Chapter 202 The Tribulation of Twin Daughters
"But you're different......" I watched as her eyes grew fiercer and fiercer, her anger threatening to consume everything. www.biquge.info I said slowly, "You were born as a concubine, you are a concubine, you are a concubine, you are bullied, white-eyed, insulted, in the eyes of your father, you disdain, no matter how good you try to make yourself, your father seems to care." The old lady in the mansion looks down on your mother and daughter very much, she is bent on making things difficult, making your life in the mansion very difficult, you have watched your mother how difficult it has been since you were a child, watching her carefully look at people's faces to live, you eat and wear, are not worthy of the house slaves in the mansion, even if you were young at the time, but see your mother crying every night, you will be reprimanded for what you do, so that your mother keeps asking for guilt and apologizing, you have an impression. And you remember the eldest lady, your father's main wife, she and your mother gave birth at the same time, obviously both of them are not in good health, but your mother has to work in the mansion, oppressed life, the eldest lady is kept in the mansion every day, being waited for, but you and your mother still have to go to her to see her, she lies in bed and does not care about your arrival. You remember the girl who is very similar to you, but you should not know at that time, she and you are from the same father and mother, you only know that she is your sister, the daughter of the noble lady, you know that she eats and dresses better than you, you know that she is pampered, you know that the old lady who terrified your mother is very fond of her......"
"That's enough." She interrupted me with a voice, her eyes tightly closed, her breathing sounding rapid and heavy.
"You think it's your luck that you succeeded in replacing her and becoming the 'concubine' in the mansion. You don't remember what happened, but you have an impression of the mother who raised you since childhood, right? "Even if she was only more than two years old at the time, she couldn't remember the concubine of Lord Huaining who had been taking care of her." From a concubine to a concubine, you have enjoyed everything that you have never enjoyed before, the old lady who used to be very fierce and strict with you is very fond of you, and your father, who used to disdain you, is also willing to stop and listen to you. It's just that the eldest lady still looks cold, but in your memory, you only remember to call her mother. However, when you are recovering from a serious illness and everyone holds you in the palm of their hands and loves you......"
Qing Ji suddenly smiled, "I remember one day, my mother took me to a place, a very small courtyard, but I didn't feel strange at all. There was a woman locked up in that courtyard, a woman who was weak and desperate and grieving...... I know it's not the first time I've seen her, I have an impression of her, I seem to know who she is...... But I don't remember. At that time, it was because I was so young, I didn't know what was happening in front of me, I just remembered, my mother was holding my hand and talking to the woman who didn't seem to be alive for a few days, I didn't know what they were talking about, I opened my eyes and watched everything happen. I saw that the woman hated my mother very much, and she rushed up several times, as if she wanted to fight with her mother, but she was held down. Those people bullied her and helped her mother bully her...... Later, my mother handed me over to my mother, who raised me, and I was taken away by my mother, and many years later I learned that my mother took me to see my mother for the last time, and on that day, my mother committed suicide because she thought I was dead. ”
Sure enough, she remembered.
Qing Ji slowly opened her eyes and looked at me with a slight provocation, "But no one knows all this, why do you know......"
"Because I have the ability to see through people's hearts, the darker people's hearts, the easier it is for me to discover." But all this is just my speculation, and I can't prove anything. "You are struggling, after many years, slowly growing up, in fact, everything in the mansion is very good to you, except for the eldest lady who continues to be cold to you, you just need to forget those vague memories, you can continue to live with great dignity as the 'concubine' of the clan......" Just forget those fragments of memories that make her unhappy.
Qing Ji lowered her head, her smile was very bitter, "Although the eldest lady killed my sister and my own mother, her hatred for us has not disappeared, you may think that after she gets rid of my own mother, there will be no more threats from her in my father's mansion, and she will raise me as her own daughter." But she decided that it was my own mother who encouraged her father to harm her son, and she wanted to get it back from us. ”
Qing Ji's childhood suffered a lot because of the resentment of Lord Huaining's wife. Because of the resentment of the eldest lady, venting on a powerless child, it has become all kinds of verbal hurts, and even, physical hurts. The eldest lady vented her anger and beat a child again and again, and the more she missed her child, the more she hated the child in front of her.
All of this left one scar after another in Qing Ji's heart.
"One day, I sneaked out of the mansion and I wanted to get out of there, and then I met her......"
Two children who were destined not to see each other again were reunited when they were unprepared. Looking at the people who are exactly the same as themselves, and the two of them have the same tacit understanding, they themselves begin to wonder who each other's existence is.
Unfortunately, Qing Ji was arrested again, and naturally she was beaten by the eldest lady.
Qing Ji secretly found that Kite Yi's adoptive mother, she was the female slave girl brought out by the concubine from Cen in the past, and after the concubine died, she was sent to serve the old lady in the mansion. The old lady didn't know the identity of Qing Ji, and she had always been favored as a "concubine" born to the eldest lady, and Qing Ji could see the slave girl as long as she used the excuse to visit the old lady.
Then I got some news from her, and when I went back, I understood the reason for all this. She replaced her sister's chance of survival and became the "concubine" born to the eldest lady, and the girl who was supposed to die did not die...... "Not only did she not die, but she lived better, she had the love of her adoptive parents, the love of her brothers, and her younger brother to play with." ”
Thinking about it this way, it was not Qing Ji who seized the chance of survival of the "concubine", but the "concubine" also seized the opportunity for Qing Ji to become the Cen family.
If she was the one who was dying, then the one who was taken away was her.
The Shum family took all the benefits, they had the same appearance, and the twin sisters should have grown up together. But why did she bear all the suffering, and why did the other enjoy only the best from childhood to adulthood?
Ever since she learned about the existence of the Cen family, Qing Ji's heart was like a thorn in her heart. "I know I can't blame her for all this, but I just hate, I blame her for everything I've endured over the years. The more difficult and miserable I was, and the more I hated her when I thought that she was doing so well, but never came back to me and saved me from this suffering. Finally, one day, I couldn't bear it anymore, I poisoned the decoction of the eldest lady, watching her die little by little, watching the person who tortured me die, but I didn't feel happy at all, I felt that my whole life was ruined by them......"
Cen became married, and Xun Yu, the son of Lord Yin of Xin Guoxian, became husband and wife.
When the old lady in the mansion was getting seriously ill, in Xindi, Cen also experienced the greatest misfortune in her life. Later, in order to protect the innocence of the family, Cen committed suicide by taking poison while pregnant with a child. Not long after, in the mansion of Lord Mengdi Huaining, the old lady finally fell ill and died...... According to the old lady's wishes, Lord Huaining gave Yuanyi's mother and daughter a sum of money after the old lady's death and sent them back to the countryside.
"In the mansion, my father and I are the only ones left...... One day, my father said that my aunt had sent someone to bring me a family affair. After I inquired with my father, I learned that the marriage that my aunt wanted to tell me was actually with Xin Guoyu Yin. At that time, I only knew that she was dead and had committed suicide......" Qinghime's expression was indistinct whether to cry or laugh.
After learning that the Cen family committed suicide, Qing Ji actually agreed to the marriage proposed by her aunt Mrs. Meng, and married Xin Guo and Yu Guo.
"So from the very beginning, you promised your father that you would become a marriage messenger and go to Xindi, and you had already decided that you would take revenge for what you had suffered." I sympathize with her, but I have no pity for what she has done.
After poisoning the eldest lady, she does not feel the pain of revenge, and in order to save her gradually declining soul, she wants to kill everyone related to her unfortunate memories.
"You let out your mouth and said that Mrs. Meng will be the first, because Mrs. Meng has a special relationship with you, so naturally it is difficult for everyone to doubt that what you said was originally what you really wanted to do, and you were covering up. You decided from the beginning that you wanted to kill Madam Yin first, and you know that Lord Jiang Huan is actually the biological son of Madam Yin. "It was because Mrs. Yin was the one who snatched the eldest lady's son that all these things happened, and the real beginning was not the eldest lady, but Mrs. Yin.
"When the eldest lady died, Lord Jiang Huan once came to the mansion to pay tribute to the eldest lady. When I saw that he and my father were behaving strangely, I secretly followed them and heard their conversation. "From that time on, Qing Ji knew the identity of Lord Jiang Huan, as well as the plans of her father, Lord Huaining and Lady Meng.
"You deliberately set aside Lord Jianghuan, and then fled to Lord Yin's mansion on the wedding night, and secretly went to Lord Jianghuan's mansion, you just need to tell Mrs. Yin that you know about them, and Mrs. Yin will naturally secretly invite you in. After you killed Mrs. Yin in the room, you didn't mean to leave directly, and deliberately waited for others to break in and find you in the room, so you slammed Lord Huan into the door and saw you standing next to Mrs. Yin's body with a murder weapon. "All of this is deliberately arranged, and there is no appearance of being framed by anyone.
Because in this way, the envoy sent by the Yu State to marry and assassinate the Lady Yin of the Xin State will definitely stir up the contradictions between the two countries and make the war situation imminent, "But what surprised you, they chose to suppress this matter, and after that, you were locked up in the side garden of Lord Yin's mansion, which also directly led to your next revenge plan being hindered, until, my appearance ......"