Chapter Forty-Three: Tangled and the Grass Grows and the Warbler Flies
Crowds, noisy and crowded. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info traffic is endless, orderly but undecency. With my backpack on my back, I stood in front of the traffic on the street, absent-mindedly waiting for the traffic light to change. Obviously, there are all kinds of things in the world around me, but I don't even have the mood to do my favorite human observation in the past.
I...... Being annoyed by a person. That person is a recognized, well-known secondary disease. But I am the only one who knows that he is not just a simple secondary disease.
Half a year ago, I didn't have much in touch with him. At most, they are classmates in the same class. I tried my best to avoid communicating with people, and I didn't say a word at all for years. How can such a me, how can it have anything to do with his self-satisfied secondary disease? He was different from me, and I thought about it, but I didn't even have the desire to make him an object of human observation. My understanding of him is only limited to the image of a contemptible middle two disease. His topic is always the 'ability' that he performs on the playground every day. I also thought if only the abilities he spoke of really existed. Even if...... It doesn't matter if there is only one ability.
I thought it was delusional, until that day, I saw through my binoculars the appearance of him holding a long knife wrapped in black flames, chanting strange words and fighting strange black creatures. Those words gradually appeared clearly in front of me under my interpretation. From this, I suspect that he may really have the abilities he claims to have.
I knew his secret, and I found a way to get the answer to that question, as long as he was willing to answer me...... As long as he is willing to help me...... But what if he doesn't want to? What if he used his powers to erase this memory? The opportunity I finally got would disappear without a trace.
I was afraid, I was afraid, so I carefully arranged it so that I could remember everything again after he erased my memory! After everything was arranged, I went to where he was and waited for him to appear.
However, he helped me and he got me the answer. But I didn't expect to be so defeated in the face of that answer. Yes, I got the answer, however, I didn't get the answer either. Obviously, you only need to repeat it once, and you can get the answer in the recording, and then you won't have any intersection with him again.
But I forgot about it completely.
That's what it is...... Destiny.
After that, the insecurities and distrust of other people that I had cultivated by myself made me reluctant to expose to him the fact that I had re-remembered the memories that he had erased. In order to get the answer, I had to change my plan and set up one game after another, trying to gain his trust and become his companion.
I think he, who was also present at the time, should have known the answer. I want to approach him slowly and let him tell me the answer......
I designed a second chance with him. This time, I blocked him in the original alley, and just as he was about to tell me the answer at my request, his right eye suddenly radiated a golden light, and then he lifted my chin and smiled evilly, "If you want to get the answer, become my ......"
The second accident ended with him erasing my memory. But I retrieved that memory in disguise through other means...... I still don't know...... Nor did I look forward to the follow-up of his unfinished words at that time. I don't understand what he meant by saying that he was no longer himself, and he never revealed the existence of this power in words. To this day, I don't know how much power he has, even if I have been his companion for half a year.
Just when I was carefully designing the third accident, Midorihime appeared. And he was ...... at that time It seemed like he was going to die. He smiled strangely at me, and I read his strangeness and caught up with him.
Later, I brought back Midorihime and let him appear in front of me on his own...... I set up such a game with Midorihime, and he threw himself into the net, and was designed without knowing it......
However, I can lie to him by any means, but for Midorihime, for such a pure Midorihime, I still feel guilty after all.
When Midorihime disappeared, I cried, without a trace of design, without a trace of intentionality. Really, from the bottom of my heart. Once again, I deeply felt how painful it is to lose!
I don't know what kind of psychology he had at that time to make such a request to me, but when he took me to the place where Midorihime's body was, I became his companion. It's just that I'm beginning to wonder what percentage of the motives that made me his companion what percentage of the answer is? And now, I don't know how to face him, I don't know how to face this classmate and companion named Zhang Zhou, who I am about to meet in school.
It's Monday, December 5th. Two days ago, December 2nd, was my birthday and the death day of my parents. However, since I lost them on my tenth birthday, I have been here as the death day of my parents. I discarded the date of my birth, the proof of my growth. So...... I had been stuck in the year I was 10 years old, and I didn't grow. I thought that as long as I didn't grow, as long as I didn't change, I wouldn't lose what I cherished.
Until he became my companion, until each other reflected their respective existences. Maybe I've been lonely for too long, maybe I've been stagnant for too long, or maybe I finally have someone who can accompany me for my birthday. On my seventeenth birthday, I begged him to take me out of the apartment and to the place where those memories were held.
In fact, I have known for a long time that they will change, and they will change a little bit beyond recognition. That's why my way to school is so far away from them, and I avoid those places when I use my telescope to observe humans. Until then...... I begged him, I guided him, I tried to get him together, I tried to get him to agree, I tried to prove from his point of view that nothing had changed. But the world has changed beyond recognition. As a companion, he grabbed me by the throat, cruelly stripped me of all my dependence, tore all my self-deception apart, and displayed the facts of change in front of me.
He smashes the only place that hasn't changed, and takes me back to this cruel world that is constantly changing. After I refused his offer, he sent me back to my apartment, and kept watch outside until it was nearly dawn.
He re-flowed my time and gave me my first birthday since their death. But...... Who's going to tell me...... How exactly should I deal with him? I deceived him, and he tore me apart. How do I handle myself?
The green light turned on, Li Ai retracted his divergent thoughts, and walked towards the school step by step with heavy steps.
Zhang Zhou, who had been squatting in the corner all night, finally raised his eyes. He tried to stand up, but instead sat down. He simply sat down on the ground, spread his numb legs, and then reached out and took out his almost dead phone from his coat pocket.
Glancing at the time on the standby interface, Zhang Zhou sighed softly.
"It's all this time. Don't go to school yet? Before he could finish his sigh, the voice that had been silenced all night began to sound again.
"Shut up!" Zhang Zhou opened the dial-up interface of the mobile phone with his left hand, and at the same time fell down and pressed his right hand to prevent it from having a chance to obstruct him. "I said I would never go to school until I solved you! Definitely won't go to see her! ”
Seeing him refuse Lone's help in this way, Lone became more and more annoyed. Time passed, but he became more and more stubborn. Lone Ke was ...... to save him
However, it is obviously such an annoying thing, why does Lone feel such nostalgia and peace?
Yes. It's because of that person, that person was the same at the time.
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Rewind time, back thousands of years ago, back to the moment when Lone met her. That year, the grass grew and the warbler flew, and the flowers bloomed. I shuddered, leaving the body of another boarder and going to hers.