CH.86 The Desire Behind Hypocrisy
"Huo Xi, you haven't slept yet. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info "It was late at night, I had something to figure out, and I was afraid of disturbing Xiao Jue, who was resting in the same room, so I tiptoed out of the room, and just as I was closing the door, I suddenly heard Yulan's voice.
I didn't expect anyone to stay awake at this time, so I was rightfully surprised. After seeing the person sitting in the courtyard clearly, I walked over to her and sat down across from her. "yes, why didn't you sleep? What about Shulan and Watchman? ”
"They're all asleep." Yulan smiled coquettishly, lined with the most beautiful smile of a sixteen-year-old woman, "I think, I may have slept too much before, so I can't sleep now." What about you, why can't you sleep? ”
I looked at her silently and sighed.
"Huo Xi, you are so smart, everyone in your family should like you very much." Magnolia seemed to know that I wouldn't answer her, so she rammed on her own and turned the conversation to my family.
"I don't know." I said softly, reflecting the moonlight, I saw that the words spoken by my mouth condensed into mist in the cold night, "When I was young, my father and mother died, and then my brother also had an accident, and then my adoptive parents were also killed." ”
Yulan didn't answer at first, and was silent in the dim moonlight for a long time before she said quietly, "You say, is this because you are too smart that the people around you have accidents one after another?" ”
This is not like a joke. I couldn't see the expression on her face clearly under the moonlight, so I couldn't analyze the content from her micro-expressions, but I was pretty sure that her words were banter and provocation.
No, I can't see her expression...... To a certain extent, this is not a big deal for my profession, and I am too passive. But Yulan's words clearly have the meaning she wants to express, if it is ordinary, she will not be able to say such a thing as a gentle and kind girl. It should also be because of this night, so that people can't see each other clearly, but they can unload their defenses and show themselves more truly, just like a keyboard warrior, hiding behind the dark curtain and doing the right thing for the sky?
When I was the best reflection of reality, I couldn't see anything, and it was too difficult. Like a blind man...... Blind? …… Xiao Jue...... By the way, Xiao Jue said that the eyes can't see, so the hearing will be different from ordinary people.
Maybe, you can try. I breathed a sigh of relief and slowly closed my eyes. "If the people around me die because of me, do you think I should find the murderer for them, so that they can rest in peace under the nine springs?"
Magnolia paused, her voice sounding so momentarily flustered, but she calmed down quickly, "Actually, I should thank you for saving me, if it weren't for you, I might have been killed." ”
"How could it be, you deliberately let the moon cicada kidnap you, since everything was originally planned, how could you let yourself have an accident." As I chuckled and said this, I heard a slight movement.
Magnolia was silent for a long time, and from what I heard, the ups and downs of her breath, I could sense that she was paying careful attention to her surroundings. "You seem to know something, but...... Huo Xi, you have no evidence to prove that I am also guilty, do you? Otherwise, why don't you tell me my crimes in front of everyone? You're just trying to test me, because you're not sure. ”
"You're right, I'm not sure at all." I will speak out about the weakness. "I just can't figure out why my instincts tell me that this case is not over, and there are many doubts pointing to you."
The sound of Magnolia swallowing saliva is very clear, and this is because people are in a situation of high tension, which causes the body to accelerate secretion. "Why should I tell you? If, as you say, I am also a murderer, then why should I tell you about my guilt? ”
"All of this you did was actually for Qingshan." I simply broke it.
Magnolia's breathing became rapid and short, as the inner turmoil and nervousness made her heart beat too fast.
"I admire Yuecia a little, she loves Qingshan, even if she loves too selfishly, she is also selfish and fair. The difference between you and her is that she dares and she can speak out, her feelings for Qingshan. And you, even if you kill her and replace her, you will never be able to be her, and you will not be able to admit your feelings like her, because this is also a crime you have committed. "The feelings that can't be said for a lifetime are already the most severe punishment.
Magnolia was trembling, she was angry, or, in despair. "When did you find out?"
"Seeing your attitude towards Qingshan today, I confirmed this guess. But it may be a little earlier to become aware of your secrets. "Or when she just woke up from falling off the cliff, Aoyama was in this courtyard that day because she was suspicious of the moon cicada, even if she didn't do anything, I still felt very concerned. Because there's a behavior that's hard to explain here, but it's a word that can be described in the future, green tea.
Whether I suspected the cicada at the time or not, whether the cicada could be proven to be the murderer at the time. But I am very disgusted by the wanton trampling of her emotional relationships, provoking in front of her, and intimacy with her beloved.
In the case of knowing that the other party has a spouse or a lover, no matter how much you like it, you have to respect that person. This is the minimum morality.
When it's hot, that's what I want to say to myself. I will never be the person that the women around Xiao Jue mind, my good feelings stop at friends, not a little more, calmly and generously intersect, this is the "gentleman" in my definition.
And Yulan was in front of the moon cicada on the same day, showing goodwill to Qingshan, Qingshan obviously noticed it, but he stayed outside the scale, just treated Yulan as a sister. Although, I also think that the behavior of men always recognizing their sister is scumbag. Before Magnolia did such a thing, she also did one thing, and that was to let us discover the secret of wood carving. If it weren't for her reminder, we wouldn't have been able to find out the suspicion of the wood carving so quickly, so as to find out the existence of another wood carving. After that, Yulan can still face the moon cicada as if nothing had happened, which is very scheming from the girl's point of view.
"I love Aoyama very much." After being silent for a long time, she suddenly said, "Maybe it was because my words irritated her." "Maybe it's earlier than the moon cicada, it's me who likes Qingshan first!"
I chuckled and didn't say much.
Yulan was angry, and she was even more anxious to explain, "You only know that Qingshan and Yuecia grew up together, so do you know that I also grew up playing with them?" The moon cicada is one year older than me, but because her mother died early, Qingshan Niang raised her as her own daughter, when I was a child, Qingshan Niang often said that I would marry the moon cicada to Yushan, and marry me to Qingshan...... But who knows...... Later, everyone forgot, they only remembered how the moon cicada had trouble with her father, she wanted to marry Qingshan, and how the moon cicada liked Qingshan. All the memories of my childhood have been erased. It was the cicada that robbed me of my ...... That year, Yushan came up with the idea and everyone went to the mountains to play together. As a result, we met the wild bear, and Aoyama asked everyone to climb up the tree quickly, and then the wild bear left, and we lay down from the tree, but the cicada hung up, and she couldn't get down. Yushan was very worried and begged Qingshan to save the cicada. Qingshan couldn't help it, so he fell down with the moon cicada in his arms, and Qingshan fell and was injured, but he didn't let the moon cicada suffer the slightest injury......"
She told me a story that I had probably heard.
"The thing you've heard people talk about, it must be like this." Unexpectedly, she suddenly asked me, "But it's not!" It's me, it's me who saved the cicada, and the branches can't stand the two of Qingshan and the cicada, so I climbed up and took her down little by little, and it was me who was injured. But Yuecia only remembered that it was Qingshan who saved her, not only forgetting that I left a scar on her arm in order to save her, but also snatched Qingshan's ......"
I didn't know anything about it, so I couldn't say anything. It's just that "people will remember memories that are beneficial to themselves, it's human nature, selfish." ”
"Nature?" She repeated, laughing.
"But because of such a thing, you have to pay such a big price for the cicada, is it worth it? I always thought that Yue Cicada used her strong psychological suggestion ability to influence the people around her to help her, so that she could smoothly get rid of the people who hindered her and Qingshan, but I ignored one point, the people who hindered her and Qingshan were not the people who hindered you and Qingshan?! Clever and gifted, ninety percent conceited, so the moon cicada is easily influenced, especially you, because you are a threat to her. "The existence of Magnolia is the biggest pressure on the cicada, only she can easily make the cicada feel that her relationship with Qingshan is in trouble, and the cicada will do whatever it takes to get rid of everything, so first of all, it is Changjing and Yushan that need to be eliminated, but Changjing is also a threat to Yulan.
Yulan didn't take the initiative to hurt others in the whole case, but she understood what Yue Cicada minded, and used it to push Yue Cicada into a desperate situation little by little. I really can't prove that she has a direct relationship with the case, but that doesn't mean that there is no direct relationship between her and the murderer Yueciao.
"But ......" As she spoke, Magnolia's voice became cute again, "I have nothing to do with the murder of the cicada, I didn't know that she would kill someone, and you can prove my guilt, right?" ”
I can't confirm her confession alone.
"On that day, I asked Yushan to rescue you first. Where were you after that? I asked in a cold voice.
Opposite, quiet.
"On that day, the cicada told me that you still have a few hours of poison, that is, the cicada thought that it was the day before that you swallowed the herb poison, but were you really poisoned the day before? Maybe you were poisoned, but not the day before, but when you were rescued by Yushan and returned to the abandoned house of Changjing's family to find the cicada! "On that day, I couldn't remember what happened because I fell asleep before I knew it, and after that, the cicada played a play in front of me, which was to cross the river with me and escape. But in fact, the moon cicada wants to kill me, or rather, the moon cicada wants Xiao Jue and them to find out that I am drowned, so as to infer that she is also drowned, so she can get a chance to escape responsibility. It's just that I don't have anything on me that can prove my identity, so the moon cicada removed the button from my neck.
After that, she hid in the mountains, not unexpectedly freezing to death.
"You still can't prove that I'm guilty, you can't prove that I have anything to do with these things." Magnolia was determined. (To be continued.) )