Chapter 55 reconciles as before

Lu Ranran's appearance was something Zeng Xunque never expected, he never thought that even Lu Ranran would join the ranks of deceiving himself. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Ran... Why are you here..."Zeng Xunque asked in disbelief.

"Xunque... I was part of it, and I proposed it. Lu Ranran said guiltily.

Lu Ranran was indeed the proposer of this proposal, and she felt that to open Zeng Xunque's heart, she would first make Zeng Xunque realize that she could help her friend.

"Why? Why do you want to do this to me... Don't you love me? Zeng Xunque was extremely disappointed.

"I love you, and I love you. But... It's because I love you that I don't want to see you so sullen. We want to help you..."

"Enough!" Zeng Xunque scolded loudly, "Don't give your despicable behavior an excuse like 'help me'!" I've had enough! Is this what your friends do? ”

"Zeng Xunque... We didn't mean that..."Ling Kuihao defended himself aggrievedly.

"That's not what you mean? Even if it's for me, can you lie to me? Can friends cheat on each other? Zeng Xunque tried his best to vent his dissatisfaction. In his heart, he couldn't tell whether he was angry or helpless at the moment.

Quan Yunzhen personally stepped forward and reached out to pat him on the shoulder, but he hid far away.

"Zeng Xunque, I know we are wrong to do this. We don't want to lie to you, but we are really distressed to see you close yourself so sullenly every day. We really just want to enlighten you......" Kwon Yunzhen said sincerely.

Zeng Xunque laughed coldly and said, "I don't need your so-called help, I'm not sullen, I haven't closed myself. I didn't! I didn't! Don't speculate about other people's emotions based on your subjective emotions, okay? ”

"I'm not trying to speculate on what you mean, it's just that you're in a bad emotional state right now, and we just want to help you adjust and get you back to the way you were before." Quan Yunzhen patiently persuaded.

"I'm sorry, I can't go back. People will change......" Zeng Xunque's words became inexplicably sad.

"No, you just need to get out of the demon barrier in your heart. We're still your best friends, just like ever. Think about it, there is Ranran you love, and I who accompanies you, as well as Mouse and Guan Zaihang, we are all waiting for you to come back. ”

Zeng Xunque was silent, but in less than a moment, he was stimulated by the demon barrier in his heart again, and said excessively: "No! You are all liars. You liars! Blame me for being stupid, it's me for being stupid. I can't even see through your lame tricks! I'm stupid, yes, I'm stupid! ”

"Nobody thinks like that, nobody thinks you're stupid. We are all guilty and should not have lied to you. It's your own heart that cares too much about these things! Quan Yunzhen criticized sharply.

"I didn't, I wasn't, I wasn't..."Zeng Xunque choked up, he could no longer look directly into his heart, nor at these guys standing in front of him. He didn't have the courage to run out and disappear into the depths of the alley.

"Zeng Xunque!" Quan Yunzhen wanted to continue to catch up, but was pulled by Lu Ranran's sleeve.

"Don't go! He's going to be fine, I think we need to give him some time to think about it, maybe he's starting to look into his heart. ”

"Huh? How do you see that?" Quan Yunzhen asked her curiously.

"From the sight of his eyes! He may just be a little angry that we lied to him. ”

After listening to Lu Ranran's words, Guan Zaihang directly pointed at Ling Kuihao's nose and said, "Dead mouse, it's all your fault, if it weren't for your broken school card, would we have been able to find out?" ”

"I... I didn't mean to! You... Why do you blame me! Ling Kuihao said knowing that he was at a loss.

"I don't blame you! But the chain fell off at the critical moment! It's a failure! Guan Zaihang continued to say with a poisonous tongue.

"You!"

Lu Ranran smiled helplessly, and hurriedly persuaded and said, "You two don't quarrel, it's already happened, what's the use of talking about this now?" It's still up to Xunque himself! ”

Quan Yunzhen nodded in agreement, looking at the empty alley, thinking about the back of his departure. There may be a turnaround in everything, and this turnaround lies in Zeng Xunque himself......

When Zeng Xunque returned home, his mood had calmed down a lot. I also thought about a lot of things along the way, and a lot of ideas came up. Although he hated that they were lying to him together, he hated himself even more, hated his weakness and incompetence, and let his friends work so hard to help him for his sake.

It's not that he doesn't know the good intentions of their group, but the inferiority complex in his heart seems to be deep-rooted, and he can't pull it out even if he wants to.

He knew that they were acting in this play to make himself realize how important he was to his friends, in fact, he had already experienced that feeling the moment he stood in front of Kwon Yunzhen. At that time, I was so proud that I didn't have a sense of inferiority.

However, all this is fake, how can he not be angry?

At that moment, I wanted to open my heart, but another voice in my heart overshadowed my positive voice. He was still scared and had low self-esteem, so he still chose to escape. Rather than that, he should probably find someone to talk to now.

So it wasn't long before he received a reply from his father. This was something he didn't expect. He thought that his father's busy work would make his letter sink into the sea. However, it seems that everything is not what I thought it would be...

When he opened the envelope, the handwriting was still the same as before, just a short one, which made him a little reluctant to read it.

Although the content of the letter is small, it is particularly healing to read. Through the words, Zeng Xunque seemed to see the kind father standing in front of him, explaining the truth of life to himself.

His words are very ear-catching, from childhood to adulthood, Zeng Xunque can listen to the truth of his father the most. In the letter, my father said a lot of things, all of which were to persuade myself to open my heart and accept my friends with my heart. Dad taught him to let go of the inferiority complex in his heart and make him realize his abilities.

The sentence that touched him the most in his heart was: You are not not excellent, not as good as others, but because of low self-esteem, you can't see yourself clearly.

It's always been true that I haven't seen myself clearly, because of my wishful thinking inferiority complex, so I don't care about my friends' feelings. All the practices are too extreme, hurting yourself and hurting your friends even more.

Dad's letter was like a key that opened the door of his heart and made him completely aware of his fault. However, perhaps the more important thing is the scene played by Kwon Yunzhen. That scene helped me find the location of the heart door, so that I could use the key to open the heart door.

Their actions gave Zeng Xunque the courage to face himself. For the first time, he stood so bravely in front of Quan Yunzhen. He couldn't watch his friends being bullied, he wanted to help his friends. Perhaps it was this that made him realize that he might not be so useless.

The depth of friendship between friends does not mean how much or less they do for each other, but whether they can stand up for each other in a critical moment.

'Seeing the truth in adversity' is the way of true friends!

After thinking about this, Zeng Xunque's heart felt a lot better. He decided to follow his heart, open his heart, and face everything bravely and sincerely.

However, now his vexatious behavior has made his friends extremely disappointed in him......

When I saw Quan Yunzhen again, it was already two days later. For the whole weekend, Zeng Xunque stayed in his room and completely figured out these things. So when he saw Quan Yunzhen walking towards him, he wanted to speak and stopped, and finally glanced over helplessly.

"Zeng Xunque!"

Quan Yunzhen called his name in front of him.

"Huh?"

Zeng Xunque looked at it at a loss, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

"The events of that day... I'm really sorry, we shouldn't have lied to you. Don't blame them, I caused the incident, if you have any grievances, vent it to me! Quan Yunzhen said ashamedly.

"I... I didn't..."

"I know you must have been angry that day, so accept my apology anyway." Quan Yunzhen said humbly.

"Well, I'll admit I'm. However, it should be me who should apologize. Zeng Xunque's attitude was much more relaxed, and even eased so much that Quan Yunzhen couldn't believe it.

"Huh? I didn't mean that..."Quan Yunzhen explained desperately, for fear that Zeng Xunque would misunderstand his meaning because of these words.

"I know, I didn't misunderstand you. I was bad before, and I shouldn't have done this to you. It's all my fault, I'm sorry. ”

"You... What's wrong with you..."Zeng Xunque's attitude was so gentle that Quan Yunzhen doubted himself.

"I figured it out, I shouldn't have shut myself off after seeing you hurt. It was my inferiority complex and guilt that consumed me, which is why I did these stupid things, and in the end I hurt you and myself......"

"Really?" Quan Yunzhen couldn't believe it, and grabbed Zeng Xunque's arm tightly, and the texture of his hand made him realize that the person in front of him was not a dream.

Zeng Xunque turned his worries into a smile and said, "It's true, I decided to face myself again, I want to change myself, I want to get out of that damn inferiority complex." So, can you be my friend again? ”

Quan Yunzhen was very happy in his heart, perhaps this was the most beautiful thing he had heard in so many days. Nothing is more important than seeing someone you care about finally come out of the gloom.

Quan Yunzhen stretched out his hand of friendship with a smile and said solemnly: "Of course." My new friend! Zeng Xunque! ”

Zeng Xunque looked at him with emotion, and slowly stretched out his hand to hold the hands. The two hands clenched tightly in the air, solidified by their new friendship.

"Thank you! Kwon Yun Zhen! ”

"Thank you! Zeng Xunque! My new friend! ”