The past is like a cloud of smoke (forsythia)

Forsythia still remembers how unbearable she was at the beginning. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Growing up in the Qinglou since she was a child, she knew that her mother was under a lot of pressure to give birth to her, so she didn't like to be submissive.

So her mother asked her to do anything, so that it was okay to pretend to be a man to deceive her biological father.

But I didn't expect it.

It's really because the Qinglou woman believes in men too much, but she never wants to take a good look at what is behind those sanctimonious men.

The man left her.

Then he was taken to a mass grave.

The man told her that he could not have a son now, that he was about to marry the daughter of the prefect, Feihuang Tengda, and that he could not have children at this time.

He also said that as his child should have this awareness.

Just threw her little one in a mass grave.

It's not that I haven't thought about whether to go back to my mother, but ......

Because she'...... My mother has suffered a lot of humiliation.

So......

It's still dead.

But......

After all, it didn't die.

Because I met a little girl about her age.

Then he was taken back by the man named Anyi.

She later wondered, why did she follow that in the first place?

It's about a comfortable laugh that is too confusing.

She told her.

Little Girl...... You are so good-looking, aren't you afraid of this deep mountain and old forest?

She asked her.

Dot...... Will you come with me?

She really followed, stretched out her hand, held hers, and then walked towards her life that had become stormy since then.

Later, I met a very strange old man, and ......

An even stranger boy.

But there was very little time to see the man.

An Yi once asked her if she had a name or surname.

She actually has.

But......

Since she was thrown into a mass grave by the man, she had no name and last name, so she shook her head.

Then Anyi, who laughed brightly and arrogantly, threw a bouquet of flowers in his hand into her arms.

"Do you know what this flower is called?"

She shook her head.

An Yi smiled and nodded her nose.

"This flower...... She called forsythia in early spring before the leaves bloomed, when the flowers bloomed, the fragrance was light, full of golden branches, gorgeous and lovely, there is a strong heart, I look at you but match this flower. ”

"So...... From now on, you will be called Forsythia. ”

So......

She has had a name since then, and her name is Forsythia.

Later, he also asked her why she didn't give her a surname.

What did the woman say?

It's still a gorgeous smile.

"How can I give you a surname? It's up to you to decide what your last name is. ”

It was the first time she had heard such outrageous words.

Since ancient times...... Aren't all names and surnames given by parents like body hair and skin?

But......

She remembered her parents, and she accepted this statement by the gods.

It wasn't until later that he was taken more and more crookedly by Anyi, but he actually enjoyed it.

She always thought that comfort saved her, so she would be comfortable for the rest of her life.

But I never thought that she would never have such an idea.

When did that become known?

It was the first time she had been injured.

An Yi hugged her and yelled at the strange old man, and the two of them quarreled.

She lay in her comfortable arms and slept groggyly, and then she only faintly heard the sentence 'I saved her and didn't want to repay her!' Besides, I saved this man...... What are you messing with? ’

Later, when I woke up, An Yi mentioned it to her.

After saying anything, she can leave after she is well organized, but she can come back at any time.

What kind of panic did you get at that time......

I can't wait to kowtow to her on the ground.

People are dependent, otherwise they will not move unless they break their muscles and bones.

Later, An Yi told her with a cold face not to kneel in the future.

And so she really never knelt down since.

Because she doesn't like it.

Later, as she grew older, she always attracted the favor of many men, but she was so ruthless.

Shengsheng deceived other people's intentions, and then said that he had no intention of getting married.

She's always that bad.

Both for men and women......

It's all the same.

You can say the most beautiful thing, but you can't get even half a step closer to her.

Not even half a step.

Even she ......

It was only after the death of the strange old man that he had the opportunity to enter, and he broke in.

She was actually a little lucky.

After all, it's really not easy.

Later, she became her maid.

But I never thought that her senior brother would come over in a daze and say something to please her.

What does comfort mean?

She said that in fact, Forsythia, it's not bad if you're married.

But how can you get married?! The fate of the mother was tragic enough.

Therefore, it is not daring to break off.

So I don't want to be emotional.

So she stopped her brother for her.

She thought she would not be emotional in this life.

But after all, I was moved.

Later, he got married.

She wasn't there when she got married.

I heard that he was dead.

But she didn't believe it.

That very strange old man once said that he had planted Gu worms in her body, and if something happened to her, she would fight for her.

She didn't resist.

It was right to fight for her.

But in the end, he did not resist his fate.

What she didn't know was that the strange old man was just as disgusting and soft-faced as An Yi.

It's just that I'm afraid that he will be comfortable and have no one to accompany him after he leaves.

That's why I thought of such a clumsy solution.

But it worked.

Later, I became pregnant, but it was because I was pregnant.

The man who had been chasing her had been chasing her and walked through the underworld for her.

That man was so attentive that he even covered her eyes before he died.

Are you afraid that pregnant women won't be able to see blood?

But has he forgotten...... She's not your average person.

She has also killed people like numbness, and she is full of evil.

But there are still people who protect her like a treasure.

How lucky?

But I never thought that giving birth would hurt so much.

So much so that he decided not to have another child, and then he really never conceived another child.

If you hadn't ever been pregnant...... She almost thought there was something wrong with her body, but ......

It's just providence.

Later, Anyi was gone.

She wasn't meant to stay in a noisy place, so she might as well leave.

Forsythia thought, in her life, think about it carefully...... I've never experienced any real pain.

From beginning to end, it seems to be being favored.

Forsythia thought about it as she leaned against the window with the letter that came from comfort.

Someone wrapped around her from behind, and she leaned in.

"Lady...... What are you thinking? ”

Chang Shan spoke softly.

Forsythia rested lightly on Tsuneyama's chest.

"I'm wondering who the young lady asked to write this letter."

An Yi is a very lazy person, but if he can exert less effort, he will use his mind to exert less effort.

But in fact......

I'm thinking that in my life, I'm actually just that kind of person......

The white head is as new, and the cover is as old as the old.

Forsythia looked at a row of flying geese flying in the distance.