51. Sober
He came back to his senses, hurriedly shook off his hand, and just wanted to retreat, but she hugged him tightly. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info she raised her teary eyes and looked at him puzzled: "Brother, you remember, I am Ruyue." ”
"Your surname is Wu?" He asked lightly, but a wave of disgust rose in his heart, not for her, but for the surname, and for the person who gave him the surname.
Like the moon! It turned out that her name was Ruyue. Like the sun, like the moon. Wu is like the sun, Wu is like the moon. It seems that they are also a pair of brothers and sisters with great feelings, and they also have a story of joys and sorrows. He sighed inwardly and stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, but as soon as he touched her mask, he took it back alive.
But he is not actually surnamed Wu, his name is Minzhi. And his sister-in-law, although she has the word "moon" in her name, it is not the word "such as the moon".
"You should be ......" he hesitated for a moment, then finally pushed her away, straightened his clothes, sat back on his knees, and said in a voice that was calm and almost indifferent, "I recognized the wrong person." ”
She looked at him in a daze for a long time, and it seemed that she wanted to pounce on him and hug him again. His face sank, and he said in a colder voice: "Lady, please respect yourself." ”
The word "self-respect" seemed to hit her hard. She was stunned, and the spark in her eyes, little by little, gradually went out.
She looked up at him for a long time, and he held the teacup, his face was as heavy as ice, and he refused to look at her again. She finally lowered her head, subconsciously put her index finger in her mouth, and gnawed on her nails for a while. It was a small gesture that was unique to her when she encountered complicated things that she couldn't figure out. Wu Minzhi looked at this familiar little action, and his heart suddenly moved.
She suddenly looked up, her face crimson, and her eyes burning at him.
"Wu Ruri, you have amnesia, you don't remember anything. You think you're Wu Minzhi, but you're not. Yes, it is true that your former flesh was exactly like his, but you are not him. You just borrowed Wu Minzhi's shell, and your soul is no longer Wu Minzhi. You are Wu Ruri. As if afraid that he would interrupt her, she continued in one breath, quickly and quickly, but her voice became quieter and quieter, until at last she could not hear what she was saying unless he listened attentively.
Obviously, even she didn't believe what she said. Wu Minzhi suddenly felt ridiculous, before she said these inexplicable words, he almost believed her.
It's ridiculous.
He frowned, he had always been calm and self-controlled, and all kinds of gaffes today were all caused by her.
He laughed angrily: "Ruyue, Wu Ruyue, your brother, didn't he teach you that calling people by their names is extremely unreasonable?" ”
She looked up at him, surprised and delighted: "You smiled, don't you remember?" ”
What a stubborn girl. He shook his head secretly and had to restrain his expression: "I don't know why you have to think that I have amnesia, but I have to tell you that I have never had amnesia." My surname is ......" Speaking of this, he hesitated for a moment, and then continued, "My surname is Wu, my name is Minzhi, and I always live." I was born in Luoyang, grew up in Chang'an, and have family and friends......"
He suddenly got a little angry, why did he say this to her? Just as he is not Wu Ruri, she is not Yueniang. She's just a lowly Qinglou woman, just a side, why did he say this to her?
"In short, I am by no means the Wu Ruri you say, and I am definitely not what you are looking for...... Brother. His tone was cold and tough, but there was some inexplicable bitterness in his heart.
If Yueniang hadn't entered Beijing with his mother and son, she would have been alive and well at the moment. Will she be alone, all the way from Luoyang to Chang'an to find him? Will she be outcast, frightened, and cry and cry when she sees someone who is somewhat similar to him?
Chun Siniang stayed for a long time, but she was still unwilling, and struggled: "You haven't even looked at me, how do you know that you don't have amnesia?" After saying that, he couldn't help but want to smile bitterly, whether he looked at her or not, did it have anything to do with amnesia? IQ is really lost in the Pacific Ocean.
Wu Minzhi was silent for a while, but finally reason prevailed. He sighed: "It's been two years......" Back then, he watched her turn to ashes with his own eyes.
Knowing that it is impossible......
Let's keep a thought......
Wu Minzhi sighed in his heart, slowly straightened up, and got up to leave.
Chun Siniang still refused to give up: "How do you know that you don't have amnesia, maybe you were still ...... at that time"
She thought about it carefully, how old was she in the year Wu Ruri left? It's been seven or eight years. It's been a long time, but at that time, Wu Ruri was already eighteen years old, and he was like this that day, and he couldn't change much when he became an adult. However, Wu Minzhi was also an adult seven or eight years ago, even if he really lost his memory and couldn't remember the previous events, but the amnesia was such a big thing, so he couldn't remember it.
She was a little hesitant, but she still said in a stubborn tone, "Why don't you go back and ask your mother, maybe she remembers everything you can't remember." She ......"
Wu Minzhi's face sank suddenly, mother, maybe she remembers? Why should she remember? How dare you say such a thing? The only one who will remember is Yueniang, it is their brother and sister who depend on each other. In those dark and frightening nights, it was they who comforted each other. Mother, where is she?
Hehe, for her, the two brothers and sisters only live in the mouth of a servant, how can she remember?
Wu Minzhi Huo Ran got up, and he looked at Chun Siniang with extremely cold eyes, a lowly Qinglou woman. Yueniang spent those long dark nights with him, how could she say such a thing?
He felt annoyed. not only hated himself for knowing that it was impossible, but still had illusions, and hated Chun Siniang for shattering his illusions. He reached for the whip, only to find that he was not with him, so he clenched his fists and vigorously suppressed the urge to slap the woman who didn't know what to do.
Chun Siniang was frightened by him, her eyes widened in panic, her mouth was wide open, she looked at him blankly, tears filled her eyes, and she didn't seem to dare to fall. That pitiful appearance reminded Wu Minzhi of her smiling face when she faced a group of men with bad intentions. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"I miss you and my brother, I don't care about you. However, from now on...... "there is no further back, it is he who was confused once, and there is no further future."
He took one last look at Chun Siniang, turned around and went out the door, and bumped into the green bead head-on. Luzhu waited for him to put on a drying robe, and after a little hesitation, chose to send him out.
Wu Minzhi sat in the carriage, and two pairs of eyes alternately appeared in his mind, the same tears, the same fear, the same confusion, the same unwillingness, and the same reluctance...... His eyes widened, but it was useless, and he couldn't get rid of it anyway. By the end, he couldn't tell whose eyes they were.
He lifted the curtain angrily, and the night breeze poured in coldly, and pounced on his face, and he finally sobered up a little.