Chapter 168: The Meaning of Life

In Zuo Qiu Nan's apartment, Jiang wantonly gloated for a week, and finally found her in trouble. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Xiao Jin stood at the door of Zuo Qiu Nan's apartment with an embarrassed face, looking at Jiang wantonly and stopped. An Wan stood behind her with a guilty face, and obviously had a lot to say.

Jiang Yan asked for a long time, although this matter was related to herself, in general, it was still Xiaojin and An Wan's family affairs, and it was inconvenient for her to interfere. But Xiao Jin found herself, and it was clear that she wanted to stand up for her and ask for an explanation. Xiaojin's temperament has always been easy to guess, but as for why An Wan betrayed her, she has no way of knowing.

Zuo Qiu Nan hugged his daughter-in-law in home clothes, looked at the couple in front of him with an interesting face, and said lightly: "Since you're here, let's come in." ”

When An Wan heard this, he smiled gratefully at Zuo Qiu Nan, and hurriedly followed Xiao Jin into the house. Jiang watched his actions quietly and unmovingly, and when he saw that Xiao Jin did not refuse, he raised his eyebrows.

"Boss, I ran out without asking for leave, will you blame me?" Xiao Jin looked at Jiang wanton pitifully, and An Wan's jealous eyes were red.

Jiang hooked his lips and smiled, "How come, you can come to see me, I'm very happy!" ”

When Xiao Jin heard this, a trace of guilt crossed his face. Her idols are always so understanding, so until now, she has never regretted it.

"Wanton... I..."An Wan raised his head and looked at Jiang wantonly with a look of wanting to speak and stopping.

Jiang looked at him wantonly, the expression on his face could not show joy and anger, "An Wan, the person you should explain is never me." ”

An Wan sighed, "But I still betrayed you after all." ”

Xiao Jin's eyes were clouded with a layer of mist, "Why?" The owner was so nice to us! ”

An Wan walked up to Xiao Jin and smiled unexpectedly. He smiled softly, a smile that Xiao Jin had been familiar with for many years.

"Xiao Jin, I just want to live a peaceful life with you."

Xiao Jin's eyes crossed with a touch of disgust, which An Wan had never seen on Xiao Jin's face. At this moment, he finally realized that if he didn't do something, he was really about to lose her.

Xiao Jin turned her face away, as if it was unbearable pain to look at him more, she grabbed Jiang wanton's hand, and Jiang wanton could clearly feel her hand trembling.

"An Wan, do you remember what you said to me when you got married?"

An Wan was stunned, although she didn't know what she wanted to say, but she still answered her honestly, "No matter what decision you make in the future, I choose to believe you unconditionally." ”

Xiao Jin suddenly became angry, she turned around and walked quickly in front of An Wan, pulled the collar of his white shirt, and brought An Wan to her eyes with a slight force. An Wan was afraid of hurting her by mistake, so she hurriedly cooperated with her movements and bent down honestly.

This action attracted the attention of Zuo Qiu Nan, who was standing aside to watch the show. He narrowed his eyes, and then began to seriously look at the man who appeared in his house for the first time, and his eyes crossed with an inexplicable emotion.

Perhaps, he should help him once. If nothing else, for him to be able to give up his dignity for this girl.

Xiao Jin didn't know what was in the minds of the people present, she shouted at An Wan in an excited voice: "You remember, since you remember everything, why did you betray me!" ”

What she said was "I", not Jiang wanton, it can be seen that Jiang's weight in her heart is definitely no less than this man she loves deeply.

An Wan looked at her distressedly, regretting her impulsive decision while resenting herself for not taking good care of her. The girl he has spoiled for so many years has been hurt to such an extent by his own hands, is he really not worthy of standing by her side? However, when he thought that he should no longer stand by her side to protect her, his chest felt as if he was crushed by a huge stone.

Jiang wanton's eyes flashed, and he didn't say anything. She is not Zuo Qiu Nan, and she can't tell whether what a person says is sincere or to blind others. But she believes in Zuo Qiu Nan's ability and will not sit idly by.

Zuo Qiu Nan sighed, and finally said slowly: "Xiao Jin, in your heart, who is more important to wanton or Anwan?" ”

Xiao Jin replied almost without thinking: "Wanton! ”

An Wan's eyes crossed a touch of injury, Xiao Jin realized what he said that he shouldn't say, and looked at An Wan nervously, but saw that although he was sad in his heart, he still forced himself to pull out a stiff smile, ugly like a clown in the circus who will always laugh.

Xiao Jin suddenly understood at this moment, she understood where the contradiction between herself and An Wan finally appeared. But no matter what, she didn't feel like she had done anything wrong. If she hadn't been wanton, she would now be just a wanderer with nothing. When she and An Wan were helpless, it was wanton that gave them the courage to continue living.

Thinking of this, Xiao Jin's eyes became more determined, and he asked in a stiff tone, "Have you forgotten?" ”

"I didn't!" An Wan retorted loudly.

"Since there is none, wanton will always be important, she is our family, do you know?" Xiao Jin quickly took his words, and the emotions on his face became more and more excited.

An Wan hugged his head in pain and squatted on the ground, he said: "Xiaojin, I've had enough of the days of being scared!" ”

Xiao Jin smiled, wiping the tears from his face while laughing, "But I think it's worth it, don't you understand?" ”

"I know, but if you fail, have you ever thought about what you're going to face?"

Xiao Jin glanced at Jiang wanton, who was always expressionless, and smiled, "I know, I have thought about this ending for a long time." ”

"And you're still..."

"But I'm not afraid!" When Xiao Jin said this, the brightness in his smile was like a dazzling pearl, "An Wan, when I took us in wantonly, I secretly swore that my life in this life was hers." Whatever she asks me to do, I'm going to do it for her at all costs. ”

An Wan approached her, raised his hand and stroked her cheek, a touch of tenderness crossed his face, "Including giving up on me?" ”

Xiao Jin gritted her teeth and nodded, she didn't want to deceive An Wan, she just wanted to follow her own heart, "Yes, even if I want to abandon you, I am willing!" ”

An Wan closed her eyes in despair, and finally stopped talking. Zuo Qiu Nan looked at all this in front of him, and suddenly asked: "An Wan, if you choose between a comfortable life and Xiaojin, will you choose Xiaojin, right?" ”

An Wan raised her head and smiled reluctantly, "Of course, I just hope she can live." ”

Zuo Qiu Nan shook his head, "Then did you ask her what she really needs?" ”

An Wan was stunned, and Zuo Qiu Nan's words were repeated over and over again in his mind. Yes, he blindly imposed on her what he felt was good for her, but he never asked himself what she really needed.

Jiang Wanyi finally showed a light smile, she thought, she probably knew how to help her.