Chapter 41: Sacrifice, Fatigue, and Grief

On the 28th, a beautiful evening with a beautiful sunset, everyone was busy cleaning up the ruins, when a strong frontal aftershock hit. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

When Chen Si looked up, he happened to see Jiang Qingdi being smashed to the ground by a large stone.

And Zhu Xiaohui's hand was desperately grasping forward, his hand was closed one by one, but he didn't catch anything.

Next to Zhu Xiaohui was a little boy who followed him, crying to find his mother, and Chen Si and they cleaned up their house.

And at this time, the boy forgot to cry, and looked at the big brother who often comforted him with wide eyes, and was crushed under the big stone.

Everyone rushed over to help move the stones.

Jiang Qingdi took Chen Side's hand, blood kept gushing out of his mouth, and he said in a broken voice: "I, of, suicide note, in, pocket, help, I take care of, I, of, home,", before the words were finished, he swallowed his breath.

Everyone moved the stone away but saw this scene, Zhu Xiaohui rushed up like crazy, Xu Xiansu suddenly knelt on the ground, and his head drooped.

The sad atmosphere enveloped everyone at once, Chen Si held Jiang Qingdi's hand and said, "Don't worry, I will"

After speaking, he took out his suicide note from his pocket, only to see that it was written

"Squad leader, goddess, bottle and piglet, if I die, please help me take care of my family, my family is in a remote mountainous area, it is not easy for me to come to be a soldier.

Because my family is relatively poor, they can't afford me to go to school, because I have a younger brother below me, and the burden on the family is relatively large, so I gave him this opportunity.

But it was not easy for my mother to pull us alone, and I didn't have any skills, so I heard from the recruiters in the county that if I went to be a soldier, I would give my family money every year, so I came.

When I came to the recruit company, I worked very hard to stay, and then I changed to a non-commissioned officer, and my family would be much better off in the future.

Later I met you in that joust, Goddess, you know? When I was about to be eliminated, you appeared in front of me like a divine soldier, and I felt that the world was lit up.

Later, on the bridge, you did not abandon or give up the spirit of not giving up, which deeply touched me, and I think your strength to never admit defeat is an example for me to learn.

Later, I was lucky enough to form a team with you, and we trained together, complained together, and went on missions together.

Even on the night of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, squatting together in the troop carrier and eating dumplings, these are deeply imprinted in my mind, I like the feeling of being with you, because with you, I have never heard others call me wild seeds.

I didn't have any friends since I was a child, and I didn't understand any big truths, so I did whatever my superiors told me to do; With you, I'm always the most silent one, sometimes I'm not confident in the face of you, but you never mind, you care about my feelings.

Oh, after so much rambling, you won't be annoyed with me;

My brothers, if I die, please remember it and help me take care of my mother and my younger brother, and if I die, I will bless you below.

Hey, mother, don't worry. If your son dies or dies, please don't be sad, you still have a younger brother, please take your younger brother well, don't let him take a detour. I don't know if you received the allowance I sent back last time, you are relatively weak, don't be old and saved, and my son also has an allowance now. I don't have to worry about eating or drinking here, it's your body, but you must pay attention.

Brother, if your brother dies, you will be the pillar of the family, your mother has paid so much for us, you must be sensible, and remember to be filial to your mother when you grow up. And you have to study hard, my brother actually wants to go to school, if my brother dies, you must fulfill my brother's dream for my brother.

I didn't expect to thank you so much, hey, I'm really verbose.

I also want to thank Team Xiao, Team Wan, and squad leader Xu for doing so much for me, and sincerely thank you.

Sincerely

Salute

Jiang Qingdi

12 May 2008

Chen Si finished reading the suicide note with tears in his eyes, closed his eyes gently, and said softly: "Don't worry, I will definitely take care of them."

Zhu Xiaohui next to him was crying, slapping himself desperately, and shouting: "It's all my burden, I'm burdensome, fuck, I watched you, looked at you, watched you, died, I, me,"

Bean-sized tears flowed down his dusty face, a look of remorse.

Chen Si stepped forward and slapped Zhu Xiaohui twice, kicked him to the ground, and said, "Yes, you didn't catch him, but things are already like this, so put away the cat urine on your face for me."

Zhu Xiaohui looked at Chen Si, who was expressionless, and stood up with sobs.

Chen Si threw the suicide note to him, since there are regrets, don't let regrets go on anymore, after speaking, Chen Si walked towards Jiang Qingdi.

At this time, Xu Xiansu trembled his hands, stroked Jiang Qingdi's face covered with blood donations, and muttered: "It's all the squad leader's fault, the squad leader didn't protect you, it's all my fault."

Chen Siyi pulled Xu Xiansu up, his eyes were blood-red, and he quietly looked at Xu Xiansu and said slowly: "Squad leader, no one is wrong, don't blame yourself, now we need you to be the backbone."

Xu Xiansu raised his head and looked at Chen Si, and suddenly felt how he had become so strange, Xu Xiansu paused, held back the sadness in his heart and nodded.

Wan Jingang had already rushed over and looked at the scene with a gloomy face.

Finally, kneeling beside Jiang Qingdi's body, he looked at Jiang Qingdi, who was blurred in flesh and blood, and said slowly: "Brother, go all the way"

The blood-red sunset on the horizon shone on everyone's body, and even the sky was bloody.

Everyone in the room stopped what they were doing, the sirens were turned on in the car, and everyone looked in the direction where they had fallen.

The crowd present couldn't help but bury their heads, even the crying children seemed to know the sadness now, and lay quietly in their mother's arms, without saying a word.

Everyone is remembering, and everyone's face is full of tears.

In the distance, An Ru ran over like crazy, and was relieved to see that Chen Si was fine, but when she saw who was lying on the ground, she covered her mouth, and the tear ducts gushed out as if they were stimulated.

An Ru still remembers that every time he came to find Chen Si, this honest big man was quiet on the side, although he looked inconspicuous.

But everything he did, everything he did for the group, even An Ru knew.

Chen Si recalled the old days, he always helped them clean up the mess, he always topped the tank for them when he was scolded, and always left a few good things for them, and he was reluctant to spend money, but he never picked it when it came to spending money, but it was all spent on them.

Xu Xiansu is also recalling that he is very calm, very disciplined in everything he does, treats his teammates very well, and is obviously the same age, but he is much more mature than Zhu Xiaohui and them.

Every time they train their two partners, they have a very tacit understanding, he is also very smart, and he learns very hard, Xu Xiansu treats him as a deputy to train, and even recommends it to Wan Jingang many times, if it weren't for the age limit, he would have been the team leader a long time ago.

At this time, Xiao Zhan came over and only said one sentence: "Take my brother home"