"Thank you...... Can you, can you leave me alone for a while? Min Xianyi asked with his head buried in his knees, and his voice was choked. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

And Tao Ming's answer once again exceeded her expectations.

"Of course...... No way. ”

“……”

"Other people's heroes save the beauty, how can there be some benefits, not to mention the promise of the body, but at least you have to have a meal, right?"

Min Xianyi was speechless, and even tears had a tendency to be recycled.

But at this time, Tao Ming's voice suddenly sounded again: "I think you should know very well what you should do, and you also know what you can and can't do, so it's hard to endure, right?" Since it's so hard, it's okay to cry once, there's nothing wrong with crying, and vent your grievances. And then...... Learn to protect yourself, and if you won't, I can teach you. ”

Tao Ming wanted to say that even if there was a fight, it would not increase the burden on the family, but he gave up this statement when he thought of the actual situation. He probably already knows a little about Min Xianyi's character, at least the part that can be seen.

One word...... Stuffy.

Dull is her tone in school. is also the reason for the disgust of the same kind, Tao Ming is not a girl, let alone a girl among girls. So it's impossible for him to understand this emotion, but that doesn't mean he can't see it.

And family is Min Xianyi's biggest burden, but this burden comes from himself, if Tao Ming is not wrong, at least after being sensible. Min Xianyi should have the idea that I am a burden to my family, so I can't cause trouble for my family.

Only this possibility will make her dull and unsociable...... It may even produce some feelings of inferiority.

A girl who aspires to be a star should not theoretically have such a dull personality, and all this may have started in junior high school, or a little earlier.

However, Tao Ming is not a psychological mentor, and helping Min Xianyi was originally for other reasons. It was only the first time he saw the real violent side of school violence in South Korea, and Tao Ming also felt a little shocked, although such a thing must happen in any country.

But compared to the feeling of seeing it with your own eyes, it is not as good as watching it from the news.

At least the kick just now, Tao Ming was also mixed with a little bit of selfishness.

"Wow!!"

Tao Ming's words seemed to have an effect, and Min Xianyi cried loudly. and shouted loudly, as if in response to Tao Ming.

"I wasn't expecting to be a swan...... There is no ......"

Tears kept pouring out and falling on his sleeves and pants, and Min Xianyi really felt so painful. The feeling of powerlessness is more unbearable than the hurt it receives. The feeling of powerlessness that struggles with pain and can't change it all.

This is the saddest place in Min Xianyi's heart. As for bullying on campus, for Min Xianyi, it is actually bearable.

There is such a thing as a dream. The younger you are, the more convinced you are.

But for Min Xianyi, the past and the present are not the same.

When she was chosen to join JYP, she was very happy because it was a dream. But over time, this dream has become no longer simple.

Min Xianyi has calculated that based on three years of high school and four years of college, there are at least seven years left before he graduates to make money.

Referring to the social status and workplace situation of Korean women, there are not many jobs that can be done by women who have graduated from ordinary universities with good income and benefits. Unless it is some more appropriate majors, such as a medical graduate, a medical profession or an education teacher.

Therefore, the employment age of college students in Korean society is much later than imagined. Women need to constantly improve their personal abilities and academic qualifications in order to get a quality job.

However, the fact that men have military service, coupled with the limited number of high-quality jobs available, most people are reluctant to do some ordinary jobs, which also leads to the existence of unemployment after graduation.

Min Xianyi, who is already 15 years old, has fully considered all this. If time permits, Min Xianyi has thought about studying hard, and then being admitted to a prestigious university, studying medicine should be the best choice.

But Min Xianyi didn't have this time, a year and a half ago. After Min Xianyi became more mature and sensible, he secretly went to the hospital where his father usually treated and took medicine, and found the doctor who operated on his father.

When Min Xianyi was a child, he didn't realize what would happen if he cut off half of his lungs, but when he got older, he felt a little scared.

However, the doctor's answer at that time was originally reassuring, but it also elevated the world that Min Xianyi saw at that moment, and made his mind highly mature.

"Half of the lungs are removed, but half of them are left, there should be no problem. It has no effect on life expectancy, but it should not be tired and angry. The main reason is a decrease in lung capacity, so in the above situation, the oxygen supply will be insufficient, and there will be chest tightness and shortness of breath, but as long as it is avoided, it will not affect the normal lifespan. ”

"But your Abba seems to be working hard, so you have to persuade him well, and be more obedient, and don't let him work too hard. If you continue to live like this, it will be dangerous. ”

The above is what the doctor said, and it is also deeply engraved in Min Xianyi's mind.

Money, want to make money, want a lot of money.

Tao Ming didn't know that for Min Xianyi, there was no swan dream at all. Even Min Xianyi doesn't know if he can debut as an artist, and he doesn't know if he can make a lot of money before graduating from college.

But for her, it is a hope, even if the probability is only 1%, for which she is willing to give a lot, a lot, and she has that determination.

Especially after her father fell ill this year, Min Xianyi found a doctor again, and the doctor told her a little angrily and bluntly this time: "If it continues like this, it is a question whether it can survive five years." ”

That sense of powerlessness is deeply rooted in Min Xianyi's heart, this is the reality. Even if she drops out of school and goes out to work, it won't help her family.

The family's living expenses, grandfather's treatment expenses, and father's medical expenses are what Min Xianyi's father bears. It's not something that a monthly salary of one or two million can change.

The cruelty of life does not lie in those things that exist objectively or subjectively.

The cruelty of life is that it's always moving forward, and you can't stop.

If you want to survive and survive well, no matter who you are, you can only move forward.

Perhaps those born with a golden spoon in their mouths don't have to work so hard to move forward. But in this world, such people are not mainstream.

So, when Kuro Nagago said that he was going to destroy her one, even if it was only less than 1% expectation. Min Xianyi's emotions really exploded, if she hadn't been pressed at the time, she thought that she might have pounced and used her fragile fingers to poke directly into her eyes.

Min Xianyi cried very hurtfully, and his voice was so sad. Even Tao Ming had a feeling of wanting to comfort her.

Tao Ming sat on the ground and looked at Min Xianyi, who was howling and crying, and thought to himself, 'Could it be that there is a tragedy in the Busan area?' ’