Chapter 13 I Can't Love in My Past Life and This Life (Happy May Day, Everyone!) )
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Wenwen nodded: "As long as Jing Shao is in your eyes, he has never left him, in fact, everyone in the company privately says that you are a nymphomaniac, Xiaofan, I am your friend so I told you this, Jing Shao has a fiancée, I don't want you to become the junior who is spurned by ten thousand people." ”
"I also hate Xiao San, Wenwen, don't worry, I won't." Mu Fan said.
"Well, you should pay more attention in the company in the future, so as not to become the target of the public."
Aunt Sally? Mu Fan was stunned, once upon a time they also told her these four-character idioms, but she didn't expect that she was so close to these four characters here today, it's no wonder that she was born at the wrong time, and she didn't meet Helian Jing early? But even if we have met earlier, I don't know the past, and there can be follow-ups between us?
Mu Fan closed her eyes and tears stained the pillow, she thought that she should forget Helian Jing, forget the past, she let him be happy and let herself be happy, and they didn't interfere with each other and didn't rejoice with each other.
Early in the morning of the second day, Mu Fan was standing on the sink in the bathroom with red and swollen dark circles to brush his teeth, and Wenwen's shout in the room came: "Xiaofan, Fan Hao is looking for you!" ”
Mu Fan looked at Wenwen's voice in a daze, and Wenwen had already put her mobile phone to her ear and whispered to her: "Fan~Hao~"
Mu Fan frowned, spat out a mouthful of foam, and said vaguely: "Hey? What's the matter? ”
Fan Hao's laughter came from the other end of the phone: "I'm here to pick you up from work, I'm waiting for you downstairs at your house now." ”
“what?!” Mu Fan exclaimed, hurriedly ran to the balcony to look out, and sure enough, Fan Hao's luxury car downstairs in her house stopped there steadily, Mu Fan shouted: "How did you get in?" Isn't there a curfew? ”
"I told the doorman that I was coming to pick up my girlfriend, and he was very considerate to open the door for me."
Mu Fan was speechless for a while, and Wenwen behind him snatched the mobile phone in Mu Fan's hand and said happily: "Okay, please wait downstairs, we can go to breakfast together." Before Mu Fan could reply, she hung up her phone.
Mu Fan glared at Wenwen: "What are you doing." ”
"What's the matter, help you!"
Mu Fan sat in the car with a depressed face, she obviously asked him to give her a little time, how could he still be so proactive.
As if knowing that Mu Fan was a little angry, Fan Hao tried his best to adjust the atmosphere and said, "Where do you want to go for breakfast?" ”
Wenwen thought for a while and pulled La Mufan: "Xiaofan, what do you want to eat?" ”
"Whatever." Mu Fan said lightly.
"Alas, don't be casual, casual is the hardest thing to do!" Fan Hao said.
Mu Fan glanced at Fan Hao: "Then I want to eat dragon meat, okay!" ”
Wenwen chuckled: "Xiaofan, don't be like this, I remember that you like to eat the porridge below CapitaLand, let's go, let's go there." ”
Fan Hao smiled awkwardly: "Xiaofan, are you going?" ”
Mu Fan bared his teeth and smirked: "Go!" How can you not go! ”
Mu Fan and Wenwen got out of the car together, and as soon as they entered the company, they saw Helian Jing. Seeing Helian Jingwen, she hurriedly pulled La Mufan and whispered in Mu Fan's ear: "Don't forget what I said last night." ”
Mu Fan forcibly resisted the throbbing in his heart and patted Wenwen's hand gently: "I know." ”
So, today's Mu Fan is even more silent than before, as long as Helianjing exists, Mu Fan has been bowing her head to do things, it is Helianjing calling her, she also avoids Helianjing's gaze, whether she eats or goes out to run projects, she tries her best to avoid contact with Helianjing, she is afraid that she will be caught in Helianjing's pair of bright eyes, and she will be deeply trapped in it and unable to extricate herself.
Helian Jing also found Mu Fan's anomaly and wanted to ask her what was going on when he got off work, but when it was time to get off work, Helian Jing walked out of his office to find Mu Fan, and Mu Fan was nowhere to be seen.
Wenwen leaned against the wall on one side and said embarrassedly to Helian Jing: "Jing Shao, are you looking for Xiaofan?" ”
Helian Jing smiled playfully: "I just came to take a look, I didn't look for someone on purpose!" Speaking of Xiaofan, is she sick today? ”
"Nope!" Wenwen said.
Helian Jing nodded thoughtfully: "I thought she was sick, since it wasn't, it's a little strange." Okay, it's all off work now, and you still have to work overtime? ”
Wenwen grinned: "Jing Shao, you go first, I still have a while." ”
"Okay, then you watch the time and go, I'll go back to the office and get some things and leave immediately."
"Okay, Jing Shao bye!" Wenwen smiled sweetly at Helian Jing and waved her hand.
In the elegant restaurant, Mu Fan and Fan Hao sat opposite each other, Mu Fan was a little absent-mindedly fiddling with the steak on his plate, seeing that she was reluctant to eat the food on the plate, Fan Hao said with concern: "What?" Under the weather? ”
Mu Fan shook his head: "Actually, you don't have to be like this. ”
"I said I wanted to chase you, of course I have to." Fan Hao said with a smile.
Mu Fan frowned: "I'm afraid I'll let you down." ”
"I'm not afraid, I'm confident in myself." Fan Hao said firmly.
Mu Fan put down his knife and fork and raised his eyes to stare at him: "Fan Hao, I said give me some time, I will suffocate if you do this." ”
"I'm afraid, if I give you time, you will still disappoint me if you think about it, it is better to see you every day, and we can sit together every day."
Fan Hao is already like this, Mu Fan has nothing else to think about him except guilt, after thinking about it, he still mustered up the courage to say: "Fan Hao, I admit that I like Helian Jing, whether he forgets me or not, but I still like him, I will not destroy his current happiness, but I still have to make it clear to you, even if he can't remember that I don't like me, I still won't choose you, I think it's difficult for me to fall in love with other people in this life, so don't force me." ”
"I can wait!" Fan Hao said excitedly.
Mu Fan shook his head: "Hopeless waiting is not good for you and me, I don't want you to pay in vain, I am very clear that I can't repay you, it's unfair for you to keep paying like this." I only feel guilty for you, you once died for me, I am very moved, but that kind of touching has nothing to do with the love between men and women. Today you came to pick me up, I am not happy but a burden, whether it was in the past or now you are very good, but your excellence has nothing to do with my love, do you understand? ”
Mu Fan said very seriously, she was afraid of making others sad, because she had been hurt, so she would not do to others what she did not want.
Fan Hao's red eyes and his anger had nowhere to vent, he stared at Mu Fan for a long time before saying, "Xiaofan, I said give each other a chance." ”
"But I can't accept others except Helianjing, I can't let go of Helianjing but I can't let go of myself, what I pursue is a couple for a lifetime, I can't get it in my previous life, so what's wrong with this life, I'm very glad that I can still carry the memories of my previous life, otherwise if I fall in love with someone else again, when I wake up, I will have a disturbed conscience and blame myself."