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There are very few people who know about Nanxing's tattoo, because Nanxing almost regards it as a shame, and stubbornly refuses to show it in front of others.

So even Black Rose didn't know that there was such a tattoo, and the position on the back of the body he salvaged that time was exactly the same.

Who the hell is it?

That time, who was the one who stole Nanxing and replaced the pillars?

Long Zhan didn't treat the wound, but just hugged Nanxing tightly into his arms, for fear that she would fly away in the next second, he didn't want to lose her again.

He didn't want to, her heart was full of that man, if he wasn't so jealous that he went crazy, how could he stab that body?

But he also knew that he couldn't mention that name again in front of her, so he didn't explain.

It turns out that brainwashing cannot wash away all a person's memories.

Those things that are carved into the soul, carved into the bone marrow, even if the brain is empty, the instincts of the body are still remembered. I remember doing so many things on this body, a thousand cuts......

Did those men really cut a thousand knives on this body, which he was reluctant to hurt a single hair?

But perhaps he went even further, and he didn't just prick a thousand needles......

Nanxing trembled in his cold and hard arms, his body hurt so much, and his heart began to hurt inexplicably! It hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

The doctor said that it was best to 1 make her faint at this moment, otherwise she would be in pain and couldn't stand it.

Obviously, at this moment, you can't fill the medicine anymore.

Long Zhan raised his knife and slashed at Nanxing.

There was silence in the room.

All I could hear was breathing, again and again.

Her coat was already soaked with cold sweat, and Long Zhan carried her into the bathroom in a coma and helped her clean it himself.

He didn't allow anyone to see the white body.

Although it is already scarred at the moment......

Lust began when she untied her first garment, and then stopped at the sight of those horrible scars.

"Damn, I'm a jerk!"

He had said he would protect her, but he broke his promise.

He wasn't there for her when she needed him the most.

He wasn't there for her while she was being tortured.

He was not the one who brought her out of hell......

The one who gave her warmth was not him......

The one who gave her fear was him.

He was the one who gave her the murder weapon.

The one who gave her the blood-devouring darkness was him.

The person who tricked her into killing people was also him.

He will never be able to forget the first time Nanxing killed someone, it was a person who tortured Nanxing and fell into his hands.

And Nanxing was forced by him to do it himself, and the man kept begging for mercy and kneeling down until he couldn't say a word anymore.

Nanxing vomited for a long time after that, as if he wanted to vomit out his liver and gallbladder.

But this world is the law of the jungle, only the strong can live, and there are so many people staring at her life.

She had to learn to defend herself, she had to take up arms, she had to finish off those people before they killed her......

The look in the eyes of someone who has killed someone is different from the one that has not killed anyone, it is an extreme blackness, like eternal night.

And eternal night, there is never daylight-

In this black world, everyone will be forced to become an out-and-out demon.

In the steaming water, Long Zhan stroked those hideous scars, and then dropped a light or heavy kiss on them.

His voice became hoarse, Nanxing seemed to have magical power, it was easy to make him emotional, he couldn't help but kiss her neck, "Nanxing, I want you, I want your body, I want your heart forever and forever I am alone." ”

"Nanxing, tell me, why did we become like this?"

"Nanxing, did you really never know my heart?"

He bit down on the snow-white neck in a bit of a frenzy, biting out a deep mark, like a male declaration of his possessions.

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When Nanxing woke up again, he was a little dizzy, and his body seemed to be hollowed out, and he was very prostration.

Her mind was also empty, and her memory was stuck in the time when she forced herself to drink an entire bowl of medicine in order to prove herself, did not vomit, and then her body became extremely uncomfortable.

When she went out of the house, the people saw her, and hurried to tell them that the eldest of their daughter-in-law had woken up. Last time, there was no less tossing, and the house was almost emptied by them.

It's just that Nanxing noticed that these people always stayed on her neck as if they were nothing, and there was a thought-provoking smile on the corners of their lips.

She even heard their whispered conversation, "It seems that the king is very fierce, such a deep seal!" It turned out to be a very admiring tone!

Nanxing finally understood a little that something was wrong, rushed back to the room, picked up the mirror and looked at his neck, there was a very deep, very ambiguous bite mark.

The first idea that popped up was her fiancé's masterpiece. She hurriedly unbuttoned her clothes and examined underneath her.

Whew, it's okay, only on the neck, as if it was declared in the eyes.

Just as she was about to put on her clothes, the door opened.

"I heard you woke up."

The mirror snapped and fell to the ground and shattered......

"Why don't you knock!" She wrapped herself in her clothes, a look of shame.

Long Zhan chuckled, and there was a bit of eroticism in his smile, "You can cover your upper body but not your lower body, you are all people who are going to get married, and you are so shy about your husband being naked like this?" ”

Nanxing blushed and asked him to go out first, and Long Zhan's face obviously flashed with a look of injury.

Nanxing also saw it, put on her clothes, and she also felt that she was a little too aggressive. But I don't know why, I just feel that I shouldn't expose my body in front of him, and I'm very entangled, what he said is right, they are all people who are going to get married.

She opened the door, and the man was still standing in the doorway, "I'm sorry, I just ...... Not mentally prepared yet, not yet ...... Get ready. ”

The man's eyes were calm, and there was a sense of oppression, "Then when will you be ready, Nanxing, you have to know that your fiancé is a **normal man." My endurance is limited, especially when it comes to you. ”

Nanxing blushed all of a sudden, not knowing how to answer.

Fortunately, Long Zhan didn't continue the embarrassing topic and asked, "Do you remember what happened after you drank the medicine?" ”

Nanxing's eyes were very confused, "Am I not asleep?" ”

Long Zhan sighed, and gently touched her head again, again and again. "Nanxing, your agent Fox called, saying that your latest work won the award, and asked if it was convenient for you to receive the award this time?"

Nanxing was a little confused, "Which painting, I haven't painted recently?" ”

"I drew it before you had an accident, when you took it and asked the fox to help you go to the race."

"Oh." Nanxing blinked, "Can I choose to go or not?" ”

Long Zhan nodded.

Nanxing grinned, "I want to go." "Every day here, she's getting rancid.

Looking at her smile, Long Zhan suddenly felt very stinging, because the name of the painting was - Slaying the Dragon.

Considering Nanxing's current situation, the fox sent a few award speeches. Nanxing looked at those award speeches faintly, the same kind, very high-sounding, but Long Zhan's expression made her feel a little interesting, wanting to say it or not, like something hidden in her heart, Nanxing suddenly wanted to know what he was thinking, but she didn't know how to speak.

So I chose a not-so-good beginning, "You know my agent fox very well?" ”

Long Zhan nodded, and didn't hide it from her, "He's my subordinate. ”

If it was Nanxing before, she would definitely jump up in surprise, even the fox was the eyeliner he arranged by her side. But now, she didn't remember those at all, but her expression was also a little surprised, "Don't tell me, my reputation as a genius painter was secretly caused by you, unspoken rules!" ”

Long Zhan shook his head and touched her head again, "That's what you earned by your efforts, Nanxing, believe in yourself." ”

Nanxing was a little unconvinced, "I want to see that painting." "After careful appraisal, maybe this award is an unspoken rule.

The look of pain on Long Zhan's face seemed to be deeper, and he asked again, "Are you really going?" Do you really want to watch? ”

Nanxing nodded.

Probably nothing hurts more than that, he smiled self-deprecatingly. The original painting was in the organizing committee, but he got it for her anyway.

The first time he saw the painting, Nanxing was shocked, "Are you sure I painted it?" How could I have drawn such a good picture? ”

Long Zhan didn't want to look at the painting, and nodded mechanically.

"The painting is wonderful, with a strong Chinese style, a perfect blend."

Isn't it wonderful? It was as if the heart had been torn open, and blood kept gushing out. This is also equivalent to the picture she painted for him, why is there such a big gap between that man and him?

Angels and dragons, as if an extremely stark contrast, always reminded him.

The painting he asked Nanxing to paint for him has not come out yet, because Nanxing seems to hate this matter, and she subconsciously doesn't want to lift the brush again.

But now there was undisguised amazement in her eyes, she obviously loved it like this, why did she hate it so much?

"This dragon is so domineering! But why, I vaguely felt murderous? Can painting also be murderous? ”

Long Zhan gritted his teeth, "Yes." He seemed to understand something, "Can you understand?" ”

"Hmm."

Long Zhan looked at her in surprise, Nanxing, Nanxing, what you want to give up the most, what you want to forget the most is born in your mind, how should this be?

He took out two yellowish pieces, which he could see were old, and he asked Nanxing in a low voice, "Can you read its veins?" ”

"What is this, antique?"

"Two fragments of a painting, not all of them here." Lying in front of Nanxing at this moment are the Fragments of Heaven and the Fragments of Xuan.

Nanxing didn't think much about it, but felt that this painting method was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

Vaguely felt that something was wrong, and she couldn't tell what was weird, but she finally figured it out after a long time. "The way this piece is drawn is very unique, it is exactly the same as my dragon slayer! What the hell is this? ”

Long Zhan's eyes lit up, "Can you trace its direction?" ”

Nanxing said, "Yes." ”

She carefully sketched it, and handed over the drawings to Long Zhan the next day. Looking at this thin paper, it was already half of the route of the treasure map.

He put it away, and then suddenly approached Nanxing, and said very solemnly, "Nanxing, don't tell anyone but me, you can understand." If you really can't lift a paintbrush anymore, don't paint. But this matter is the most important thing and cannot be told to anyone else. "It's your mother's legacy, but it's also the deadliest, it keeps you alive, it keeps you targeted, and when your value runs out, what happens to you...... He suddenly didn't dare to think about it.

Looking at Nanxingmeng's expression, he said again very seriously.

He didn't stop until Nanxing nodded in front of him.

The time for the award is getting closer and closer, and the incident in Nanxing's heart is getting more and more worried. She was conflicted, but she knew very well that she could not continue to contradict herself like this.

She could feel her body getting worse, as if it was getting worse with each passing day.

She could feel Long Zhan's eyes that seemed to be in pain, especially after she refused his affection, that expression made Nanxing's heart feel like it had been broken in a five-flavor bottle, which was very unpleasant. She should have offered her body for him, but she couldn't tell what was wrong, as if her body was resisting it.

Finally she mustered up the courage, "Long Zhan, set a wedding date, and choose a good day." I will announce the good news when the awards are presented. ”

"You say...... What ......" I couldn't believe that the man had an expression like a child getting his favorite toy, "You say it again! ”

Nanxing laughed at him, and the always calm person seemed to be unable to even stand on his feet at the moment, "I said, I want to marry you." Long Zhan, I know that I may not be a good fiancée in some ways, but I believe that when I truly become your wife, I will definitely change it. She had seen the loneliness in Long Zhan's eyes, she saw the pain in his eyes, and she wanted to change herself. But...... But she didn't find a way, maybe then she wouldn't be stubborn anymore, just a husband and wife obligation, and one day, she would accept him.

Long Zhan suddenly hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would run away in the next second, "Nanxing, will you say it again?" ”

This time, Chang Nanxing touched his head, Long Zhan was taller than her, so she had some difficulty touching it, but she still touched it.

For the first time he was in front of her, like a child.

Time was so silent, a faint warmth came from each other's bodies, he greedily absorbed, maybe he shouldn't ask, so that it could go on like this, but why did he ask again?

It's like a seed gets the water to sprout, and the more greedy it wants more......

It's like a desire that once it swells up, it never ends.

Just like this person, he had waited for her for so long, so long that he couldn't believe that such words would come out of her mouth.

Long Zhan asked that sentence, the sentence he wanted to ask for the rest of his life, and he asked, "Nanxing, do you love me?" ”