Chapter 41 Decisions that cannot be put into action

"Damn, I've already made up my mind...... But now...... Can't even go to school to see her? In the narrow alley, Zhang Zhou's somewhat hoarse voice came. The tyranny revealed in his words www.biquge.info matched with the extra bit of blood on his cheeks, which looked a little hideous.

He was lying on his stomach on the body of a pitch-black evil creature that had been deeply inserted into his body by the scorching night, and his golden eyes were full of strange evil light. The darkness of the evil creature's struggle gradually became weak, and finally it came to a complete standstill, shattering into a cloud of flying debris beneath him, leaving him to bend his knees and half-kneel in place.

"How can you not do it?" The expression on his face changed, with a bit of evil flavor, and there was a little more persuasion in his words. "I didn't do anything to prevent you from seeing her, as long as you want, wouldn't you just go to see her?"

"No way, I will never give you this guy a chance to take advantage of it!" Zhang Zhou struggled to support his scarred body, spreading his black and white wings, repairing the scars on his body little by little.

"Take advantage of the void? What are you talking about? His golden right eye narrowed slightly, and his words were more inducing, "I'm just showing some of the desires in your heart." Why are you reluctant to accept it? It's like you're not willing to accept who you really are. ”

"Shut up!" Zhang Zhou closed his eyes and coldly commanded at the voice.

"Shut up?" The voice was a little stunned, and then chuckled. Two completely different emotions appeared on his face, as if he had been torn apart. The left side of his face was cold with hatred, but the right side of his face was full of a somewhat playful mocking smile. It's like being torn in half and belonging to two different people.

"Really...... It's been a long time since I've heard such a reprimand. By the time the voice sighed like this, Zhang Zhou had already healed all the injuries on his body. He silently withdrew the night knife in his hand between his flesh and bones, and then raised his pale face to look at the apartment some distance from the alley.

"Well, since you're so worried about her, let's go see her. She's your companion, isn't she? The somewhat evil voice then resounded in Zhang Zhou's ears, causing him to lower his eyes in that direction for a moment, and turned to leave the narrow alley.

"Really...... Stubborn. The voice chuckled, but fell silent. It's just that at the moment when Zhang Zhou turned to leave, the golden-colored right eye glanced at the blood belonging to Zhang Zhou mixed with the black embers, intentionally or unintentionally, and the smile in his eyes suddenly became cold.

When Zhang Zhou turned away from this alley, and his eyes could no longer touch what was happening in the alley, the entire alley suddenly became agitated, and the next moment, the black embers mixed with Zhang Zhou's blood, along with the bloody air, were completely absorbed by the alley in an instant. In just a few seconds, the entire alley was back to its original state, as if nothing had happened.

"This city...... Still the same as always...... Disgusting. There was such an insignificant word that popped out of Zhang Zhou's mouth and dissipated into the hustle and bustle of the crowd.

"Evil is not disgusting, it is not your turn to judge." The hostility revealed in Zhang Zhou's words made the golden right eye show a sad and helpless look for a moment, but it disappeared in an instant.

"yes, it's not my turn to judge...... However, one day, if you know the truth, you will also find this city disgusting. This sentence was a little inexplicable, which made Zhang Zhou frown involuntarily. But what followed was a silence, and another voice was rarely honest.

"How can it be disgusting? At least...... I found ...... here The meaning of existence. At least, I've met someone here who can reflect my existence......" Zhang Zhou lowered his eyes and muttered in a low voice. Such words made a trace of pain pass through the depths of that golden eye, and after this trace of pain passed, what remained was full of indifference. It was the indifference of forcibly letting yourself look down on everything after going through a lot of pain. Only people who deeply realize their powerlessness will act like this, allowing themselves to face everything indifferently.

"Whatever you want...... his words were full of giving up, as if he had given up some kind of power for a moment, but the next moment, he changed back to that evil and arrogant tone. How can you say that?! Bastard boy, Lone tells you that you'd better hand over control of your body to Lone! Otherwise, you will surely die! ”

"Don't even think about it, don't think I don't know what you're going to do when I hand over control of my body to you!" Zhang Zhou raised his left hand and tried to hold down his golden right eye, but was blocked by his right hand that suddenly stretched out.

"What's the matter, it's your body anyway, and you ...... anyway" The somewhat evil voice took on a bit of frivolity, teasing Zhang Zhou's nerves.

"Shut up!" Zhang Zhou's glass-colored left eye was even more cold, but it was the second time he scolded angrily, "She's just my companion...... I will never allow you to do it to her with my body...... Those things! ”

"Well, then, you'll do it yourself." The evil voice paused, and then took advantage of the situation to throw out a new argument, "I don't like her anyway, anyway, all I want is that result......"

Hearing his somewhat indifferent words, Zhang Zhou only felt a nameless fire, he clenched his left fist that was still under his control, and smashed it hard against the golden right eye! "You guy! What do you think of other people's companions! ”

The punch slammed into his raised right arm, causing him a piercing pain. There was no painful fluctuation in his glass-colored left eye, but it was full of Sen Han's killing intent, staring at the face that belonged to him reflected on the glass wall in front of him. He raised his finger and pointed to the golden eye in the reflection, and hissed, "I said that if necessary, I would strip you off along with this eye!" At least for now, I still have the ability to do it! ”

"Really?" The evil voice seemed to provoke a somewhat strange arc. "I'm not just half of your body, I'm half of all my abilities. For example, this hexagram enchantment...... I took control of it three minutes ago. ”

Zhang Zhou's glass-colored eyes widened instantly, and he hurriedly lowered the finger pointing to himself in the reflection, and turned his eyes to look around. He didn't know what the consequences would be if his abilities were exposed to the world, but he guessed that the consequences would definitely not be good.

However, he did not meet the imaginary faces of fear and amazement, and only a deep indifferent glance met him; All that resounded in his ears was spicy ridicule and pointless talk.

"What is that kid doing? If you're talking to yourself to the glass, you can't have a mental problem, right? ”

"What is this man doing? Play for the gallery? Fight for the top position? Bo ratings? Oh, that's disgusting! Nowadays, people do everything for money! ”

"Yo, secondary two disease? I always thought that the setting would only appear in anime and novels, but I didn't expect to see it in daily life...... Na Na Na Na Brother, tell me how your setting is? I'll take a material...... Hey, hey, don't go! ”

Zhang Zhou pushed away the person who took the initiative to come up and left the place quickly. He turned the corner and disappeared from the crowd's sight.

When he was in the narrow alley where no one passed, when there was no one around him, Zhang Zhou silently stopped his steps, leaned weakly against the rough wall, and looked up at the turbid sky blankly.

No one knows, no one understands.

This is his fate.

But at least she's still ...... At least she knows, at least she remembers! Therefore, you must not lose to him, and you must not let him use his body against her......

"Heh, it looks self-defeating." The demonic voice muttered discontentedly, then fell silent.