Chapter 389: His Suffering
Sanniang smiled angrily: "Your hardship? Su Qinyu, you probably underestimate me too much, what is your so-called hardship, I don't know? As early as the Hongyuan Poetry Club, I heard people talk about the fact that the king of northern Jin intended to marry Ye Shuxu to you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoIn order to stabilize the king of Jinbei, the Su family is ambiguous about Ye Shu's marriage, do you think I don't know any of this? ”
He was silent for a long time, then raised his head and looked at Sanniang: "Are you vinegar?" ”
Sanniang did not deny it: "Yes, no woman can endure such a thing, unless she asks for nothing more than your love, but for you to do something else." But that's only secondary, the last thing I can tolerate is for you to hide from me and coax me like a fool. Su Qinyu, you probably have never experienced the days when living around you is full of lies, a truth is really more precious to me than anything else, and the most important thing is that I regard you as a confidant. ”
She used to be in Wangchun Tower, and she lived such a day, and naturally there was no truth in her mouth. The sisters in the building have a good relationship on the surface, but behind the scenes they make each other bad, and none of the words that come out of their mouths are true.
Sanniang's eyes are bright, and her heart is even brighter, and it is because of her brightness that she can't take the lie as the truth. Over time, she felt that there was nothing real in this world, and it wasn't until she became friends with Lishu later that she could get rid of that withdrawn psychology.
Reliving a lifetime, she is no longer gullible to others, and has a doubtful heart about everything. Su Qinyu and her went from not knowing each other, to knowing each other, and then to falling in love. She already felt that he was the one she could trust, which was why his concealment and deception were all the more hateful.
He tried his best to hide the emotions in his heart, and reached out to pull Sanniang, wanting to dilute the contradiction with warmth.
But Sanniang dodged: "Don't touch me, since it is so important to you to win over the king of Jinbei, why do you need to call me out?" It's okay to keep it a secret from me? ”
"Yaosheng, can you stop saying these words to hurt me? It wasn't my intention to hide from you, but you believe me, I have never had any ill intentions towards that Ye Shu. You also know that the King of Qi is suspicious, and an informant came to report yesterday night, saying that he intended to let He Yuren take over from the King of Northern Jin and go out with the army. The method was indeed thought up by me temporarily, Ye Shu's girl was deliberately released by the King of Jinbei, and this play was indeed performed for the King of Qi. It's just to make King Qi think that the Su family has fallen out with the Northern Jin Palace, so that the King of Qi is so bold to hand over everything to the King of Northern Jin. ”
"What about me? You didn't say it to me from the beginning, and today I went to stay with your sister for a day without knowing it. Do you know what it's like for me to sit there? ”
"I know, I know, I thought it would be fast, but I really didn't expect it to take so long. But Yaosheng, do you know? Actually, I really know you, your thinking is different from that of an ordinary woman, and your self-esteem will definitely not tolerate me being affectionate towards others. Of course, I understand and am willing, but if I tell you everything, and tell you that I must rely on Ye Shu's path to tie up the king of Jinbei, will you continue to stay by my side? Yaosheng, I am fortunate to know you in my third life, so I... Really don't want to lose ......"
Sanniang laughed, Ye Yuesheng would not be unaware, if it wasn't for his instructions, or if he agreed, Su Qinyu didn't necessarily have to win over the king of Jinbei. This is where Sanniang feels sad, Ye Yuesheng is her brother, but in the face of the great cause and Sanniang, the younger sister who has long wanted to do it, she knows which is more important.
She can't say that Su Qinyu is really wrong, who is helpless in life? It's just that her trust in people is too precious, and once there is a rift, it will probably be difficult to repair.
Su Qinyu said that he didn't want to lose, so he chose to hide it, which was exactly the same as the words of the men who surrounded her in the past, and he had been classified as that category by Sanniang.
"Needless to say, after all, our fate is not enough. Ye Shu is a good girl, it doesn't hurt to do the fake show, the matter between us is smoothed out, you and I should do something that didn't happen......"
He stepped forward, grabbed Sanniang and asked, "How can it?" How can it be assumed that it didn't happen? How the hell are you going to understand......."
At this time, Shao Li, who was outside the door, shouted inside: "Childe, there is still a quarter of an hour, don't delay the hour." ”
Hearing that it was only a quarter of an hour, he couldn't help but panic, and grabbed Sanniang's hand: "Yaosheng, I haven't been loved since I was a child, so I cherish this friendship between us." Don't talk about it so well, right? When I come back, I will definitely marry you, I will definitely ......"
When Sanniang first entered Wangchun Tower, the first thing the bustard said to her was: Men in this world are always self-taught about men and women, as long as they want to get you, they will definitely say a lot of what you like to hear, most of these words are false, even if there is a truth, it is only a moment, and after that time, it will not be true.
Su Qinyu doesn't know when he will return, maybe he will gradually forget this love, and at that time, his promise will be just empty words.
"Go, it's important to get down to business......" Sanniang didn't answer him directly, just urged him to leave quickly.
"The Southern Barbarians have opened up the border, and the war is imminent, so we have to rush there overnight." He was also afraid that Sanniang would be angry about this, so he took it out and explained it again.
"Got it, let's go."
He knew in his heart that Sanniang was simply perfunctory, she didn't forgive him, and she was still angry with him.
Shao Li urged outside again: "Childe, it's time to go." ”
He had never been so reluctant, it turned out that he was worried about it, he slowly walked in front of Sanniang, afraid that she would resist, so he grabbed her and hugged her in his arms.
"Promise me, will you wait for me to come back? If you want to scold or punish me, it will depend on you, and everything will depend on you. ”
Su Qinyu is a capable man, he has his pride, his self-esteem. But now he begged her for forgiveness in such a low voice, and it was fake that she did not waver.
But she still doesn't want to forgive him, life still has such a long way to go, and they are not husband and wife yet. If they become husband and wife one day, she can't guarantee that such a thing will not happen again.
There are too many powerful people in the capital, and there are many noble women, and there are countless people who admire Su Qinyu. If she has to suffer and worry like this, then it is better to separate early.
The so-called good gathering and dispersion, Sanniang felt that since he was about to go on the expedition, she couldn't mess with his mind.
"Okay, I'll wait for you ......"
This is also the last mercy that Sanniang can give, I hope he doesn't take it to heart.
He let go of Sanniang and barely squeezed out a smile: "I'm leaving." ”
Sanniang just nodded, and didn't say much else.
Shaoli couldn't wait outside, so he knocked on the door again.
Su Qinyu had to let go of Sanniang and walk out through this door.
She never knew that Su Qinyu looked so good in battle armor, and the moment he held the sword, he was like a god, but unfortunately, this person was about to say goodbye to her.