CHAPTER XLIV
The arrival of Ah Xia is like bringing a clear sky to Tian Donkey'er's life, although she didn't do anything, just stood on the edge of Tian Donkey's life like a bystander, watching blankly, and even sometimes, she slept for many days like a sleeping beauty. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 After Info woke up, he looked into the distance with his eyes blankly, Tian Donkey felt that Ah Xia's empty eyes were like two abysses full of stories, no matter how much they looked, they were still beautiful. Sometimes, he tried to see something from within, but he could not see anything, they seemed to be unfathomable, as if they could be touched again, they swaggered in front of the donkey's eyes like a mystery. But Tian Donkey couldn't understand their silent language, so he could only guard silently.
He will always stand behind Ah Xia, overlapping memory and reality, and this is enough, Tian Donkey feels that it is enough, at least, his life is no longer lonely and lonely, and the soul with sustenance is no longer lonely, because since the moment he saw Ah Xia, Tian Donkey has already planned the future of him and Ah Xia. He hopes that her body will get better as soon as possible, and every day she is like taking care of a child who can't take care of herself, taking care of Ah Xia, busy and happy. However, Ah Xia's face is still pale, and even her temperament is irritable and changeable, which makes Tian Donkey scratch her head.
On this day, Ah Xia knocked over the hot porridge that Tian Donkey had worked hard to make in the morning, and shouted "hot...... Hot ......" rushed to the bathhouse downstairs and drank a few large sips of cold water before stopping. For such a Xia, Tian Donkey was a little dumbfounded and a little helpless. He wanted to ask, but when he asked, Ah Xia didn't say anything.
"Ah Xia, did something happen to you?"
Ah Xia neither shook her head nor nodded, as if she couldn't hear Tian Donkey'er's words at all. Although Tian Donkey could guess that something must have happened to Ah Xia, Ah Xia just didn't open her mouth no matter what. Ah Xia is reluctant to talk about the past and always likes to be silent, so Tian Donkey is also habitually silent. In this way, the two people lived awkwardly together. Tian Donkey also waited, looking forward to, hoping that the beautiful Axia who had been in the past could reappear in front of him.
Tian Donkey showed Ah Xia her life and also let her visit the bathhouse. That day, Ah Xia began to shout heat again, suddenly tearing her clothes like crazy, and Tian Donkey, who was chattering around Sister Ling while sorting out her bath cards, was unprepared and stunned for a few seconds, and then rushed up with an arrow step, and grabbed Ah Xia's two hands to stop her.
"Ah Xia, what are you doing?!"
"I'm hot!"
The thin Ah Xia's cheeks were flushed, her breathing was short, and even her eyes began to become bloodshot, like a mad monster, trying to break free from Tian Donkey's hands.
"Hot ...... Hot ......"
Tian Donkey desperately locked Ah Xia's two wrists with both hands, and said hatefully.
"But you can't take off your clothes! In our Grange, a woman who takes off her clothes casually is not a good woman! Ah Xia, I can't make you a bad woman, and I can't let you lose your clothes! ”
"I lost my blood! Lost the meat! Lost soul! I have nothing left to lose! ”
Ah Xia seemed to be shouting, roaring out the pent-up voice in her heart, and the seemingly thin Ah Xia burst out with amazing strength, roaring angrily while pushing away the donkey, and then turned around and knocked his head against the wall, tearing his hair while knocking, still shouting heat.
"Axia! You can't do this! ”
Seeing that Ah Xia's mad state was out of control, and she was constantly hurting herself, the anxious Tian Donkey couldn't watch Ah Xia go crazy, so he rushed up again and hugged Ah Xia, and then wrapped his two arms around Ah Xia's arms and body.
"Ah Xia, don't hurt yourself......."
"Leave me alone!"
As she spoke, Ah Xia scratched and scratched the donkey, and broke away again. This kind of Ah Xia is strange and frightening, but Tian Donkey doesn't want to give up on her, and she can't let her go crazy, so, in a panic, Tian Donkey picked up a bucket of cold dirty water in the bathhouse that had been washed with a mop, and poured it on Ah Xia's head. Ah Xia was stunned by the dirty water, and instantly quieted down. Tian Donkey was afraid that Ah Xia would go crazy again, so he hurriedly pulled her under the shower head, turned on the cold water, and washed away the dirty water on Ah Xia's body while dousing the heat on her body.
The rushing water is like an elegy for memories, telling the indescribable sadness in Ah Xia's heart. Tian Donkey stood aside apologetically, looked at Ah Xia who was watering cold water, and muttered.
"I'm sorry, Ah Xia, I can't ...... it"
Ah Xia quietly felt the temperature of the cold water, she ignored Tian Donkey'er's words, just silently reached out and turned off the shower head, looking like a water dog fished out of the water, ticking and dripping. She didn't even look at the donkey, her eyes were blank, and she muttered in her mouth.
"I lost my blood, I lost my flesh, I lost my soul, I have nothing to lose anymore......"
As he spoke, he walked out of the bathhouse.
That sentence, like a spell, nailed Tian Donkey to the spot, he didn't have the courage to catch up and ask what was going on, just looked at the back of Ah Xia leaving blankly, because he knew that the demon who sucked Ah Xia's flesh and soul was none other than life.
Later, in order to make Ah Xia's house comfortable, Tian Donkey cleaned up the former Sister Ling's house and let her move in. In this way, it is also to facilitate Ah Xia's life, whenever Ah Xia's body is inexplicably hot, she will take off her clothes three or two times, as if only then is it comfortable, and Tian Donkey can't pour a bucket of cold water on Ah Xia's head every time, so giving Ah Xia a separate space is the best arrangement.
Later, Ah Xia gradually shouted less heat, and her face also had a ruddy breath, looking at Ah Xia who was gradually getting healthier, Tian Donkey's eyes were happy, and she changed her tricks to make up for her body. Tian Donkey, who came back from the roots of poverty, was reluctant to be kind to himself, but he was willing to be good to Ah Xia, as if he had endless money, he bought all kinds of nutrients and tonic for Ah Xia, and between the two of them, there seemed to be a common tacit understanding, that is, no one mentioned the past, for the madness of that day, as if it had never happened. Tian Donkey hopes that a moment of peace in her life can heal Ah Xia and make her smile smile again.
Until one day, Ah Xia took the initiative to ask Tian Donkey.
"Sanjun, do you have a lot of money?"
Tian Donkey, who was about to cook for Ah Xia, didn't expect Ah Xia to ask himself like this, and said curtly.
"No, I don't have much money ......"
"Then don't buy me anything, I'm not used to eating these good things"
"Why?"
"No why, I just don't want to see you spend money for me"
"No, no, Axia, I didn't spend money indiscriminately"
"Then tell me, where did all this money come from? I look at your bathhouse, there are not many customers all day long, where do you get your spare money? ”
“……”
"Sanjun, I know that you are good to me, and I am grateful that you are good to me, but I have heard the gossip of some people outside, saying that it seems that I am the proprietress here, if you think so in your heart, then, you dispel such thoughts as soon as possible, I will not marry you because you took care of me"
Tian Donkey didn't expect Ah Xia to say such a thing, and was a little surprised, but in order to dispel Ah Xia's concerns, he hurriedly explained.
"No, no, Axia, I didn't think so, never did......"
"That's good...... Then tell me, where the hell did you get the money? ”
Ah Xia asked relentlessly, forcing Tian Donkey to be a little embarrassed, and he stammered to explain.
"I ...... This one...... Hey, don't ask anyway, don't care, I won't buy you anything in the future."
"No more"
Ah Xia said coldly. It's like a cold-blooded animal.
"What do you mean?"
Tian Donkey was very frightened and looked at Ah Xia at a loss.
"It means that I have seen all kinds of people, but I have never seen a person like you, I can say that I have read countless people, so I know what others think about me and what others think in their hearts." As she spoke, she looked at Tian Donkey smugly, and said, "Tian Sanjun, don't be too good to me, it's boring, and besides, I don't want to stay here, I'm going to leave here."
"Leave? Why? ”
"There is no why, everything in life does not have a reason that can be spoken, so stop asking those stupid questions"
"But, but ......" Tian Donkey'er blushed, and for the first time in his life, he was embarrassed to speak because he had planned someone else's life in private.
"But Ah Xia, I've already thought about the future of the two of us," said, Tian Donkey'er hurriedly explained, as if she was afraid of being misunderstood by Ah Xia again, "After I said it, I don't want you to marry me, but the two of us can live together...... Let's live together, or, if you don't want to live with me, I'll raise you, I just want you to stay......"
Ah Xia listened to Tian Donkey'er's words, and suddenly raised her head and laughed, laughing back and forth, tears were about to come out, and she said while laughing.
"Joke, it's a ridiculous joke, Sanjun, don't you know what I used to do? I'm **, you heard clearly, it's the most lowly, shameless, and despised **, do you think I'll believe you just by relying on your words? Will you also believe in the beauty of life? Haha, it's really ridiculous, in this world, the last thing I believe in is men, and the words that come out of a man's mouth, anything! ”
Tian Donkey still wanted to explain something, but Ah Xia seemed to have made up her mind, the expression on her face was very firm, and she said coldly to Tian Donkey.
"Sanjun, if you really want to be nice to me, then give me some money and let me go"
After speaking, Ah Xia looked at Tian Donkey blankly, Tian Donkey opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, what else could he say, what could he say? In the end, without saying anything, he turned to leave, and gently closed the door for Ah Xia.