136. Desire
Chun Siniang's expression suddenly became very relaxed, as if she had been looking forward to his death for a long time: "You and I have known each other, and it is also fate." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoWhy don't I talk to you and give you a ride. ”
She talked about what she saw on the way to Beijing, especially Lizhou, the birthplace of Mrs. Zheng Guo. Later generations changed its name to Guangyuan, which is famous for the empress's hometown. It's really a good place with beautiful mountains and rivers and outstanding people - otherwise there can be a character like the empress? In places near mountains and rivers, most of the women are beautiful......
Speaking of this, it suddenly occurred to me that if it weren't for such beauty, Mrs. Zheng Guo might not have this experience. or remarry, or just guard a pair of children, although the life is hard and plain, but there is no need to worry about fear, let alone short life. To this day, he must still be alive and well, and like all kind old grandmothers, his children and grandchildren are on his knees, and he is enjoying the family pleasures of ordinary people.
If it weren't for this beauty, Mrs. Wei might have been a wife - a wife who is rightly married, a wife married by a famous matchmaker, a husband and wife who are in love, Qin Se and Ming. Or maybe she is already a mother and has added a man and a woman......
She looked at Wu Minzhi's face for a long time, although he was no longer human, but the handsome and unparalleled silhouette was still there. She hasn't seen it with her own eyes, but the history books say it's beautiful. is the aunt of Mrs. Zheng Guo's sister-in-law, Mrs. Wei Guo, the genes are there, and the accuracy is not bad, otherwise she will not be able to enter the palace, as a talented person of the first emperor, she also attracted the attention of the prince at that time.
This family is beautiful, but this beauty brought good luck to Empress Wu, but it did not bring the same good distance to Mrs. Zheng Guo and Mrs. Wei Guo, but made them lose their lives and left a disgraceful mark in the history books.
This beauty, in Wu Min's heart, should not be proud, but more likely to be a thorn, right?
Chun Siniang's heart was a little blocked.
She stopped talking, and then talked about the scenery of Sichuan and Chongqing in detail, and finally sighed that this country is gentle and picturesque, what can't you put down?
suddenly remembered that Wu Minzhi had a relationship with Yang Jiong, and thought that he was also a salty and sour literati, and leisurely chanted a few poems he wrote on the road - saving people is important, Lao Li Lao Du, please bear with me.
It's a pity that Wu Minzhi is not famous, otherwise, if there are his poems, it must be more direct to his heart, and he recognizes himself as a bosom friend like Yang Jiong, and the rest of the matter may be easier to do.
He also talked about his own background, the children in the orphanage, who had never met their parents, most of them were disabled, and she was the only one like her who was able-bodied and clear-sighted. is humble, but everyone strives to live and dare not give up easily.
Why? Life is precious, and it is also worthy of one's own surname.
Chun Siniang didn't understand Wu Minzhi's views on the surname, and only deduced from the return of clothes and fallen leaves to the roots, probably hoping to bring glory to her original surname.
If Wu Minzhi dies now, not only will this branch of the Helan family be extinct, but it should probably be buried as a descendant of the Wu family, don't you mind?
Although Chun Siniang said it plainly and pitied herself, she was very bitter in her heart.
She is okay, she has always had Qiao Zhiyi by her side.
The word "all the time" made her stunned.
If you think about it, it's really "all the time". It seems that Qiao Zhiyi has been with her for as long as she can remember.
Regarding Qiao Zhiyi's memory, it seems to be ...... Earlier than Wu Ruri.
When did Wu Ruri's memory appear?
Seem...... Not quite clear?
She tilted her head and thought about it, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.
She suddenly felt a little confused, always feeling that something was not quite right.
But at this time, the heavy responsibility is on his shoulders, and the situation is urgent, but he has no time to think about it.
Calming down, Wu Minzhi's chanting voice seemed to be a little faster, and after listening carefully, there seemed to be no change.
Maybe it's my own auditory hallucinations.
Chun Siniang suddenly became impatient.
Even if she is patient, Wu Minzhi's oil-dried body can't wait.
If you don't listen to it, then let's do it quickly and be ruthless.
Wu Minzhi's chanting sounded, and his body shook with him, and it seemed that he couldn't hold it anymore.
Chun Siniang looked at him coldly, seeing that he was about to fall to the ground, she opened her eyes again, sat up straight, and straightened her clothes.
It can be seen that he is trying to maintain his demeanor as a national prince.
"Why should you?" Chun Siniang picked up her hands, and Guogong didn't bother to shout, and said sympathetically, "If you want to lie down, lie down." In fact, whether it is a national prince or a beggar, no matter what identity he was in life, once he dies, he is just a corpse. It really makes no difference to a corpse whether it lies like a dog or sits like a human. ”
She let out a long sigh: "Although I haven't died and have little experience, I also know that it is definitely more comfortable to die lying down than to die while sitting." ”
Of course, Chun Siniang knew the consequences of saying these words, but this was the consequences she wanted.
Anyway, if it goes on like this, it's a death. Horizontal and vertical is death, even if you can't put it to death and live later, you can also count out the tone. If you die in a nest, how can you be worthy of your identity as a woman?
No one had ever dared to speak to Wu Minzhi like this, and he could hardly believe his ears. However, she was right, lying down is indeed more comfortable than sitting.
Moreover, he had sat without eating, drinking, or sleeping for several days.
His heart resisted, but his body was full of longing.
Longing, a warm bed, a bowl of hot porridge, a cup of tea......
Even, a pair of soft hands...... His vain gaze stayed on Chun Siniang's white and slender hands for a long time.
A warm embrace...... Like when he was young, he was lying in A-Niang's arms.
His gaze went up and stayed on Chun Siniang's chest.
A shoulder ...... that can be relied on
His gaze stopped on Chun Siniang's shoulder, even if this shoulder was not broad, lean on it...... As long as you can lean on him......
He could clearly feel that the resistance in his heart and the desire in his body were tearing and colliding.
He could clearly feel that for a moment the resistance of the heart prevailed, and the desire of the body prevailed again.
It's painful.
If you don't experience it yourself, you can't imagine how painful it is.
He heard a low moan from his throat.
He has always felt that he is a very self-disciplined person, and no matter how big the accident is, he is always silent in front of people.
But today, he couldn't control his moaning.
He felt ashamed.
He bit his lower lip so hard.
However, it didn't work.
He pushed harder and harder until a hint of fishy sweetness spread in his mouth.
It was like nectar, and he forgot the pain.
But it aroused his body more deeply, to the water, to the food, to the bed, to the hands of a hug...... A person's desire.
He stared straight at the person across from him.
The second, the third, uncontrollably, moaned from his throat one after the other.
The desire of the body, in the end, completely prevailed.
His heart struggled for only a moment, and then he gave up resisting.
The body that had been tense for too long finally relaxed.
My mind went blank and my consciousness became blurred.
His eyes darkened, and his eyelids became heavier and heavier.
Kneeling and sitting normally on weekdays is already a torment for him at this time.
He suddenly felt very cold, as if he was in the middle of a snowy field.
Is it snowing?