Chapter 157: Sad Christmas, staccato

After leaving the carriage filled with people who witnessed him hugging her tightly, Li Ai finally calmed down his slightly rapid breathing, and the flush rising on his face slowly disappeared. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

However, despite this, after seeing Zhang Zhou, who was holding her hand and seemed to have no consciousness of the consequences of what she had done, she couldn't help but become angry again, and raised her hand to punch him angrily in the back.

"Ouch." The man whispered in some pain, then turned his head and glanced at Li Ai with great meaning, the depth of his eyes was slowly full of jokes, and the focus of his eyes also fell on her raised fist, as if waiting for it to fall again. Li Ai, who was a little uncomfortable with him, was about to smash it several times, but in the end he put it down gently.

She had a feeling that he seemed to be waiting for her to smash him, and this made her feel a little uneasy and hesitant. It was as if something bad would happen to this punch once it fell. She stared at his eyes with an inexplicable sense of danger, and finally reluctantly lowered her fist and succumbed to his aggressive gaze, but in order to show her displeasure, she snorted coldly, but did not look away.

Looking at her behavior like a child's anger, the corners of Zhang Zhou's mouth hooked up a subtle arc. Then he gently turned his gaze back to the amusement park filled with all kinds of people. His eyes flickered, but there was a bit of resolute emotion.

However, although he turned his eyes, he still paid some attention to Li Ai's body, paying attention to her every move, wanting to make up for the inadvertent snub to her just now. Therefore, when Li Ai, who turned his head angrily, stared at something, he also turned his eyes and looked over.

What caught Li Ai's attention was the colorful items placed on the stall not far away. Zhang Zhou followed her gaze and saw those small, delicate ceramic sculptures. Among those objects, what caught her eye was a pair of cream-colored couple statues that had been disassembled, placed on either side of several statues. After observing carefully for a while, Zhang Zhou faintly saw a shadow of himself and Li Ai on the two statues.

He narrowed his eyes, and a little understanding rose in his heart...... A moment later, the two small but delicate statues fell into Li Ai's hands. Maybe it was because he got what he wanted, Li Ai's cheeks, which were originally puffed to the side, also turned back, and he no longer deliberately avoided Zhang Zhou's gaze.

After holding the two statues of a man and a woman for a while, Li Ai suddenly raised his eyes and glanced at Zhang Zhou, seeing his anxious look, his face couldn't help but be slightly astringent. Immediately, her eyes flashed, as if she had thought of something, and after a moment of silence, she pulled the corner of Zhang Zhou's clothes, and then handed him the statue of the girl in his slightly puzzled gaze.

In the face of her actions, Zhang Zhou was stunned, and there was something inexplicable in his eyes looking at Li Ai. Li Ai, who seemed to be aware of it, blushed, but shrunk her wrist, and wanted to replace the statue of a boy that she was going to give away, but before she could put it into action, her hand was empty, and when she raised her eyes again, she saw Zhang Zhou, who had an unfathomable smile on the corner of her mouth, putting the statue in front of her eyes and observing it carefully.

Li Ai's face was hot, but he turned his head a little uncomfortably. Obviously, the guy was staring at the statue in his palm, but she had a feeling that she was being looked at, and she felt a little more looked at for no reason. Fortunately, the guy quickly put the statue in his pocket, otherwise, Li Ai's face would inevitably have a little more red color. Moreover, in a short period of time, I am afraid that I will not have the courage to look at him.

Li Ai, who has always been so calm, suddenly became shy and timid, and Zhang Zhou, who was not very strong in ordinary life, gradually revealed a domineering and evil appearance. I have to say, it's a very strange thing. Perhaps, this is the power of love.

However, it seems to be a very abrupt change, but it seems so natural. And in such a change, there is a little more hazy thing between the two people. seems to be good, like ambiguous, tugging at each other's heartstrings, and wants to indulge people.

In this atmosphere, the two men put away their statues, turned their heads as if nothing had happened, and continued to play side by side in the amusement park as if nothing had happened. It's just that they are slightly intertwined from time to time, but they are at a touch of sight; and the palms that did not hold each other again after separation, but they showed a little cowardice for fear of touching something for no reason.

They walked side by side in the amusement park at a safe and ambiguous distance, but for a moment they were speechless, and they were silently immersed in this sudden cowardice and ambiguity......

When the dating plan reached its final end and was about to end, Zhang Zhou took Li Ai to the Ferris wheel. At dusk, the sun's twilight dyes the entire Ferris wheel in the color of dusk, along with the artificial lake behind the Ferris wheel. The water and sky are the same color, so beautiful.

In such a beautiful scenery, Zhang Zhou stood silently, then raised his head, stared at the highest point of the Ferris wheel, and whispered to Li Ai in a dream-like whisper in Li Ai's somewhat puzzled eyes, "Na, Li Ai, legend has it that if a pair of lovers ride the Ferris wheel and kiss when they reach the highest point, they will be together forever...... Have you heard...... This legend? ”

Together forever? Hearing Zhang Zhou's words, Li Ai muttered in a low voice in his heart, his face was slightly red, but he hung his head shyly. But when the drooping hair covered her cheeks, the blush on her face faded in an instant, leaving only a pale and miserable place.

It's time to come, but it's still coming...... She thought like this, as if in an instant, she had fallen from heaven to hell. It was obviously a legend full of dreamy feelings, and it was obviously the words she had hoped for, but at this time, it made her wake up from her blurry dream and return to the cold reality.

Her face was pale, and her eyes closed slightly under the shadows. She had heard the voice of judgment. All...... It's going to be over......

Looking up at the Ferris wheel slowly rotating in the twilight, Zhang Zhou's eyes were slightly in a trance, but he recalled the existence he had mentioned not long ago, and recalled the time of those two days.

At that time, I also came here with her, pretending to be a couple and taking the hidden green Ji with her, and boarded the Ferris wheel. At that time, if I knew that I would become what I am now, what would I feel if I knew that I would become what I am now? He thought silently, but finally smiled slightly.

Where will you be in the mood? At that time, I was afraid of heights. So, even if you know, when you board the Ferris wheel, where will you be in the mood to think about these things and not? Thinking of this, he showed an unbearable look. He shook his head and threw all these thoughts behind him.

He lowered his eyes and glanced at Li Ai standing beside him, and when he was about to say something, a slightly blurry picture flashed in his mind......

"Humans, in fact, are the same as hedgehogs." In the real vision, she took Midorihime's hand and walked out of the movie theater, she raised her arm to block the scorching sunlight, then turned her head and said to him, "Vainly trying to hug will only let the thorns on the other party's body stab you until you are bruised all over your body." ”

"So, don't you think it's better to miss out on this kind of happiness than the so-called happiness that will scarred each other in the end, and after accommodating each other and coming together, they will break out from time to time?" She said that, and now that she thinks about it, those words are full of loneliness.

At that time, she was like a hedgehog in her mouth, covered with spikes that no one could approach, but now, she was willing to restrain all her edges for him, willing to let herself change a little bit, and even covered in bruises. But what about him? He silently turned his eyes away from hers and looked back at the slowly spinning Ferris wheel.

At that time, he tried hard to change her concept. So, he stood a stone's throw away from her, and said words that were far away from her. "When a man is willing to change himself for you to accommodate your presence in his life, will you still say such words? Would you bear to reject him with such an assertion? ”

"I can't bear it." At that time, she didn't have any struggle, and said such words plainly, "But this is not love, this is just compromise." Although she said this, but now, why is she not compromising for him?

"Which one do you choose, someone who is willing to compromise for you, or someone who is not willing to compromise for you?" At that time, he asked like this, but he didn't expect that half a year later, everything would become what it is now. He couldn't help but ask himself, what kind of person is he? What kind of behavior does the so-called compromise represent? Is it to keep her, not to hide her, to keep her by her side despite her deepest obsessions? He silently closed his eyes, but he couldn't get an answer......

At that time, after being silent for a moment, she answered him neatly, "I may choose the person who is willing to compromise for me, but that is not love, dependence, or escape." "Yes, it's dependence, it's avoidance. Zhang Zhou lowered his eyes, and the light in his eyes was obscure.

"Why bother dissecting it so clearly? Love is originally a kind of dependence, and it is also a kind of escape. The words he had spoken to her then, in retrospect, were so embarrassing to him.

It turned out that at that time, I had already thought about what kind of situation I would face now. That's why you use such words to excuse your current self?

It's changed...... It's all changed. But everything......

He chuckled, a little miserable. Then he lowered his eyes, grabbed Li Ai's soft twing, and led her onto the Ferris wheel. At that time, the two people, who were immersed in their respective emotions, did not notice that something was wrong with each other, and naturally it was impossible to know that this would be the last time they would hold hands in this life.