake up when I'm stuck in it.
"Just stay with Mom, okay, baby--"
"Okay--"
But dreams are dreams after all, and even if I don't give up, I know that dreams will always wake up.
I gently took those hands away, they would have left me anyway.
"Let's go, like Dad said, don't come back if you leave."
"No, baby, mom loves you, can you go with mom?"
I felt like I was being picked up, but I couldn't break free because I was just a baby.
"Mom loves you, go with Mommy."
"Mommy loves you--"
"Mommy loves you--"
The voice kept repeating this sentence, pouring into my head like a magic sound, and this sentence kept echoing in my mind, obviously such a gentle word, but it made me want to cry with coldness.
Once upon a time, how I wished she would hold me and like me. But now, she, is no longer qualified to say that she loves me.
My eyes were sore and swollen, and I felt tears coming out of my eyes.
I struggled hard, but I couldn't break free.
Let go, let go of me.
Since you are gone, you should not be coming back.
Let go--
Let go--
I struggled desperately, but the arms grew tighter and tighter, and a suffocating sensation came over me, and I began to lose my breath. The more I couldn't breathe, the more I struggled, the more I struggled, the more I couldn't breathe, and for a moment, I felt like I was going to die.
Where are you, sir, come and save me, sir--
The only thing I can think of at the moment is sir, it is my light.
I shook my head desperately, my eyes opened at once, and I returned to my room, back to reality.
Feeling a little uncomfortable with my neck, I reached out to pull it, only to find that it was my husband wrapped around my neck. Could it be that the suffocation in the dream just now was because of Mr.?
"Sir, you make me feel so bad."
"Hmph, I should have killed you, human."
"What's wrong with you, sir?"
I noticed that the current gentleman was different from the usual gentleman, and he said that he wanted to kill me, but he really wanted to kill me.
I panicked a little and quickly wiped a handful of tears, hoping that my husband would not see me crying. When the gentleman sees me, even if it is weak, don't be ugly.
"Human, why are you so complicated?"
The gentleman said that I was complicated, but its eyes were also complicated now, and I couldn't understand it.
"Sir, I--"
"Don't speak now!"
"Oh."
I obediently shut up, the anger of the gentleman came so inexplicably, but it was menacing. I don't know what happened just now, obviously my husband was still in my bed before, why did I think about it in the blink of an eye...... Kill me?
Kill me? I clutched my chest and felt the pain there.
I almost forgot that youkai are inherently unpredictable.
And what about the gentleman? Will it really kill me? Even though we've been together for so long, even if I thought we'd be friends, even if ......
However, no matter how many reasons I have, I can't compare to one of my husband's thoughts.
So what else do you think.
I turned my back and stopped looking at the gentleman.
"Deal with that youkai yourself."
After the gentleman said this, there was no sound.
It shouldn't be out of the room anymore.
I don't know what it means. I didn't see any youkai in my room. Xiaomei is not there, and neither is the little pig in my phone. Where's the youkai that Mr. wants me to deal with?
I couldn't figure it out, and at this time, I suddenly felt a tingling pain in my mind, and my eyes went black for a while.
"Yiren, Yiren--" It was that voice again, that voice was calling me.
"Baby, come here, come to Mommy's arms." The voice continued to bewitch.
There was a clear and dark light before my eyes, and faintly, I saw the beautiful and gentle woman, smiling, and holding out her hands to me. There was a voice in my heart urging me to go over, hurry up, it was my mother, the person who loved me the most in the world.
My footsteps were a little disobedient and headed towards the woman.
"Yiren, don't go over, don't go over there." Suddenly a man appeared next to the woman, it was my father, and that was the only person in the world who loved me.
"Daddy--" I called.
"Yes, Yiren, I'm Dad, come, come to Dad." The man looked at me kindly, and he also stretched out his hands to me, wanting to hug me.
One is a gentle and beautiful mother, the other is a loving and handsome father, where should I go, how should I choose?
By the way, my mother left me a long time ago, she asked me not to call her mother, she said I was dead, she hated me. But my dad likes me, and it's my dad who raised me to adulthood, so I'm going to my dad.
Yes, go to Daddy, go to Daddy.
I walked over to my dad and reached out to pull him, but before I could touch him, his hand started to disappear. I panicked and hurriedly ran up to hold my father's hand, but my father's hand disappeared little by little, and his body disappeared little by little. I went to hug him, but my hand went through his body.
"Daddy, don't, don't--"
"Yiren, don't be afraid, no matter what happens, don't be afraid, you know?"
"Daddy, no, don't go, don't go--"
No matter how hard I cried out, how desperately I tried to catch it, my father still disappeared in front of my eyes little by little. At this time, it was dark, and a sharp voice came from my ears. I turned my head to look at the woman, her face blurred a little, her whole being obscured by shadows.
"Mom--" I shouted.
Mom--
Mom--
The woman looked up and smiled at me. I saw a pair of scarlet eyes on her distorted countenance.
I was so scared that I turned around and ran.
In the dark, I kept running, I kept running, I fell and got up, I just ran a few steps and fell again, but I couldn't stop. I could still feel the woman following me. I only had one thought, and that was to run, and I didn't even know why I was running.
Don't be afraid, no matter what happens.
Yes, Qin Yi people, don't be afraid, just run, don't be afraid.
I don't know how long I ran, but I saw two lights, one red and one white, in the darkness ahead. They were colliding violently, and each time they collided, it was like my head had been hit once, and it hurt.
Suddenly, the red light suddenly became larger, and it quickly approached the white light, trying to swallow the white light in one gulp. When the red light gradually swallowed the white light, I felt a tingling pain in my brain again, I subconsciously struggled, in the darkness, there were lights from all directions to the white light, gradually, the white light became brighter and brighter, and then the white light burst out of dazzling light, illuminating the surrounding darkness, completely covering the light of the red light, at this time, I felt the stinging pain in my brain began to reduce.
"You dead rabbit, don't get in my way." The red light screamed and rushed towards the white light, and the white light suddenly gathered, surrounding the red light, and began to devour it little by little. Soon, the red light faded away.
The surroundings were dark again, except for the white light in front of them, which was glowing softly.