Chapter 92: A Rainy Night
The sound of rain was pouring down the window. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Moyin Bao'er sat on the cold floor-to-ceiling window, watching the rain fall outside the window in a somewhat scattered neon light through the gap in the open curtains. In the drenching of the rain, the neon light became unusually blurred. And in the midst of such cold rain, the whole city fell silent. Nothing could be heard except the sound of the rain.
She pressed the soft curtains, exhaled softly, and watched as it turned into a cloud of white mist, spreading a snow-white blur on the cold glass, blocking all the scenery outside the window, and separating her vision from the floor-to-ceiling window.
She stretched out her fingers and touched the fading white blur, moving slowly, pulling out a trail where she could clearly see the scenery outside. Through this finger-wide trace, she looked out the window at the city shrouded in night and rain, but what she might see was only a minute and a half.
She knew she could continue to use her fingers to wipe away the fog that was spraying thin on the glass and see the city as it was. However, when she raised her finger, the rest of the white blur had already dissipated, and the whole city appeared in front of her so easily, making her finger raised again look so ridiculous.
The time it had taken for the white blur to exist had passed, and her outstretched fingers were useless. And during that time when she was shrouded in a white blur, she saw only the tip of the iceberg of the city. As a result, everything becomes meaningless.
The scenery she wanted to see was the city when the glass was shrouded in the white blur, and when the white blur dissipated itself, even if she saw the appearance of the city, she could not change the fact that she did not see the scenery under the white blur. Everything becomes meaningless. It's like what she's going to do.
Yes, what she was going to do, everything she said, to Li Ai, who was sleeping behind her, was not just the same as the mark she had just drawn on the white blur, which could only let her see the tip of the iceberg of the city, and only let her touch the half of the truth, thus giving her a little hope of recovering everything.
And in the end, even the slightest hope of this star is false. Because, she didn't have enough time to start from the truth of this scale and half-claw and find all the truth. And when she knows everything, it means that everything is over. She can know a lot of things, but she can't change the outcome after all.
In other words, all the help she gave was useless to her. After all, she still didn't help anything, and she didn't make any return for everything she gave. She could probably say to herself that I had already told her the truth, that she didn't decipher it all herself, and that couldn't blame me. However, she knew that such words would never deceive herself.
Just like when she first saw Wang Yue's existence, she couldn't deceive herself by the words she said to herself in her heart. What will be easy to renew with him, what will be easy to stay with him, and what will be smooth to grow old with him...... She knew very well that these were just extravagant hopes. After all, she broke off the relationship between another person and his life, how could the catastrophe of breaking the fate easily let her go? That's why she stood in the air outside the classroom where he was, staring at his presence from afar, from morning to dusk.
At that time, she was not only surprised to find his existence, but also afraid, afraid of his forgetfulness, afraid of the fate of being inseparable from him, afraid of the same fate as all the nine-tailed demon foxes before her. She stood in the sky outside the window, staring at his figure, hesitating, cowardly, obviously he was in front of her eyes, but she didn't dare to stretch out her hand to make the slightest touch, she didn't even dare to approach him, she stood beside him, and felt the warm breath coming from him. Even if she knew that she had the power not to be noticed by him, even if she knew that he was the one who had made a lifelong vow to her, she never stepped forward to approach.
Until, she heard Tang An's low murmur when she opened the window, and picked up the note that Tang An threw out instead of Wang Yue. When she opened the note and saw the name Li Ai, all the hesitation in her heart was suppressed by the skyrocketing anger. That's her life, that's her destined renewal, how can it, how can it be easily taken away by other people?
So, she didn't hesitate to get close to him. After dusk, she approached his side and followed him to his house. However, she was still scared and did not reveal her whereabouts to him.
She was still afraid, afraid of facing his indifference, afraid of facing the pain of forgetting all kinds of him in her previous life, and even more afraid of the fate with him because of any mistakes in the calamity of fate. I was even more afraid that he would be like the one in the stories that my mother-in-law had told her......
Therefore, although she knew what the Tribulation of Broken Fate would look like in the first life, although she knew that her identity as a nine-tailed demon fox would eventually be exposed beyond her control. She also used this excuse to temporarily block her existence from his cognition, and then used the second priority after him to learn the necessary knowledge as an excuse to temporarily distance herself from his world and go to the side of the chosen sacrifice named Zhang Zhou.
There, she met the owner of the name written on the note, and for the first time matched that name with a real-life human. The moment she saw her, she suddenly understood why he was obsessed with her and why she rejected him. Because there is that sacrifice by her side. And that sacrifice was so close to her. They used the definition of companions to identify their relationship with each other, but in the eyes of people like her, in fact, a special affection had already taken root. It is rooted in dependence, and it will also deepen the feelings of dependence. But it is hindered by the so-called peer relationship and cannot develop.
Seeing them like this, she made a foolish decision to stay here. She didn't really understand why she had such an urge at that time. She just felt that all the fears in her heart, all the fears, would be answered in them. And not so long ago, she got this answer.
She saw the doomed end between her and him, and knew that if this continued, they might not know what kind of affection they had for each other until they parted. If she still clings to this fear and fear, she will not be able to take a step forward in his life, and thus miss the opportunity to renew her relationship with him. Only in this life, as a passerby, watching him and his destined person be in harmony and happiness.
In the end, he didn't even know that she had been to him. In the end, he won't even know the emotion he holds for him. In the end, he won't even recall the bits and pieces of his past life that were washed away by the water of the Lechuan River.
Such a future, she does not want. As a result, the fear and fear in her heart also disappeared at the same time. At this point, all the hesitation, all the fear, all the fear in her heart vanished. It's all because of her, because of Li Ai.
She gave her enough courage. But she couldn't make up for it. Although none of this was done on her own initiative...... However, she made a tremendous contribution to her approach to the existence that was most important to her, and to continue the frontier, saving her from the brink of defeat in time. And for the nine-tailed demon fox clan who were born for love, such help is equivalent to saving lives!
But it was so great that she couldn't make enough compensation for her. When she is faced with the regret that will be painful for a lifetime, all she can do and give is information that will not affect the final outcome. How can she feel at ease?
However, there are ...... It's better than nothing. Isn't it?
As she thought so, there was a similar sound from the couch not far behind her that was similar to last night. When she looked back, she saw Li Ai sticking out of the quilt with a pair of arms, just like last night, clutching at the empty void in the dim living room, as if she wanted to keep something.
Her brows furrowed helplessly, and I felt pity. Mo Yin Bao'er lowered her eyes slightly, turned around and left the floor-to-ceiling window, and then slowly walked in front of Li Ai, who stretched out her hands, slowly stretched out her palms, and grabbed the helpless hands that were reaching into the air.
And under such a touch, Li Ai, who was still in a nightmare, woke up in an instant. She opened a pair of eyes that were still misty, and looked at Moyin Bao'er who suddenly reached out and grabbed her hands for some reason.
She stared at her condescendingly, her back to the floor-to-ceiling window, which opened a small gap and let out a little neon glow in the rain. The whole pretty face is hidden in the shadows, and you can't see it really.
When he found that she woke up and opened her eyes to stare at her, Li Ai seemed to see a strange color flashing in her eyes like autumn water. It seems to be guilty, unwilling, confused, and helpless. But she blinked subconsciously, but all she saw was a pair of eyes that were as calm as usual.
She looked at her condescendingly, then leaned down, let go of the two arms she had grabbed in mid-air, pressed them to her ear, and whispered, "Li Ai, I'll only say the next words once." It's up to you how much you can remember, how far you can go, and even whether you're likely to end up rewriting the ending. ”
Li Ai's eyes widened.