Chapter 143: Who Loves Whom, Who Should Love Whom?
Raindrops flowed down his face, and the cold touch washed away all the emotions that remained on his face, leaving only a fragile pale. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć The rain washed over his body, drenching his whole body. And he pursed his bloodless lips, and stood on the street without shelter, standing in the strange gaze of passers-by, and let himself be washed away by the cold.
And what was washed away in this cold rain was not only his body, but also his heart that didn't know where to go. The coldness of the rain gradually seeped into his body, making his heart as cold as his body.
He tilted his head and opened his eyes in the icy rain, a resolute look in his eyes. Now, everything has been laid out, and everything between Moyin Bao'er and Moyin Bao'er is ...... Moreover, he even almost killed her in jealousy...... Thinking of this, his eyes inevitably fluctuated for a moment, and then calmed down. Anyway, everything has passed, and it's irretrievable anyway, so what about admitting that you were affected by those memories and fell in love with Moyin Bao'er?
If he hadn't liked her, if he hadn't been jealous of her feelings for Yan Gu, how could he have done that kind of thing? The root of everything is here, and even the thoughts that sprouted in my heart when I first met her were just excuses...... Thinking of what he had done not long ago, his eyes couldn't help but feel a little pain.
The look of pain didn't linger long in his eyes before it was forcibly suppressed and replaced by a cold silence. Can't go back...... These four words sounded in Wang Yue's heart, making him unconsciously bite his lower lip. After that happened, all the feelings he had for her in his heart could not be realized...... He can only forget, only forget...... He didn't believe that after he did that, she would come back.
But, but ...... If...... He frowned, a faint hint of hope in the depths of his eyes. The next moment, sensing this glimmer of hope, he laughed miserably, raised his hand vigorously, and wiped the rain flowing across his face. When the palm fell, the faint hope was gone.
It has reached this point, and such a choice has been made, why is there still such a hope that is destined to be impossible to achieve? Obviously he did such a thing to her because he was jealous, why did he pretend to be innocent and beg for her forgiveness? Myself...... What qualifications does a wicked person like himself have to make such hopes? And who qualifies for that......
Villain...... Yes, for her, she is a wicked person who completely erases Yan Gu's existence, and even wants her life, right? A hint of cruelty flashed in his eyes. I'm a wicked person, and I can't get rid of this stigma. In that case, let me be a wicked person.
Thinking like this, he stood in the rain curtain, silently wrapped his heart that was washed by the rain in layers of hard shells, and then showed a smile that was very bright in his feelings.
"Mom, I've got everything settled." He forced himself to say this in a cheerful tone, trying to play the role of a wicked person who made him feel disgusted. It's obviously out of jealousy, but he uses his mother's concern as an excuse, and he is disgusted like this. But...... This kind of self is actually the real self, right?
But he didn't know that his smile that he thought was bright looked so distressing in the rain that flowed down his face, full of self-defeat. He's torturing himself. If Li Ai saw the expression on his face, he would definitely be able to get such an answer very easily.
But she wasn't there, Tang An wasn't there, and Moyin Bao'er wasn't there. In this dripping rain curtain, there is only Wang Yue, who is ruthless to himself and labeled as a villain. He struggled to keep the smile on his face, lowered his eyes, made his way, and walked away step by step in the rain.
He didn't know that Moyin Bao'er at this time was also in the cold rain curtain like him. She huddled in the corner of the ruins, hugging her knees, letting the cold rain wash over her body, keeping herself awake in this way, covering the pain in her heart with the pain of her body, trying to find the answers to those questions. About Yan Gu, about Wang Yue, about herself......
In the rain, her and Wang Yue's actions are so similar, which is embarrassing.
In the milk tea shop, looking at Tang An, who looked lost and depressed in front of him, holding the milk tea cup with two hands in frustration, and seemed to be very cold, Suning sighed unconsciously. She opened her bag, took out a small handkerchief from it, stood up, crossed the small table, and wiped his long, drenched hair vigorously.
Barely wiped half-dry, Suning took back his handkerchief, sat down again, and asked Tang An, who had finally come back to his senses, "Say, what happened?" How did you suddenly become like this? ā
"......" Tang An was silent for a while, then lowered his eyes and took a hard sip of milk tea in the cup, during this time, Suning had been waiting quietly. She knows that it takes a lot of patience and waiting for a man who has always been strong to show his vulnerable side in front of a woman.
Her patience and waiting were not in vain. Tang An is not a person who can't put down his son. Otherwise, he wouldn't have asked her for advice yesterday. Therefore, after taking a sip of milk tea vigorously, Tang An lowered his eyes and told all the things that happened today and all his guesses.
"Are you saying that Yang Bao'er is very likely to be a demon-like existence, and Wang Yue, it is very likely that she had a relationship with her in her previous life, and she is here now to renew her relationship?" Suning furrowed his brows and said with a bit of uncertainty.
"I know, it's hard for you to believe what I'm saying...... But, that's how it should be. Tang An twisted his body a little uneasily, and his tone was full of confidencelessness. He was a little depressed, and his words were far less vibrant than usual.
"Say what?" Suning said to him dissatisfiedly, "When did I say I didn't believe what you said?" She glared at him a little angrily, then softened her tone and asked in a low voice, "And then?" What are you worried about? ā
She bit her fingertips and stared at him silently. Although she had already guessed a few points, she still wanted him to say it himself. Tang An sensed her thoughts, and his heart warmed slightly, but he followed her thoughts.
"I'm very guilty, obviously Xiao Yue's brother, but I helped him in this kind of thing and almost hurt him......" Speaking of this, he paused, but the rest of the words were not spoken. After a pause, he continued, "I don't know how Yang Bao'er is now?" ā
He sighed like this, fell silent again, then raised his eyes and looked at Suning opposite, and then said in some words, "Suning, I...... I want to do something for them to make up for the mistakes I have made. I can tell that Xiao Yue's guy likes Yang Bao'er......"
"Yes, he likes Yang Bao'er, but does Yang Bao'er like him?" Suning interrupted him unceremoniously, dumbfounded his question, and hung his head silently. But he was still a little unwilling, and said in a low voice, "But ......"
"Nothing." Suning interrupted him strongly, then softened his tone and patiently persuaded, "I know you feel guilty and want to do something for them to make up for the mistakes you have made." However, now, there is no room for outsiders to interfere in the matter between him and her. ā
"It's just between her and him, and no one but them can interfere and influence the choices they make...... Even if you are his brother, you can't, you can't. Her tone instantly became serious, with a hint of warning. Don't try to meddle, otherwise, not only will things between them not develop in the direction you want, but even the relationship between you and him will collapse to the point of no return......"
"We just have to go with the flow." She said that. Li Ai might have been surprised if he had heard her words. Because her views and her ideas are strikingly similar. "There are many ways to compensate, and you don't have to stick to one of them. So, for their good, and for your own good, give up the idea of meddling, Tang An. She whispered counsel, waiting for the person in front of her to make a choice.
After a long time, Tang An buried his head, vigorously sucked the milk tea in the milk tea cup, then crumpled the paper quilt into a ball, and casually threw it into the trash can under the table, and then said in a somewhat hoarse voice, "Okay." I...... Won't meddle. ā
Hearing his promise, Suning, who was opposite him, quietly smiled reassuringly......
Creak, the metal door was pushed open from the outside in, revealing the drenched figure of Wang Yue. He leaned on the door frame, took off the wet shoes on his feet, took a pair of sandals and put them on, and walked all the way to his room dripping with water.
Wang Yue's father, who was staying in the living room watching TV, didn't raise his head, but Wang Yue's mother in the kitchen poked her head out and saw him wet and embarrassed, hurriedly dropped the spatula in her hand, wiped her hands on the apron, and hurried up, "You kid...... Hurry up and change your clothes, don't you bring an umbrella? Why are you still drenched so wet......"
While muttering, she took the bag in Wang Yue's hand, which was also wet, and pushed him into his room. And just as she was about to leave his room, she heard his words.
"Mom, I'...... Solved. He said five words, and these five words contain extremely complex emotions. She couldn't read the emotion clearly, but she could clearly feel the pain in it.
Her body stiffened, and then she nodded slightly, closed the door, and left Wang Yue's room, leaving him alone in the room shrouded in the dim light in his wet clothes.