"You and Uncle Cheng are too good to me, so you spoiled me, and now I feel that I am very bad, and I will only bring harm to the people around me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info "Zuo then told Cheng Yan about his true feelings at the moment.

"We don't think it's hurting. I've been trying hard to start over the past year, but so far, I haven't found anyone who can feel the same way you do. Cheng Yan looked at Zuo Zai.

"Brother Yan, then do you want to try to find someone who feels completely different from me?" Zuo asked Cheng Yan again.

"When I say feelings, I mean how I feel inside. I'm used to putting myself by your side, for too many years, and in the past year, I have probably really worked hard to achieve something, and the only thing I have done is to adapt to living without you. Cheng Yan and Zuo redescribed their state of mind in the past year.

"My classmate Judy, I'm super obsessed with you, don't you think about it?" Left to change the subject.

"Judy is so enthusiastic, I'm a little overwhelmed, besides, she's your middle school classmate, I think of you when I see her, it's completely unsuitable to be my next girlfriend, you should know very well that she's not the type I like." Cheng Yan didn't have a special feeling when he talked about Judy.

"Speaking of which, I really don't know what type you like, I've just met one of your ex-girlfriends." Zuo Zao thought about it, and he had only seen the red-haired Sabrina.

"Have you only seen one? Have you never looked in the mirror? Cheng Yan asked with a grin.

"Okay, I'm wrong, I've seen two, so I don't know what type you like, because the two people I've seen are not the same type at all." Zuo Zai held his cheeks, and after thinking about it, he said to Cheng Yan.

"Aha, I accidentally found out by you, in fact, I don't know what type I like, it stands to reason, you shouldn't be the type I like, I used to like to have a flamboyant personality, and I complement each other. I don't know why, but then I couldn't help but like you as a person with a warm personality and a little introverted. Cheng Yan finally smiled happily.

"Really? My personality is so direct, you still think I'm introverted? Zuo Zai himself didn't think so.

"Your directness is only for the people closest to you, speaking of which, it is the opposite of most people, and the people who get along with you in close proximity rarely have any misunderstandings, do not twist, do not pretentious, sometimes not like a girl." Cheng Yan continued to talk to Zuo.

"Brother Yan, the more you comfort you, the more fake it becomes, I obviously misunderstood people who are very close to me, if not, Uncle Cheng would not have been in the hospital." Zuo Zai began to feel guilty again.

Cheng Yan told Zuo Zai before that Cheng Fengchun always hoped that the two of them could be together. Therefore, Zuo Zai should actually be able to foresee that Cheng Fengchun will pay special attention to the progress of her relationship with Cheng Yan.

At the beginning and the end, they should both explain to Cheng Fengchun.

The crux of the matter, at the beginning, Zuo Zai didn't expect that the relationship between her and Cheng Yan would suddenly change from a "best friend" to a couple, and when it ended, Zuo Zai never thought it would end.

"I think you're so guilty, can you just say my birthday wish and you'll help me make it happen?" Cheng Yan asked Zuo Zai.

"Of course, if I can do it." Zuo replied without thinking about it.

Cheng Yan is definitely not the kind of person who will make embarrassing birthday wishes.

"You bring Windle's fragrance department back to London. Aren't you just about to open a bespoke market in London? You stayed in London this year, spending some time with my dad, and making my dad slowly accept the fact that I couldn't catch up with you.

My dad was irritated when he saw me, and only you could keep him from being angry with me.

I'm thinking, the most unacceptable thing about my dad should not be that I can't catch up with you, but that if you don't stay with me, you will leave him, and my dad wants a daughter in the first place.

There are so many people in the family, my dad likes you the most. If you want to be with someone else, he probably can't accept it in his heart like losing a daughter. Cheng Yan finally said a birthday wish, but it was not for his own wishes.

Cheng Yan's birthday wish is not only for his father, but also for Zuo Zai. Because if Zuo Zai keeps feeling so guilty, he doesn't look like the wheat treasure he knows.

"Back to London?" Zuo Zai's words are a bit like asking himself.

"Maibao, I think you can take this time as a test between the two of you, you are too emotionally immature, if you rush into marriage, I am afraid that you will suffer.

If, after a year, you still decide to be with Huo Feng, then I will give you a pair of wedding shoes. Cheng Yan said to Zuo.

"You gave me shoes? Really? Haven't you always adhered to the principle that you can give everything but shoes? Brother Yan, you have been adhering to this principle for many years, I remember clearly, you never gave me shoes? Zuo Zai's first reaction was to miss the point at all.

"It's not just shoes that can't be given, umbrellas can't be given either. When I was in college, I heard from a classmate from China say that I couldn't give my girlfriend an umbrella, I would break up, I couldn't give my girlfriend shoes, and I would leave.

When I heard about it, I was completely dismissive, and I don't know why, but when you were fifteen, I suddenly believed it. For the first time, Cheng Yan told Zuo Zai the reason why he didn't give away shoes.

"It turns out that Brother Yan also has such a superstitious time." Zuo Zai was a little surprised when he knew the reason, this was not Cheng Yan's normal thinking mode at all.

"yes, I think it's strange myself. I wanted to be with you when you were fifteen, and then I despised myself, how could I think of a little child?

I later told myself that I would wait for you to grow up, but you would never grow up. But because I never gave shoes or umbrellas, you have always been by my side, so I used to believe this statement. Cheng Yan smiled embarrassedly.

"Brother Yan, whether it's an umbrella or shoes, it can't change the fact that you are my eternal second brother. No matter how far I go, if you need me, I'll be back. Moreover, you see that there are so many divorced people now, and the probability of brothers and sisters turning against each other is much lower than that of divorce, don't you say? Zuo Zai responded to Cheng Yan's smile in a very sincere tone.

"So I should be thankful that you didn't choose to be with me, did you?" Cheng Yan asked Zuo Zai a little helplessly.