Chapter Twenty-Three: The Son's Fire
Chapter Twenty-Three: The Son's Fire
Quan Yunzhen's heart is now like fifteen buckets of water--seven up and eight down. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Every word Zeng Xunque said made him scared, and he was afraid that he would say that he was going to find his father again. Because he is not ready, ready to let his son know this truth. Therefore, he had to think of a foolproof way to avoid this fate.
Zeng Xunque saw that he didn't continue to speak, and he still had that ugly bitter gourd face, so he then asked, "What do you want to do?" If you have something to say, just say it, can't you? If you have to hide it, who knows what you want? ”
"Why are you going to your dad?" Quan Yunzhen's jumping thinking really made Zeng Xunque unable to keep up with the rhythm.
"I haven't seen him in a long time, so it's not strange to go to him on vacation, right? And it's almost the New Year, so I have to take him home for the New Year! ”
The 'son' actually thought about everything so perfectly, which made Quan Yunzhen even more headache. If he hadn't died, he would have been moved to hear such words, but now is an extraordinary time, and all that is left for him is a more intense headache.
"Your dad... He probably hasn't taken a vacation yet, right? I probably don't want you to bother him. ”
"What? You seem to know everything, don't you? Zeng Xunque's suspicions became heavier and heavier.
"No, no." Quan Yunzhen hurriedly defended himself, like a liar with a thief's heart.
"Then how do you know that my dad doesn't want me to bother him?"
"I'm just guessing, guessing. I think your father's factory may have to work overtime at the end of the year, and if you go, I won't have to take care of you, how troublesome! Quan Yunzhen tried his best to calm his emotions.
"Enough! I don't want to hear it anymore! Don't talk about it! Zeng Xunque's emotions were almost on the verge of collapse, and he really didn't understand why Quan Yunzhen had to stop him from finding his father.
"Zeng Xunque, you just listen to my advice once, don't look for it yet, wait and talk!"
As soon as this sentence fell, Zeng Xunque was not happy, and the emotions that had been held for a long time finally broke out.
"Enough! Why do you always stop me from looking for my father! This is my freedom, and it has nothing to do with you! You've never left your father like this, and you'll never understand how I feel! ”
His angry appearance still disappointed Quan Yunzhen, yes, he is nothing now, why do he always interfere in his affairs. No matter what, he was just a nominal friend, and in the end, he couldn't get into his heart.
"I... I..."
"Okay, you don't have to say it!" Zeng Xunque didn't give him too much chance to say another word, turned around and left, both of them were aggrieved, angry with each other, and the atmosphere of the whole room seemed to have dropped to the freezing point, and it would freeze into ice cubes if touched casually.
When it was time to sleep, even though the two of them slept in the same room, the atmosphere was still surprisingly cold, as if no one was there.
Tonight's night is vast, and there is no moonlight at all, like a wonderful picture of a still night.
The room also seemed empty, and Quan Yunzhen could hardly see Zeng Xunque's figure.
Quan Yunzhen tossed and turned on the bed, Zeng Xunque's appearance when he was angry tonight always lingered in his mind, what he said, his expression when he spoke deeply stinged Quan Yunzhen.
He turned out to be worthless in Zeng Xunque's heart, he was not qualified to say anything about him, and he had no reason to stop him from going to his father. All this, from now on, is just that he is meddling, and his attitude has deeply disgusted Zeng Xunque. But, he... How can he rest assured that his son will go to 'himself' now! If the son goes to find it, then his secret will definitely be self-defeating, and the son will fall into endless sorrow, then everything he has done will be in vain. So, no, he's going to stop this from happening anyway, at least not for now!
Hearing the sound of Quan Yunzhen tossing and turning on the bed, Zeng Xunque couldn't fall asleep peacefully. His eyes were wide open, looking at the pitch-black ceiling, and the depths of his eyes were lonely hollows.
At this moment, he felt guilty. is guilty of being angry with Quan Yunzhen today; I feel guilty that I am too emotional, and I am too extreme in the matter of finding my father, so that I say some ugly things.
Thinking about it now, Quan Yunzhen is actually just a proposal to himself out of kindness, and even if he doesn't accept it, he shouldn't say such evil things to him. Saying something like that to a friend who cares so much about him can't feel at ease.
"Quan Yunzhen, I'm sorry! I... What I just said is a bit heavy, please forgive me! ”
Only Zeng Xunque's voice echoed in the empty room, filling the entire space and fluttering to Quan Yunzhen's ears. He held his breath tightly, and at this moment his erratic heart, as if held by a pair of gentle hands, was fixed in his chest.
The air froze for a long time, and Zeng Xunque's words didn't seem to respond, he looked at the dark and silent environment around him, a little disappointed, "Have you slept?" Kwon Yun Zhen?"
"Nope!"
Quan Yunzhen's sudden voice made him feel a little startled.
"I ......"
"It's okay, you don't have to say any more, I heard you. I don't blame you! ”
"Thank you for not blaming me for losing my temper with you, I was too aggressive to say such a thing." Zeng Xunque said to the dark air, although he couldn't see the other party's face at all.
"You don't have to thank me, you don't have to blame yourself, we are friends, I will understand you."
Zeng Xunque was very moved in his heart when he heard this, and suddenly felt how bastard he was to be angry with him, how childish and ridiculous!
"Quan Yunzhen, can I ask you a question?" Zeng Xunque said vaguely.
"Hmm."
"I wonder why you're so opposed to me going to my father? I want you, as a friend, to tell me the real reason! ”
Quan Yunzhen was silent again, he really didn't know how to answer this question.
"I... I just don't want to see you running around so much, it's really not easy for you to go out here, I don't want to see you so tired. ”
"If that's the case, then I thank you for your concern. However, there is one thing that I still wonder. Do you know my dad, or do you know something? ”
Quan Yunzhen panicked and hurriedly explained, "No, of course not, how can I know your father?" Our relationship was so stiff before, and even you didn't care much, how could you know your dad? You're thinking too much, aren't you? How could you have such an idea?"
Zeng Xunque let out a long sigh, and the sigh that lingered in the air for a long time reached Quan Yunzhen's nervous heart.
"I just feel like after my father left, you came, and then everything became weird, weird."
"What's so strange? Isn't it still the same as usual? ”
"I can't say it's strange, it's just that after you appeared, I started to feel very strange..." Of course, she didn't dare to say the second half of the sentence.
"Anyway, if it was me who broke your life, then I'm sorry, sorry for making that weird feeling."
"No, I don't blame you, it's just my own feelings, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself!"
Quan Yunzhen didn't want to continue to ask like this, he was always nervous in his heart, and he couldn't feel at ease at all.
"Then Quan Yunzhen, can I ask you a question?"
"Hmm."
"Then why do you want to find your father so much? If he's really free, won't he come back to see you? Quan Yunzhen felt that what he said seemed reasonable, but he just didn't understand Zeng Xunque's thoughts.
"I... I'm actually a little worried about him. I don't know why, but I've been uneasy lately, always worried, afraid that something will happen to him..."
"How so?" Quan Yunzhen then said, hiding the nervousness in his heart, "You think too much, how can your father be in trouble!" It's safe over there, and if there's something going on, I'm sure they'll let you know. Your worries are completely unnecessary. ”
"I actually know what you said, but I just don't have a solid heart. So, taking advantage of the holiday, I just wanted to go and see it. ”
What Zeng Xunque said seems reasonable, Quan Yunzhen has no way to deny it, how can he deprive a son of this concern for his father? There was no way for him to stop it, he owed too much to his son.
"Quan Yunzhen, I told you so much, I hope you can understand me and stop blocking my thoughts."
Quan Yunzhen's voice seemed to be hoarse, unable to speak, and he didn't know what to say. Only hot tears began to flow from the corners of his eyes, cutting across his face like sharp knives, leaving a burning sensation.
"Hmm." I don't know how long it took for him to barely get the word out of his mouth.
"Thank you, Kwon Yunzhen, good night."
"Good night."
Listening to that person's voice and looking at that person's appearance, I just couldn't confess to that person. Quan Yunzhen's heart is tormenting, and behind all this there is too much helplessness...
This night, no matter how much he tossed and turned, he didn't fall asleep.
The next morning, Zeng Xunque got up early in the morning and began to pack his luggage, and Quan Yunzhen also opened his half-asleep eyes in the noise. The person in front of him was vague, and his actions to clean up his things were a little clumsy, but he seemed to be very attentive.
Quan Yunzhen wiped his sleepy eyes and sat up from the bed. Looking at the suitcases on the floor, and the messy closet, he felt incredible.
"You... What is this intended for? ”
Zeng Xunque turned his head, looked at him and smiled softly, the smile was so pure.
"Are you up? Didn't I pack my bags, didn't I say last night, I'm going to find my dad! ”
"Go now?" Quan Yunzhen didn't quite understand why he was in such a hurry.
"That's right! I want to buy today's ticket, go today, and go early to reassure me sooner. ”
"Isn't it going to be too fast?" Quan Yunzhen was in a hurry, if he went today, he wouldn't even have time to find a way to solve it, no, he had to delay it for a while.
"It's not fast, it's all on vacation anyway. Also, you promised me yesterday that you wouldn't stop me. ”
"Well, I'm not going to stop you, I'm just wondering if you can wait a few days before you go. When the results are out, I'll go with you! ”
"It's... It's okay, I don't want to bother you. Quan Yunzhen's words made him a little embarrassed, Quan Yunzhen had already done a lot of things for him, and he didn't want to trouble him anymore.
Quan Yunzhen smiled modestly and tried his best to persuade, "It's not troublesome." Think about it, how unsafe it is for one person to go so far away, and how good it is for multiple people, isn't it? ”
"I..."
Just when Zeng Xunque was speechless, there was an urgent knock on the door outside the house...