Chapter 58
Yan Yilun and Lin Jing's acquaintance was bland and accidental, but no matter how dull the encounter was, because of the rendering of love, it would also exude a dazzling light. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The 20-year-old Lin has just won the championship of the National Young Designer Competition, and it is the time to be full of spirit.
He has already started his internship and went to the clothing market to do research. met Yan Yilun, who had just resigned from a bar and came to the clothing market to find a job, summed it up with a lyric that is now popular, "Just because I looked at you in the crowd one more time." Two lonely hearts leaned together.
Lin Guo is a fashionable and avant-garde artist and designer in the eyes of people today, but in the eyes of people at that time, he was an outlier. He wears unusual clothes and says crazy things that most people don't understand. People looked at him with curiosity. The first time he saw Yan Yilun, he decided that she was his muse.
What happened to Ellen is an outlier in any era, she is the product of cheating, and her young mother committed suicide after giving birth to her. No one knew who her father was, and she became an orphan.
She has been adopted by three families, but none of them lasted long. Soon after the first family adopted her, her adoptive mother, who had been infertile since marriage, actually became pregnant, and when the child was born, the adoptive mother had no energy to take care of her, so she was sent to a second family, where she lived until she was eight years old, her adoptive parents divorced, and neither of them was willing to continue to support her, and she was sent to the third family.
In this family, she really lived like a family member for six years, her adoptive parents were high-level intellectuals, their education was gentle and strict, and the love they gave her was gentle, but it was the best affection in the world for her who had been drifting.
Unfortunately, she could not escape the ill-fated arrangement in the end, her adoptive father died when she was fourteen years old, and her adoptive mother could not stand the blow and was depressed, and was later taken abroad by her uncle for treatment, while she was left in China.
Although she did not abandon her financially, in the end she became alone again.
She returned to the orphanage, and before finishing high school, she began to look for work on her own, a female worker in a yarn factory, a waitress in a restaurant, a nursery worker in a kindergarten, a bar girl, and so on.
She had just quit her job from a bar when she encountered the forest situation.
When Lin Jing stepped forward to talk to her, she didn't show the vigilance and surprise that most people would have at that time in the face of this surprisingly beautiful boy who dressed himself up very strangely. It's really because she has been in different families since she was a child, and she is too good at hiding her heart.
The two chatted while turning around the market. Then, Lin Guo liked her calmness and calmness even more, and she found that under Lin Qian's strange appearance, she was actually a simple and bright heart. It was something she had lost a long time ago, and she was instantly moved.
At this point, she paused for a long time, holding a cup of tea to her lips, but she never drank it, as if she had suddenly forgotten what she was going to do.
The three of them didn't make a sound, waiting for her silently. Until she suddenly realized that she drank the tea in one gulp as if she had made up her mind, and slammed the cup on the table.
"But before I met Lin Qian, I left the bar because I met someone there, someone I never wanted to meet." There was silence again, "This person is Chen Shaoxiong." ”
Xiang Nuo sat up straight in surprise, "Before you met my little uncle, you already knew Chen Shaoxiong!" ”
Xiao Lu and Xiang Ran looked at Xiang Nuo who was a little out of shape in surprise, Yan Yilun smiled bitterly, and explained to Xiao Lu: "In the second year after the Lin Qi accident, I married Chen Shaoxiong. ”
Xiang Ran frowned, "Is it Chen Shaoxiong of the Chen family's cloth industry?" ”
Xiang Nuo looked at Xiaolu with some doubts, so he said: "It's Chen Shaoying's eldest brother who I told you last time, Chen Tiantian's uncle." ”
Xiao Lu was stunned, and then suddenly understood, "You gave birth to me before marriage, Chen Shaoxiong didn't know?" So they sent me to an orphanage and never dared to recognize me? ”
Yan Yilun nodded, and then shook his head again, "After the accident in the forest situation, I don't want to live anymore, I feel that I was born an unknown person, and no one who is good to me will die well." Even though it had been nearly many years, she closed her eyes in agony. At that time, I was bent on death, it was Yuejuan who saved me, she was with me at that time to help sell clothes in the clothing market, found out about my abnormality, quit her job and guarded me every day, until I found out that I was pregnant. ”
"Although the future is bleak, I don't know what the future holds, but it's a child of the forest! I really couldn't give up this child, and I suddenly gave birth to the courage to live, because I wanted to give birth to the child for Lin Qing! ”
"Yuejuan saw that I was no longer suicidal, and she strongly supported me to give birth to the child. So, she went out to look for a job so that I could wait at home for the baby. ”
However, I didn't expect that when I was six months pregnant, Chen Shaoxiong found me. He proposed to me, saying that he was willing to raise the child as his own and asked me to marry him. He also said that no matter where I hid, he could find me, and he would never give up. ”
"At that time, I already knew his identity, how dare I do anything with him, but I never wanted Lin Qing's child to grow up in his hands, so before I gave birth, I ran to the orphanage where I stayed when I was a child, and in a private clinic nearby, I gave birth to Xiaolu."
"Later, I asked Xiaonuo to help me secretly put Xiaolu at the door of the orphanage, and let him watch from the side, until Xiaolu was taken away by Director Tian of the orphanage. Then I went back to Yuejuan, and when Chen Shaoxiong came to me, I cried and told him that my child had died. ”
Xiao Lu looked at Xiang Nuo with wide eyes in surprise: "You, you, you, he, him, you?!" How old was he then?! You're going to let him ...... me," she gestured to herself.
Although she herself learned to take care of younger children at a very young age in the orphanage, an adult and a child conspired to abandon her own child. She thought it was incredible.
Xiang Nuo said expressionlessly: "I was already six years old at that time, and you were born very small, like a kitten, and it didn't sink at all to hold. ”
"I was in a bad mood at that time, especially after Chen Shaoxiong came to me, I couldn't eat or sleep well all day, and as a result, you were only more than four catties when you were born." Yan Yilun said with a guilty face.
Xiang Ran, who had never made a sound, suddenly spoke: "I really don't know what Lin Guan likes about you." After thinking about it, he nodded, "Well, I guess I think you're a freak too." ”
After summarizing one sentence, the four of them were speechless.
Yan Yilun paused before continuing: "I'll continue to talk about me and Chen Shaoxiong." ”
"On the first day I was selling alcohol in a bar, I met Chen Shaoxiong, and he bought two bottles of foreign wine worth tens of thousands of yuan in my hand that night, and I raised it to more than 2,000 yuan, not to mention how happy I was."
"But after that, he came almost every day, and every time he came, he always bought my wine, and I realized that something was wrong. But he never said anything, never forced me to do anything, and never did anything excessive, which made me more and more uneasy. ”
"Later, I found that many people were afraid of him, I asked someone to inquire, and I found out his identity, I was scared, and I didn't dare to offend him, so after working for a month, I quickly quit my job. He approached me and asked me to work in his fabric shop, but I reasoned that I had already found a job and did not agree. He didn't force me either. ”
"That's when I came across the forest. Just like a boat adrift in the sea that found a harbor to dock, I found that I had finally found the home of my heart, I loved him very much, he was the bright sun, illuminating my gray life. Yan Yilun raised his face slightly, as if he could get the sunshine from looking up.
"After we fell in love, I deliberately appeared in front of him with Lin Qing to let him know that I had a boyfriend. I was happy and proud. Then he stopped looking for me. Speaking of this, Yan Yilun suddenly covered his face and cried bitterly.
"I thought I would be able to live happily ever after, but I didn't expect it to be the beginning of disaster!"