Chapter 55: Gu Su'an was born
Gu Suyu stood outside the door, and every second she experienced seemed like a whole century had passed. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Jiang Ming'an stood beside him, as if he could empathize, the one in the room with his stomach in danger was his half-sister. Since he was a child, he only knew that he was an older brother, an elder brother who wanted to support his sister with his own hands. I never dared to imagine what it was like to be the one who was protected.
In the house, scissors and hot water were prepared. Jiang wantonly sweated all over, and he was nervous like never before. Jiang Manhua was lying on a broken small bed, looking at her busy figure, and finally couldn't restrain the excitement in her heart and cried.
"Wanton, I never dared to imagine that in addition to being abandoned in this life, I can also have a lover, a sister and a child, I am reluctant to die!"
Jiang wantonly clenched his fists and replied to her in a firm tone: "You and the child will not die, you will be fine!" ”
Jiang Manhua shook his head at her, his face was full of tears, and the corners of his eyes were full of reluctance to this world. She said: "Wanton, promise me, help me take care of the child!" ”
"I don't!" Jiang wantonly yelled at her, "You take care of your child yourself, what will I take care of for you?" I have blood on my hands, how can you trust your child to someone like me! ”
Jiang Manhua got up slightly, grabbed Jiang's trembling hand, and chuckled: "We are all the same, you are a good girl, you will definitely be happy." ”
The tears in his eyes could barely be suppressed, Jiang raised his head wantonly, took a deep breath, and said, "Get ready, I'm going to start!" ”
Jiang Manhua nodded slightly, Jiang wanton saw that she was struggling, and he didn't expect her to have the strength to answer herself.
The red blood water that was covered by blood was splashed out one by one, and Gu Suyu covered her mouth, for fear that her crying would affect the mood of the two people in the room. The woman's groans of pain, accompanied by the girl's immature and urgent voice, passed like this all night.
The sky gradually began to brighten, and Gu Suyu collapsed weakly on the ground, and her mouth was filled: "It's over, she's gone!" ”
The door was pushed open at this time, and Gu Suyu looked over with blood-red eyes, and Jiang wanton was a small lump in his arms, sleeping with even breathing.
Reaching out to take the child in her arms, Gu Suyu asked in a hoarse voice, "Did she say anything when she left?" ”
Jiang wantonly had red eyes, and for the first time he felt that he was so powerless. She can't save Jiang Manhua, she can't save her sister who has been struggling all her life, she is useless. Why not choose to believe her? Obviously, she doesn't have to die!
Gu Suyu grabbed her shoulders vigorously and shouted, "What did she leave me?" ”
Jiang wantonly lowered his head, and his voice was choked: "She said, child, just call Ann!" ”
Gu Suyu looked up at the sky and remembered their past. Obviously, they all walked together with calculations, but in the end, I don't know who broke the taboo and fell into the grave of this love.
"Yu, do you think our future children will be boys or girls?"
"You give them a name, right? Isn't it good? ”
"What do you think of Ann?"
"I want to go north to see the snow."
"I heard that the snow in the north is the purest white in the world!"
That girl, the only girl he loved with his heart in his aunt Su Yu's life. Now, lying there cold, not breathing. After all, he still failed her!
The baby in his arms didn't cry or make trouble, and he obediently made Jiang feel distressed. Gu Suyu handed over the child to Jiang Wanton, with a pleading voice in her voice: "Wanton, help me take care of An, okay?" ”
"Where are you going?" Jiang wantonly raised his head and looked at him.
"Take Manhua to the north, she said she wanted to see the snow!" Gu Suyu's voice was ethereal and empty, like a shell without a soul, and even his emotions began to become numb.
Jiang looked at him wantonly and seriously: "Will you come back?" ”
"Maybe..."Gu Suyu looked at the tightly wrapped baby, took out a concentric lock from his pocket, and hung it around his neck, "Next time I come back, I won't be leaving." ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you!"
Gu Suyu walked into the house, holding Jiang Manhua's body, and gradually disappeared into Jiang's wanton sight. Jiang Ming'an stood beside her and gently took her into his arms.
"Don't be sad, he just couldn't accept it for a while, and he didn't blame you."
"I know!" Jiang wantonly looked at the back that had begun to blur, "He won't blame me, because he trusts me, so he gives Ann to me!" ”
"So what are you upset about?" Jiang Ming'an stroked Gu Su'an's immature cheeks and asked.
"I thought they could live happily ever after, thinking about the worst, but I didn't think she would die."
Jiang Ming'an pressed her head to his chest, he was not good at comforting people, he could only stand behind her, and give her the warmest embrace when she needed help the most.
Maybe for her, this embrace has already become cold in her heart. But it doesn't matter, what he can do is to use the rest of his life to make up for all the mistakes he has made.
Jiang wantonly buried himself in his chest, thinking back to the bits and pieces when he was with Gu Suyu. The person who has always been able to bring her laughter and solve her problems, the most hurt moment is caused by her. She had countless blood on her hands, all from the body of someone she thought was damned. She never felt dirty, but at this moment, she suddenly felt that she hated these hands so much.
An moved around dishonestly in Jiang's wanton arms, this newly-born little life didn't know that he had come to this world at the same time, and his dearest relatives also left at that time. If Gu Suyu knew that Jiang Manhua was actually most afraid of abandonment, she would definitely be reluctant to let her children be like her.
So she believes that Gu Suyu will definitely come back. Because there is not only herself waiting for her to come back, but also the only memory that Jiang Manhua left in this world.
Her life has changed a lot in the future, and she will still use these dirty hands to do what she wants, use these eyes to see the world that is different from what others see, feel everyone who has given her warmth with her heart, and take care of her sister's child, Gu Su'an.
On the other side, the Du family.
Zuo Qiu Nan, who received the news at the latest, banged on the coffee table angrily, why did his little patient go on an expedition, and he was always the last to appear. When she was helpless and hesitating, she didn't appear by her side in time, but asked others to take the lead!
On the one hand, Du Yan noticed that his young master was in a bad mood, and he wanted to escape from this dangerous place tremblingly, but he was caught red-handed by Du's father and sold it decisively.
"Du Yan, Anan is in a bad mood, so you can accompany him more, thinking about what you can do by playing with your broken model all day long!"
Du Yan: "..."
He may not be biological.