Song Weinian didn't seem to be interested in this, he still brewed his tea and drank it unhurriedly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Are you still going with the 'Peony Pavilion' project?"

"If it can save lives, I will."

"Can there be any exceptions?"

Song Weinian's teacup stopped in mid-air, looked at Zhao Lan for half a second, and then said: "You are different from her, she has no love, and she has to endure the torture of illness, and you, a good youth, how can you be rash?" Moreover, you should understand that this kind of behavior is irreversible, and once you choose to step in, it means that you have gambled on your youth. ”

His words were like an initiation, cooling Zhao Lande's hot mind for a while, in fact, he calmed down and thought about it, what did he care about? Isn't vanity driving self-inflicted sentimentality to think that you are the imperial concubine? Aren't you fantasizing that you might become the heroine of a Mary Sue drama? What if you're not so lucky, or if it's a tragedy?

Probably because of the emptiness, at this time the work is entering a bottleneck, stuck in a situation that is not up or down, it is very tormenting, and the relationship is also blank after the first love, a person is most likely to be whimsical when he has nothing.

"What you said is not unreasonable, in this case, I should no longer have illusions, but there are a few people who can explain the things in the world clearly, and everything follows the wind."

Zhao Lan had to take advantage of the gap between going to the bathroom and wanted to buy the order by the way, but to her surprise, the waiter told her that a gentleman had already paid the bill, and Zhao Lan immediately understood that it was Song Weinian who had bought the bill in advance, but somehow, she had an illusion that she thought it was him again, but reason told her that it was not.

A meal was eaten from the afternoon to dinner time, and when the two came out, it was just the beginning of the lights, Zhao Lan had to choose a place where both sides were compromised to part ways, after all, no one likes to catch up with the traffic trend in the imperial capital, but Song Weinian insisted on sending her downstairs before leaving.

When I got home, Zhao Lande's brain was in a mess when I was lying on the bed, I don't know why, I suddenly remembered a lot of things, and I also thought of a lot of people, I remember that before the college entrance examination, she was under great psychological pressure, and a political teacher told her that if she really couldn't solve the problem, she would simply empty herself, go outside to have a good time, take a walk, and many problems could be solved.

Zhao Lande has always believed in this sentence until now, and now she has fallen into a messy situation, and she really can't find a breakthrough, so she thought of letting go, and the next day, she submitted her resignation letter, and the moment she turned around and walked out of the manager's office, she felt extremely relaxed.

Walking out of the office building, the gloomy haze was gloomy, she didn't plan to stay outside, she immediately took a taxi home, turned on the TV and saw the early morning willfully, without the urging of the alarm clock, Zhao Lan had to sleep until the afternoon, and it was dark when she opened the curtains.

Maybe it's because the rest time is long enough, her mind is very clear at the moment, looking at the closed floor-to-ceiling window, she took out her mobile phone and called her mother to tell her that she was going back to Nanjing tomorrow, she was so happy on the other end of the phone that she asked a few times if it was really a call, Zhao Lan had to say yes, you and Dad will prepare a meal and wait for me to come back.

Mother is a very simple person, the requirements for her are not high, as long as she is happy, she thinks it is better than anything, she hung up the phone and booked a ticket to Nanjing, this time she will stay for how long, she herself does not know, wait until the rest is enough.

Back to Nanjing or want to walk around, especially especially want to walk again Ming Xiaoling, the last time I went was the college entrance examination, it has been ten years, although the interval of ten years, the feeling must be different.

The white marble road leading to the mausoleum looks even more verdant in late spring and early summer, stroking the statues of mythical beasts lying on both sides, as if it will be swaying thousands of miles in the next moment, Zhao Lande always expects that they will suddenly awaken one day, and after a long roar in the sky, they will fly into the underground palace and lead the people who ride them to another world.

The huge Ming Xiaoling Mausoleum was stunned for a day, stopped at the Yuhe Bridge, looked at the direction of the Wenwu Fangmen, and the moment he turned around, Zhao Lande seemed to be touched somewhere in his heart, and he actually remembered Song Weinian in this place.

The days without pressure passed casually for half a month, and on this day, she was shocked by a message in the circle of friends, it turned out that he was no longer single.

In the photo, there are two hands with ten fingers interlocked, no flowery language, and no formalities, but the meaning is very clear, that is, I want to stay with my lover.

Although he guessed the ending, he couldn't help but ask him hopefully: "Are you going to get married?" ”

His answer was also very simple: "Well, I am engaged to get married in the first month, and I am going to get married on May Day, and you will come when the time comes." ”

Zhao Lan didn't know how to answer for a while, she wanted to see the bride, but she didn't want to see it, because she was afraid that her boiling sadness would be seen through, "There may not be time, let's see it then", after losing these words, the tears have completely blurred his eyes, and he is smashing big drops on the mobile phone screen, Zhao Lan has to quickly wipe it off with a tissue.

In order to prevent her mother from suddenly walking in, Zhao Lan had to quietly lock the door, return to the desk and sit down, in order to divert her attention, she deliberately picked up the book she hadn't finished reading before, but she hadn't finished reading a page for a long time, and she forced herself to hold back her tears.

Although they are not a couple, but in the past few years in Beijing, he was always the first to share those interesting things with Zhao Lande, taking her to eat the delicious food he found, taking her to visit the fun places he found, she is a person with no sense of direction, as long as he is there, she never has to remember the way, every time he contacts her, Zhao Lande has never taken the initiative to contact him, although every time she eats, she has said in advance that she will come to invite, but he has not let her pay once, because he always tries to quietly buy the bill in front of her.

At that time, Zhao Lande's heart was too big, impetuous, and when he met the right person at the wrong time, he would only leave regrets after all, and after waiting for a long time, people would leave, and missing was missing, and there would be no more such people.

No matter how stubborn she was, tears still fell down her cheeks and fell into the scroll, she quickly wiped them off, but once she wiped them, she couldn't stop, she didn't want to make a sound, but the more she did this, the more sad she became, and finally in the sobbing she wiped her nose over and over again, she couldn't cry anymore, and her eyes were red and swollen later, and her mother would definitely ask, so she lay in the quilt and didn't dare to open her eyes.

Some people, as soon as they turn around, they can't resist the shallow fate, and the flowering period is not enough to withstand the flickering time, maybe some people appear, just to accompany you through a while, and then leave in a hurry, somewhere in her heart, there was a teenager named He Qilin.

He let Zhao Lan understand what love is, the person who loves you must be accommodating to you, that is, when it rains and holds an umbrella together, the umbrella is on your head, and the umbrella handle is always in his hand; The person who loves you wants you to be healthy, and he would rather buy you delicious food to watch you eat, rather than support you to lose weight, even if it is a little thinner, it will look better; The people who love you will remember what you like to eat, and even if a group of people have a meal, they will secretly order those things for you; The person who loves you looks at you very attentively, and you always touch his eyes because he is there all the time.

He also let Zhao Lande know how to look at a person and how to choose the right person in his future career, Zhao Lande's first love can be described as sloppy, rough, and there is no nostalgia after being cut off by her, although she is sad, but she has no regrets, but he is the only one who makes her have a trace of regret, maybe this is the difference between liking and loving.