Chapter 49: A Broken Friendship
Chapter Forty-Nine: Broken Friendship
Friendship is like a mellow wine, the longer you store it, the stronger the taste. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info, but if there is a little impurity in this wine, it will be ruined.
Two people who haven't seen each other for a long time look at each other, wanting to say something but can't say it for a long time. Maybe it's a little guilt hidden in their hearts, or maybe it's a mutual guess in their hearts.
"That's... Zeng Xunque... You... Are you okay? I see you've lost weight lately?" Quan Yunzhen said distressedly, he was very upset in his heart, at least in the past few days when he was away, his 'son' was not doing very well.
"I... I'm fine... I am fine... I... I'm sorry..."
"What are you sorry for?"
"I... I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry I get you in trouble every time. Zeng Xunque said humbly, never having the courage to face him.
"That's not your fault, I did it voluntarily. Besides, he scolded me too, and he shot it for myself. What do you have to say sorry for! ”
Zeng Xunque's mood suddenly rose a little high, and said, "It's me!" It's all me, because I... I've caused you a lot of trouble, and as your friend, I feel like I can't do anything for you! I'm guilty! ”
"But you helped me, too! Didn't you help me with my tuition? Isn't that helpful? Besides, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be gossiped about, would you? How can this be considered your fault alone? Quan Yunzhen admonished him and said.
Quan Yunzhen didn't expect everything he had compensated for his 'son', which made him feel pressure again. It's the 'son' who is too inferior, if he hadn't been born in such a family, if he hadn't met a father like 'himself', maybe he wouldn't have been so inferior.
Zeng Xunque was speechless for a while, and sobbed, "I... I'm really sorry for you. Now as long as I see you, my heart is full of guilt. ”
Quan Yunzhen put his hands on his shoulders, looked into his ruddy eyes and said, "You don't have to feel guilty at all!" If you feel guilty, it means that you don't treat me as a friend at all! ”
"I didn't mean that." Zeng Xunque said aggrievedly.
"That's it! I know you didn't mean it, but I want you to stop beating yourself up. I don't care what my dad said to you, but you know, you're my friend! It's nothing to do with my dad! ”
Zeng Xunque pushed his hand away and turned around, "Your father is right, how can there be a friend like me, who can't even help you, but still bring you harm?" Friends like me are not friends at all. ”
Quan Yunzhen really couldn't cry or laugh, Zeng Xunque was really stubborn like a cow, he said that it was none of his business, but he kept blaming himself, he was really humble to the extreme.
"Who's to say you're not a friend like that? Where did you not help me, you often help me, in many details of life! You don't want to listen to what my dad says, okay? My dad is that kind of person, don't worry too much about it. ”
"Thank you, Kwon Yunzhen."
"Huh?" Quan Yunzhen was dizzy, why did Zeng Xunque suddenly say such a sentence.
"Thank you for helping me so much and helping me excuse all the time. I haven't been able to say thank you all this time! Zeng Xunque said with tears in his eyes.
"You don't need to say thank you to me, I said we were friends, so you don't have to be so careless."
Zeng Xunque sniffed and said, "It's better for you to move out, at least this will reduce the bad luck I bring you!" ”
"Huh?" Quan Yunzhen didn't know why, Zeng Xunque's words made him sad. "Zeng Xunque... You know I didn't mean to move out, but for the time being, my dad and him..."
"I know!" Zeng Xunque smiled reluctantly.
"Do you know why ......"
"I mean we should not contact each other in the future, right? It's good to be back to the way we used to be..."
"What?" Quan Yunzhen was like a thunderbolt from the sky, he never thought that he would say such ruthless and unrighteous words, and his heart shattered as if he had fallen from a tall building.
"Zeng Xunque... What do you mean? Didn't my dad say a few words to you? I said don't worry, my dad and I have no relationship? ”
Zeng Xunque smiled bitterly and said, "Forget it... We're not from the same world, are we?"
"How come we are not from the same world? Tell me about it! Quan Yunzhen couldn't hold back his anger for a while.
"You are the second generation of the rich from above, and I am the son of a poor family. Don't you think it's ridiculous for the two of us to make friends? It is said, 'Things gather like and people divide into groups'. Your friend should be a rich young master, not a poor boy like me. I can't help you with anything, and I'm going to get you in trouble! ”
Quan Yunzhen's brain was buzzing, and his mind was full of Zeng Xunque's bunch of 'nonsense'. He never thought that his 'son' would have such a low self-esteem, and how failed he was as a father. Thinking about it, my heart hurt inexplicably.
"Zeng Xunque... That's not true... You don't need to be so defensive about me, you know I'm not that kind of person. ”
"I just know you're not that kind of person, and I'm even more guilty!" Zeng Xunque suddenly became hysterical.
Seeing this scene, Quan Yunzhen really wanted to tell his secret and say that he was his father, so all this would not be like this. However, he thought that if he told this secret, he would not only be treated as a madman by others, but also hurt Zeng Xunque's heart even more.
Quan Yunzhen, who was at a loss, also broke out, grabbed Zeng Xunque's hand, and scolded, "Zeng Xunque! Can you please not be so inferior! No one blames you for anything, it's all your own mental effect! ”
Zeng Xunque shook off his hand heavily, and said loudly, "Yes, it's my mental effect, I'm a person with low self-esteem!" I look down on myself, there is nothing in me that can compare to you, I have low self-esteem. Okay? ”
"Zeng Xunque ......"
"That's it! I'm done with what I need to say, it's time for you to go. Don't come here again, let's be the same as before! Zeng Xunque said with a sob.
"Zeng Xunque, what's wrong with you? Have something to discuss? Quan Yunzhen said anxiously.
"We have nothing to discuss, you go! Let's go! Zeng Xunque's envoy pushed him out of the door with all his strength, and it took a lot of effort to push him out of the door and lock the door heavily.
Quan Yunzhen knocked heavily on the door outside the door, and kept calling Zeng Xunque's name, but the people inside just wouldn't open the door.
is very helpless, Quan Yunzhen is afraid that he will be called like this, and it is estimated that the neighbors will report him. He stopped what he was doing, he knew that he couldn't call Zeng Xunque today no matter what, because he was too stubborn.
However, he was afraid that something would happen to Zeng Xunque in his absence. Besides, the mother downstairs is urging herself. So, after thinking about it, I still called Lu Ranran, because no matter what, Zeng Xunque would not ignore Lu Ranran...
Zeng Xunque leaned helplessly on the door panel, and his body slipped off with his back, and sat on the cold floor. The constant knocking and shouting outside the door stimulated his heart one after another. His tears couldn't stop falling, falling to the ground, drop by drop, drop by drop, and gathered into a small puddle of water.
He admits that he is humble in his heart, especially when he meets an excellent friend like Quan Yunzhen, the inferiority complex in his heart is projected more and more. In the end, because of Quan Yunzhen's accident, he completely broke out.
He shouldn't have been friends with Quan Yunzhen in the first place, if he hadn't been friends with him in the first place, there wouldn't have been so many things later. He wouldn't have harmed Quan Yunzhen with so many things! Quan Yunzhen made him feel inferior and guilty in his heart.
I don't know how long it took, Zeng Xunque was already curled up on the sofa, and the knocking sound outside had long since stopped. Zeng Xunque knew that he was gone.
My heart seems to be a little empty, and I feel a little better. I was half-asleep when there was an urgent knock at the door.
"Zeng Xunque! Open the door! Are you in there? This time it was Lu Ranran's voice, and Zeng Xunque heard it very clearly.
He got up and wiped the tiredness from his face and opened the door.
"Ranran, why are you here?"
Lu Ranran walked into the room without saying a word, and sat down on the sofa panting.
Zeng Xunque kindly handed her a glass of water, and she drank it with a sip. You could see how thirsty she was.
"You haven't answered me yet, why are you here? Still in such a hurry?"
"It's the one... Quan Yunzhen called me and said that you locked yourself in your house now, and I was so scared that I rushed over. Lu Ranran said with palpitations.
Hearing Quan Yunzhen's name, Zeng Xunque's heart was inexplicably touched.
"What's wrong with you? When I asked him, he didn't answer me, he just told me to come quickly. ”
Zeng Xunque's face no longer had the slightest expression, and he said, "I'm fine, don't listen to his nonsense." ”
"But I think he's in a hurry... Anyway, how would he know you're locked in the house? Has he ever come to you? Lu Ranran speculated.
Zeng Xunque nodded silently, but his expression was still so lifeless.
"You... Are you okay? Are you two at odds? Why did he call me all of a sudden... And you look so haggard... Are you really okay? Lu Ranran said distressedly.
"I'm fine. It's just that he came, and then he moved away. Zeng Xunque said with great relief.
"Moved out?" Lu Ranran was very surprised, "Why did you move away?" Didn't he insist on moving to your house in the first place? Why did you move out now? ”
"Maybe his dad meant! But it's good, I'm back to my old days, and I'm at ease. ”
Lu Ran looked at the star on his face in confusion with a fake smile, and asked, "Then you two... Kwon Yunzhen, why is he..."
"That's the end of my relationship with his friend." Zeng Xunque said with relief.
"Huh? What the? What do you mean it's over? Your relationship is so good, why should it be ended? ”
"I am not from the same world as him, and I can't play with him."
"But I see you're having a good time," Lu Ranran said softly.
"I didn't realize this before, but now I know that this person has to pay attention to making friends."
Listening to his words, Lu Ranran felt very uneasy, and persuaded him and said, "Xunque, is there any misunderstanding here?" Don't be so extreme? ”
"Alright. We don't talk about him anymore, it's just that we're missing a friend, it's fine. Besides, don't you want to see me get close to him? ”
"I..." Lu Ranran was silent, she didn't like to see the two of them stick together, but she didn't want these two people to be friends like this!
"Xunque... I miss you..."Lu Ranran's words were snatched by Zeng Xunque before he finished speaking.
"Alright. I know what you're trying to say. You don't have to persuade me, I'll tell him anyway. That's the end of this friendship, it's good for everyone. ”
"That's... Well, you said it was all about it, how could I not support you? ”
Zeng Xunque's words have already said this, and Lu Ranran can't continue to persuade him to do anything, so she can only see if she can find the friendship between these two people on her own.