Live for her, die for her! It turns out that this is the purpose of her existence!

Xie Zhaolin didn't know how she came out, but when she was about to walk to the place where Hongqing was waiting for her, she strangely regained her composure, wiped the tears that flowed out unconsciously with an embroidered handkerchief, and then slowly went out. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"Miss, why did you come out so quickly?" Hongqing knew that there were still people inside, and the young lady should wait for the noble man to leave before talking to Nian'an Shitai, why was it earlier than usual today?

Xie Zhaolin had a wooden face, not daring to have any expression, for fear that he would cry, and explained in a low voice: "I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable, let's go back today and come back tomorrow."

Hongqing nodded, hurriedly helped the unwell young lady, helped her into the carriage, and then took a velvet cloak embroidered with plum blossoms to drape Xie Zhaolin.

was tying a ribbon to her, and suddenly Hongqing saw her own lady's apricot eyes sparkling, there was water flowing in the eyes, and her originally tight mouth trembled, and finally she couldn't hold back a pout, and two lines of clear tears flowed down, and many of them fell on her hands.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?!" Red Qing panicked.

"It's nothing, you let me cry alone for a while, don't tell my mother... Otherwise, I'll sell you..."Xie Zhaolin covered his face and threatened with a choked voice, tears sliding down his fingers.

Hongqing opened her mouth, but in the end she was silent.

Xie Zhaolin sat there whimpering and crying, a strong emotion surging in her chest. Today, some of the things she doubted and didn't dare to say in her heart finally had some eyebrows.

She has always been suspicious of what happened to her childhood, and about Mrs. Nian'an's attitude of treating her differently, but she tried to convince herself that she didn't mean to.

Even in the two years in the palace, Xiao Qian told her most of the truth because she couldn't bear her repeated rejection of Bai Zhaoyi's kindness, and she also chose to believe in Mrs. An and the people behind her like Bai Zhaoyi.

is to cover up the identity of Princess Ruyan while making up for their mother and daughter, and making up for the mistake of snatching her away from Bai Zhaoyi back then.

But only today did she know that it was just her wishful thinking, a beautiful fantasy she had weaved. From beginning to end, she lived for the so-called Princess Ruyan, the cousin she had never met!

No, it shouldn't be said that they have never met, at least from the first time she came to Jingxin Nunnery to test Nian Shitai after she was reborn, the other party's reaction clearly hinted at who the real Princess Ruyan was.

It's ridiculous that when she vaguely felt her role at that time, she also numbed herself in a vague way, and since then she has come to Jingxin Nunnery every day, stubbornly telling Nian'an Shitai about her life experience in the Xuanyang School, and pretending to be a dream.

Don't you just dare to believe that Mrs. An has no feelings for herself for so many years?!

She regarded Mrs. Shi as the sustenance of her childhood, and she was moved as soon as the other party was kind to her, and when she was in the Xuanyang faction, she also thought about it every day, how could Mrs. Shi not care about herself!

She just didn't want to make this kind of move.

So she hates it so much now, hates her own innocence, and hates those who take advantage of their mother and daughter!

For her unlucky experience, she is not without complaints, but there is no clear goal to complain about, and once she has something to rely on like today, Xie Zhaolin feels that the grievances of the past ten years have turned into anger and wants to be sent to a place!

Her tears gradually dried up, and she clenched her fists in a "gurgling" sound, and her back molars gritted tightly.

"Miss, are you feeling better?" Hongqing noticed that her shoulders were no longer shaking, so she asked tentatively.

Xie Zhaolin slowly raised her head, although she was still a little sobbed, her expression had recovered, and she asked Hongqing if she could see that she had cried, and Hongqing nodded firmly.

Seeing Hongqing nodding, Xie Zhaolin paused for a while, pulled the curtain and instructed the coachman: "Uncle He, go to Tongxin Building, I suddenly want to eat the mint crystal soup there."

The coachman was an honest middle-aged man, so he naturally didn't ask much, and he shook the reins and went in the direction of Tongxinlou.

During Xie Zhaolin's time doing this, Hongqing had been silently watching, she understood that her young lady was going to Tongxin Building to drag on for a while, so that it would coincide with the time when she went home in the past, and at the same time, she could calm her mind and not let her wife see the traces of her crying.

This is a common way for a daughter to deal with it that she doesn't want her mother to worry about, and she knows this very well. Because she was bullied by the bad boys in the same village when she was a child, she also chose to go somewhere to be quiet, wipe away her tears, cover her scars and go home.

But this is a bit unbelievable on her own lady. You must know that although the second lady is not rude and willful, she can be regarded as being spoiled and grew up.

And such people often have a major weakness, that is, they can hardly stand the slightest grievance, and their psychology is very fragile.

So according to the usual habits, the second lady suddenly cried in the car, she must have suffered some grievances from Mrs. Shi, then she should not be distracted in Tongxinlou now, but should immediately run back to the house to hide in Mrs. Wang's arms and cry.

The second lady actually learned to cover it up, and knew that she had to report good news and not bad news, so as not to worry her parents, which is really not like her!

Or is it not Mrs. Nian An who made her cry, but the owner of the gorgeous car outside the gate of Jingxin Nunnery? In this way, it seems that the other party is not easy to provoke.

Hongqing is guessing blindly in her heart, wandering out of the world with a blank expression. So even Xie Zhaolin didn't even notice it.

"Sit down, with your back out." Xie Zhaolin gestured to Hongqing with his mouth.

Hongqing suddenly reacted, although she had doubts, she also nodded her head "oh, oh" and risked being disrespectful to sit with her own young lady.

"Eh, Master Li, why are you here alone to drink to kill your sorrows, Brother Ma?" A flirtatious voice came from the back table.

Hongqing realized in hindsight that it turned out that the group of fox friends and dog friends sitting behind them were Ma Wenbin! Thinking about it again, Miss Ma no longer seems to be the ultimate goal of her life, Hongqing feels that Xie Zhaolin is probably eavesdropping on something.

After all, restaurants and green houses are two good places to inquire about the news. So Hongqing also consciously pricked up two ears and listened.

There was a "bang" from behind, and it was supposed to be someone who was drunk and collapsed, because immediately after the person who asked the question began to complain, "Why are you drunk again!" Something like that.

"Eh, don't blame Li Xiangqing, he's sad! Who let the girl they like be ruined! But Ma Wenbin is blessed, and he is about to marry Miss Xie Er! No, he went to the door today to propose marriage, and there are a lot of dowry gifts!"

"You say... Who... Makes people spoiled? Yes... Believe it or not... I'll kill you!" Li Xiangqing's drunken voice sounded.

"Hey, you're really fighting!"

Tongxin Building suddenly fell into chaos, the sound of cups and plates breaking, and the shouting and scolding of people came and went, but Xie Zhaolin only had a line of big words in his head.

Ma Wenbin went to Xie Mansion to propose his relatives!