It was already half a month later when Baozhu saw Su Jin again, and after recovering from his illness, Su Jin talked much less than before, and he was thinner than Huanghua, but it added a pitiful taste. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

There was also news in the palace that Concubine De was cured.

The dark clouds that had been hovering around the Feng family seemed to have dispersed for a while.

The Feng family is changing, and Mama Lin and Jing Yuan are paying close attention, but Baozhu doesn't pay much attention to it.

On this day, she went to the Floating Dream Tower to talk to Zhao Mengniang.

It's been three years, and she has been friends with Zhao Mengniang for three years as Feng Baozhu, she doesn't know if Zhao Mengniang can see who she is, and she never asks.

As long as she knew, it was enough for Zhao Mengniang to treat her as a friend.

Other...... What's the matter?

Hongxiang now saw that she was no longer as straight as she used to be, and even said to her with a smile: "Everyone has been having some troubles these days, and you are here to relieve her boredom." ”

Baozhu smiled and said, "I'm not here to relieve her boredom. Maybe it will bring her new troubles. ”

She walked upstairs, Zhao Mengniang was lying on the bed without any image, and when she saw her, Fang slowly stood up and beckoned her: "Come." ”

Baozhu sat on the edge of Zhao Mengniang's bed, looked at her and said with a smile: "Begonia spring sleep, enough to enter the painting." ”

Zhao Mengniang laughed: "I'm thirty years old, I feel panicked when you say this." ”

She sat up completely upright, but her bright red clothes were still scattered, revealing a white skin as clear as snow.

Baozhu said: "I'm going to come out." ”

Zhao Mengniang said "Huh", a little surprised: "Have you figured it out?" If you leave the Hou Mansion, you will lose a lot of things. ”

Baozhu said: "I was hesitant because of this, but it wasn't for myself. ”

Zhao Mengniang said: "It's okay to leave, after all, the Hou Mansion is very dangerous, although it looks good on the outside." In the past two years, you have made a lot of money behind their backs, and after you came out, no one took care of it, the sea and the sky, what you want to do. What's the point of being in jail there for the sake of a Miss Houfu? ”

Baozhu said: "What you said makes sense, but ...... I originally wanted to wait for Jing Yuan to talk about it when he became an adult, after all, he also has the right to choose this matter. ”

Zhao Mengniang said: "So what now? Why did you change your mind again? ”

"I think that if this continues, Jing Yuan's future choice may not be what I want to see."

Zhao Mengniang said: "What do you want to see?" ”

Baozhu was silent for a moment and said, "I told you that my father's death and my mother's madness may be man-made. The more Jing Yuan grows up, the more he will perceive this truth. And now he is pretending to be crazy every day in the Feng family, the longer the time, the more ruthless his temperament is suppressed, and he is afraid that the future counterattack will be more powerful. I think I may have been wrong in my previous thinking. ”

Zhao Mengniang nodded and said, "I understand, you don't want him to take revenge in the future." ”

Bao Zhu said: "There are many things in life that are more meaningful than revenge. Wasting good time on revenge is actually a very uncost-effective thing. ”

"You are ......," Zhao Mengniang sighed, "Are you open-minded or ...... What about naivety? ”

Baozhu said: "No, I just calculated an account." If a person wants to take revenge, he must spend countless scheming, and then load hatred in his heart every day, not be happy and wanton for a day, and do countless things that deviate from his heart in the middle, so that his life does not know how aggrieved, and it is easy to take revenge, but he finds that his life is over and there is nothing left. Wouldn't it be more cost-effective for those enemies to do so many evil things to us and owe us a lot, and for the sake of revenge, we have to spend so much time on them, and waste all the time we enjoy life? We can't just give the rest of our lives as a gift because they ruined the first half of our lives, right? ”

Zhao Mengniang laughed when she heard this, she laughed for a long time, and even laughed with tears, and finally she stopped laughing, looked at Baozhu fixedly and said: "I used to have an enemy, I hate him very much!" He made me so miserable, so miserable! Every day I think about how to let him die, how to make him feel the pain I have experienced. In order to seek revenge on him, I sent countless people and spent countless money, and finally found him, and I cut thirteen knives on him, and I felt that my revenge was finally avenged. You don't know how happy I was! She choked up as she spoke.

Baozhu knew that the "he" in Zhao Mengniang's mouth was the man named Li Zixiao. How much she loved him, how much she hated him later!

It seems that every woman's life has to be lived by a man once before she can truly understand life.

Baozhu felt that if Zhao Mengniang hadn't fallen so much, she wouldn't have the transparency and wisdom she has now.

Wisdom is found in blood and tears.

A person who hasn't suffered enough will most likely not understand anything.

But given a choice, Baozhu would rather be a person who will never be sensible.

The price of being sensible is too great, and many people pay for it with their lives.

If Zhao Mengniang hadn't met that person, she wouldn't be the Zhao Mengniang she is today, she would have grown from a flower girl to an ordinary woman. But this is no longer possible. The mood has changed. It was once difficult for the sea to be water, and this is the reason. Her experience has made it difficult for her to believe in innocence.

Finally, Zhao Mengniang laughed enough and cried enough, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, looked at her and said, "So I said, revenge is still a very meaningful thing." What is the point of living if a person does not even take revenge? Haven't you heard the saying that it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years. A gentleman wants to take revenge, but he doesn't hesitate to spend ten years. ”

Baozhu said softly, "You're right, revenge is indeed important. But I don't have the slightest interest in revenge, and I want every day I live to just enjoy life. As for those hatreds, what can be done after they are rewarded? What if you don't report it? Decades from now, my enemies and myself will become a handful of loess. Even if I don't take revenge, then heaven and earth will avenge me. These things, people who have not died once, will not understand? ”

Zhao Mengniang smiled: "Have you ever died?" ”

Baozhu raised his head and looked at Zhao Mengniang, with a very serious expression: "I have died, so I understand." ”

The smile on Zhao Mengniang's face was put away, and she said softly: "I've always wanted to ask you a question." You remember, when we first met, I said that you were very much like a person, and later as we got along, I found that you were more and more alike. She knows the things, you know. You're just as good at business as she is. If it weren't for her guidance in business, I wouldn't be where I am today. Also, you are very young, but you are familiar with the laws of the court, which are not things you should know. Do you understand what I'm talking about? ”

Baozhu certainly understood what Zhao Mengniang was talking about, she had never disguised herself in front of Zhao Mengniang. "I understand, I've been wondering when you're going to ask me this question," she said. ”