Chapter 12: Huo Feng's 2001
In 2001, when Zuo Zai was going to Beijing and New York, Huo Feng's life also underwent a small change. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
My grandparents knew that their daughter's education of Huo Feng was extremely strict since she was a child, and Yuan Yuan had been working hard in order to prove that she was right to her ex-husband Huo Liang, and rarely gave Huo Feng's family warmth.
After Huo Feng returned to Beijing to study in junior high school, his grandparents treated him with gentleness like spring breeze and rain. His heart, which had been frozen for a long time, seemed to have changed after living with his grandparents for a year. Huo Feng has never allowed his heart to fluctuate, and unconsciously, it began to ripple.
Huo Feng had never expected warmth in his life before, because he was afraid of disappointment.
Just like when he was a child, he hoped that his mother could blow out candles with him and eat cake with him on his birthday. But after the age of three, his mother never seemed to remember his birthday.
Later, Huo Feng bought a cake on his mother Yuan Yuan's birthday and waited for his mother to come back and help her celebrate her birthday. However, he waited until after twelve o'clock in the evening, and then fell asleep on the table, and when he woke up, his mother did not come back.
Huo Feng may not have noticed it himself, which is why the candle photo sent by Zuo Zai will make his heart bloom, and it has not calmed down for a long time.
However, during the summer vacation of this year, Huo Feng's grandmother's body began to have serious problems, and her grandfather had to take care of her grandmother, and the old couple had no way to take care of Huo Feng anymore. Yuan Yuan is even more busy because the company has only been listed for a short time, and she doesn't even have time to return to China to see her sick mother.
Huo Feng was therefore taken to live at his grandparents' house.
Unlike his grandparents' gentleness, Grandpa Huo Feng stayed in the army all his life and was the commander of the military region before his retirement. Grandpa is the same in the army and at home.
At Grandpa Huo Feng's house, the time to get up is accurate to the second, and the time to eat is at least accurate to the minute.
Grandpa Huo's family style is simply stricter than that of the army. Grandpa's treatment of Huo Feng was as cold as his mother's, which was even better.
The grandparents felt that their daughter was too strict with the child, so they tried their best to compensate Huo Feng psychologically. However, grandpa felt that Huo Feng had not been disciplined by his father since he was a child, and he needed to be disciplined well.
Huo Feng, who came to his grandfather's house, finally opened a little heart, and it was once again cloudy. This haze became more and more nowhere to dissipate when his father Huo Liang came back from Hong Kong to visit relatives with his newly married wife and his "younger sister" Huo Xinran, who had just been born for three months.
Huo Feng really has no way to accept this half-sister named Xin Ran happily, it's not that he has a strong hostility towards a milk doll who is only three months old, but that his grandfather is very different from this little granddaughter and to him.
Grandpa Huo Feng said to his granddaughter that it was "holding it in your hand for fear of freezing, and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting", which is all light. That's the kind of thing, my sister pees on Grandpa Huo Feng, and I can make my grandfather happy for a long time, happy as if he got some kind of baby, and I can't wait to change my clothes and wash them.
Huo Liang really wants to improve his relationship with his son, but for more than ten years after the divorce, Yuan Yuan has been living in Singapore with his son, and he has hardly seen his son. I want to improve at this point, and I don't know where to start.
Huo Feng doesn't know where his current life can still have a little light and warmth. Once again, he remembered the "little girl selling candles" who appeared, teased, and then disappeared into the vast sea of people.
Huo Feng felt that if he could find Zuo Zai, he would definitely feel warm, at least people said that his nickname was Nuan Nuan, didn't he?
Huo Feng landed on QQ again, and the little girl who sold candles was not there as always. However, this time, Huo Feng finally couldn't help it and took the initiative to send a message over.
Huo Feng didn't take the initiative to contact anyone, so he thought about what he should send for a long time. Send a smiley face to the past? That doesn't seem to quite like him. Q: Left is not there again? It seems a little too deliberate.
In just one sentence, Huo Feng typed, deleted, and messed around for a long time, and finally sent out five words.
Goodbye Chopin: Don't you go online?
At this time in August, is there any Internet access in the United States? The answer is yes. Zuo Zai is not only on the Internet, but now he is very proficient, and the speed of typing is not the same as that at the beginning of the year, when he could only use one finger to type slowly.
Zuo Zai also added a lot of new classmates he met from language schools on the Internet. But in the U.S., she's using MSN. At this time, Zuo Zai has not found his QQ number back, and the only person who knows this number is looking for her on the Internet at the moment.
Goodbye, Chopin was once again disappointed and went offline. He never wanted to be on QQ again.
What is warmth? It was never a luxury that could never have belonged to him.
If there are no expectations, there will be no disappointment.
Such. Very good.
At the end of September, after Zuo returned to China, she saw Zuo Yi chatting about QQ, and she suddenly remembered that she also had QQ, and she also had a QQ friend in Beijing. She asked the left one to get her QQ friend back.
At this time, Zuo Yi thought of using his QQ to help Zuo find it again, Zuo Yi searched for QQ Internet name Goodbye Chopin, and found that there were several, but he didn't find Beijing.
When Huo Feng decided not to go to QQ, he deleted his very limited personal information. At that time, you couldn't search for a mobile phone number or anything, and even if you could, Zuo no longer knew Huo Feng's number.
couldn't find his first netizen, Zuo Zai was very disappointed, so he said to Zuo Yi that he wanted Zuo Yi to compensate.
Zuo Yi thought about it, and finally remembered that he could also search for it with Zuo Zai's screen name, but he was lucky to find only one with the screen name "Little Girl Who Sells Candles". Then it must be that the QQ number that I applied for my sister at that time was not wrong.
Zuo Zai's QQ password, Zuo Yi used the same as himself at the time, so with a QQ number, he logged in to Zuo Zai's QQ in minutes.
After Zuo Yi logged in, he waited for his sister to praise himself, but Zuo Zai gave him a roll of his eyes, and then used the laptop he bought when he went to the United States to surf the Internet.
Zuo Zai saw the message Chopin left to himself a month ago on QQ, so he hurriedly explained.
The little girl who sells candles: I went on the computer, which was changed to a new computer during the Chinese New Year, and I lost my QQ number, and now I just got it back.
Huo Feng is no longer on QQ, so naturally no one will answer her. Zuo thought about it again, and then sent a message.
Little girl selling candles: I will often be on QQ in the future.
After dinner, Zuo Zai came up again to take a look, but still did not see Chopin's reply. She was very helpless, so she posted another one.
Little Girl Selling Candles: Now you don't go online, do you?
The little girl who sold candles no matter how much she looked for goodbye Chopin on the Internet, no one replied.
Zuo Zai is now in China, boring to read the sixth grade, and there is nothing to make money or interesting things for her to do, and the classmates she knows in the United States, because of the time difference of more than ten hours, are basically impossible to meet on the Internet.
Zuo Zai has become a person without netizens again.
In the sixth grade, students began to be keen on reading novels, elementary school students also began to read books like "The First Close Contact", and some students who had computers at home suddenly began to be keen to find netizens.
Most of Zuo Zai's classmates are much more mature than Zuo Zai in terms of feelings.
Zuo Zai saw that everyone was looking for netizens, as if he was looking for a partner, so he didn't want to look for it again. Except, of course, goodbye Chopin. Zuo Zai felt that what she was looking for at the beginning of the year was not a netizen, but a friend who could play the piano, just like her best friend from kindergarten.
But Zuo Zai suddenly remembered that he hadn't even asked if he could play the piano when he saw Chopin again. So she went on QQ again and asked people a word.
Little Girl Selling Candles: Is your name Goodbye Chopin because you play Chopin?
Once again, the stone sank into the sea.
Zuo no longer has Huo Feng's awkward character, she just asked if she wanted to, but if people didn't answer, she might have lost her number or something like her, she felt that Huo Feng would reply when she saw it.
But no, these two people, for almost a year, did not intersect with parallel lines.
At the end of 2001, Zuo Zai went up to QQ again and asked Goodbye Chopin a question.
Little Girl Selling Candles: Are you in your third year of junior high school?
In the end, 2001 has passed, and Goodbye Chopin's portrait has still not been lit.