Chapter Eighty-One: The Meaning of Nanzhi
Luo Xiang didn't know where to find the Linglong Pill and the Southern Xinjiang Silver Gu, which could induce the toxicity of the Linglong Pill within an hour, but the pain it had to endure was unimaginable to ordinary people. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
One hour, this hour erodes bones and tears, and is gnawed by thousands of insects, Zijin has tears in his eyes, but he has never said a word of pain from beginning to end.
Luo Xiang pushed open the door and sent the breeze and moonlight into the house together, as if a light cicada veil covered the ground.
Zijin slowly raised his eyes, and his body was in a mess, and the pure white paper was peeled to the ground.
Luo Xiang couldn't help but sigh in his heart, it is really not easy for a woman to do this. He walked into the room, followed by a maidservant with a tray in his hand, and in the tray were five white porcelain bowls with good glaze.
"Time?" Zijin smiled bitterly and couldn't make a sound.
The maidservant put the white porcelain bowls on the desk one by one, stood up and lit the candles in the room one by one, and then bowed respectfully to Zijin and Luo Xiang and left. After the maidservant left, Luo Xiang walked to Zijin's side and bowed down and said, "The county lord is rude." Then he picked up Zijin horizontally and walked to the desk and put Zijin on the mat.
As soon as Zijin's body softened, the whole person fell forward, she held the case in her hand and gasped heavily, her face was pale and her eye sockets had turned purple, "It turns out that you have been ready for a long time." ”
"Does the county lord regret it now? Use one hour to experience the suffering of others for three years. Luo Xiang took out the silver needle and let the beating flame wrap the silver needle on the candle flame, and Zijin watched Luo Xiang's hand movements elegant and skillful.
"No regrets." Zijin said these three words intermittently but very firmly, Luo Xiang smiled, and tied silver needles on each of Zijin's five fingers, "Aren't you afraid that these sacrifices will be abandoned." ”
Zijin's fingers trembled subconsciously, and the pain that had been slightly relieved instantly began to move around his limbs.
"I'm not afraid that he will reject my wishes, I just don't want to leave regrets for myself."
If Rong Li is interested in her, everyone will naturally be happy, but if Rong Li is not interested in her, she will not desperately fight for something that does not belong to her.
Zijin drank the bitter medicinal juice from the medicine bowl in Luo Xiang's hand one bowl after another.
Zijin didn't know which bowl was the real antidote, but she remembered that she was already unconscious when she drank the third bowl.
Zijin slowly opened her eyes and looked at the man in white sitting on the edge of the bed, Zijin watched quietly like this, she was reluctant to blink her eyes, she was afraid, she was afraid that the beautiful and elegant young man in front of her would suddenly disappear out of thin air.
"Why are you so stupid, why do you want to test the medicine yourself, I saved you three years ago, not to ask you to practice yourself." Rong Li stretched out his hand and gently stroked Zijin's cheeks, Ruyu's fingers slowly wrapped into Zijin's black hair, and the entanglement was indescribably ambiguous and compassionate.
"Rong Li, am I dreaming?" Zijin opened his mouth and said something that made Rong Li cry and laugh a little. Rong Li's hand moved slightly, smiled bitterly, and said softly: "You pinch yourself to see if you are dreaming." ”
Zijin smiled bitterly, but his eyes gradually moistened, and tears slipped down uncontrollably. Zijin sat up and put his hands around Rong Li's neck, buried his head in his chest, his body trembled violently, and from time to time he let out a low whimper.
She has experienced too much in the past two days, losing and gaining, falling from the clouds to the mud, even if the bones pierce her heart, she has not shed a single tear, and the embankment in her heart that she has worked hard to build finally collapsed at this moment.
"Rong Li, I'm really afraid, I'm really afraid that I won't see you again in the future."
"I'm sorry." Rong Li raised his hand and held Zijin in his arms, one hand constantly caressing her back and soothing her. Rong Li's movements were extremely gentle, as if he was afraid that he would hurt her if he used his strength. The chin rested on her shoulder, and her eyes, which were originally as black as an abyss, seemed to be shrouded in a light veil at the moment, and her gaze was sloppy and unfocused.
"Zijin, you can leave in the next two days." His voice was still low and warm, but it was more cold than in the past, and his words were like winter ice, freezing Zijin inch by inch.
"What did you say?"
Zijin sat up straight and looked at Rong Li in disbelief, she must have heard it wrong. Rong Li stood up with his back to her and his hands in his hands, his long ink-like hair was tied up with only a ribbon, and his back was isolated and silent, like a beautiful cliff among the most white clouds.
"I heard everything you said that day, and it was also because of what you did to make the county lord misunderstood, so the county lord should not make mistakes again and again."
Zijin looked at Rong Li's back in a daze, but his heart was full of grievances, all misunderstandings? It's all self-inflicted. Zijin had tears in his eyes, and his smile was slightly bitter, "Rong Li, thank you for not lying to me, I will leave, and I will never entangle, don't worry." ”
"Thank you, Lord Shire." After Rong Li finished speaking, he walked out, detached and free as him, even at this moment, his can still be as calm as water.
Zijin walked to Rong Li's door, put his hand on the door and said softly: "Rong Li, whether you can hear it or not, I want to come and say goodbye to you, thank you, you have always been so tolerant to me, and thank you for appearing in front of me when I need you the most, even if these are just your courtesy, I am very grateful." ”
"Don't worry, I, Lin Zijin, am not a person who can't afford to let go, I like you just like it, it's all my willingness to go to the soup for you, if you don't like me, I will definitely not be entangled."
"If you can't stay together for a long time, I'm willing to stay with you."
The most painful thing is parting, but there is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, and everyone will be fine at the end of the world in the future.
Zijin finally breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that his steps were much easier, although he was ashamed to reveal the secret, it was extremely comfortable.
Inside the house, Rong Li stood in front of the door and listened carefully to every word Zijin said. Luo Xiang stood beside him, watching him listen attentively, and after a while, Luo Xiang spoke: "Don't plan to keep her?" If you miss it, you may regret it. ”
Rong Li raised his hand and touched his fingers to the position of his eyes, "The texture of this brocade is good, but the smell of medicine is bigger." ”
Luo Xiang looked at the brocade ribbon covering Rong Li's eyes, turned around and walked towards the house, "It's good for your eyes, when will Rong Gongzi become delicate." ”
Rong Li smiled silently, "When will my eyes be better." ”
"It can be cured in a month at most." Luo Xiang picked up the teacup, took a sip of fragrant tea, put down the teacup and said, "You just want to drive her away because of an eye disease?" ”
"It's just one aspect." He didn't want Zijin to see his bad side, he wanted Zijin to always remember his best appearance.
"And on the other hand?"
"I want her to carve me into my bone marrow and I will never forget it for the rest of my life." He wanted her to have him alone in her heart.
Luo Xiang couldn't help but shudder all over his body when he heard Rong Li's words, it was bad luck to meet Rong Li's county lord.
Zijin walked out of the Snow Moon Garden and stopped, and began to be confused, where should she go next? Where else could she go? Forget it, let's leave Rongfu first, anyway, I can't stay here.
"County Lord, please stay." As soon as Zijin raised her feet to leave, she heard someone calling her behind her, but Zijin turned around and saw that it was Luo Xiang. Luo Xiang walked towards her unhurriedly, and waved slightly.
"It turns out that Dr. Luo has not left yet."
Luo Xiang shook his head with a smile and said, "Young Master Rong has not yet cleared the remaining poison, and he may have to stay here for a few more days." ”
"What? Uncleared poison? He said that he no longer liked Rong Li from just now, but when he heard this, Zijin's heart still beat uncontrollably.
"Yes, Rong Gongzi's eyes are still blurry and can't see things clearly, I'm afraid I will have to recuperate for a while." Luo Xiang looked at Zijin with a smile, I really don't know if Rong Li will be struck by lightning if he helps Rong Li deceive people like this. Probably not, Rong Li's eyes are not good in the first place, this is also a fact.
"Where are you going?"
Zijin looked past Luo Xiang to Xueyue Garden, "Luo Xiang, can I leave with you?" "She wants to stay in the name of Luo Xiang.
Luo Xiang replied as if he could see through her thoughts: "Yes." ”
Zijin smiled, "Thank you, Luo Xiang." She is still reluctant to leave, so let's wait until Rong Li is completely recovered, and then she will leave.
In the past two days, there seemed to be a lot of big things happening in the Imperial City, and Zijin stayed in the Snow Moon Garden all day and didn't know much about the outside. However, the most important thing she knows is that the head of the Wang family passed away, and Wang Huanzhi, the eldest son of the Wang family, changed his name to Wang Zijing, inherited the position of the head of the Wang family, and entered the imperial court to serve as the Zhongshu Ling, and was about to marry Xi Nuo, the daughter of the Xi family.