The group ate until eight o'clock in the evening, and the brothers were a little dizzy. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Lin Yue came back from playing happily with her sisters, and directly pulled Xu Lie to rest. Mo Yuan also took Xu Wan to the courtyard to rest, Mrs. Wu was busy greeting guests, and the U.S. stock market picked up Xiao Xue'er, and when she rushed to Wang's mother, Xiao Xue'er was already asleep. Wang's mother and sister-in-law Lingzi didn't let Mrs. Wu take the child home, and Mrs. Wu didn't want to wake up the child and disturb her rest, so she left Xiao Xue'er behind.

"It's okay, you also rest, rest, the child is getting older, and you have to get used to being in contact with others more. Xiao Xue'er is such a well-behaved and good child, she doesn't cry or make trouble! Xu Ming said a little drunk.

Ever since she was with Xu Ming, she still didn't remember him getting drunk. It seems that this time it was really happy to talk. "Isn't it, what a good boy. Originally, I ate breast milk and didn't eat bottles, but since I went to my sister-in-law's house, I even ate the bottle. ”

While washing Xu Ming's face and feet, Mrs. Wu chatted with him with him. Xu Ming said happily: "Okay, the child has grown up, when Xiao Xue'er is older, let's have another baby." ”

"Okay, whatever you want, look at fate." Mrs. Wu said with a smile.

"It's good, it's good, my wife is so good." Xu Ming grabbed Mrs. Wu's hand to change his clothes, and reflexively held Mrs. Wu in his arms.

"What to talk about, so happy, so much to drink." Mrs. Wu leaned on Xu Ming's arms, caressing the tip of Xu Ming's nose, looking at his smiling eyes in a daze, she was sure that he had indeed drunk so much because he was happy.

"Well, I'm glad, our brothers, we've never had such a frank and open conversation as we have today." Xu Ming said happily, "Although there are many brothers, I never felt happy when I was a child, but today, I feel very happy, very happy." ”

"Well, you can see it, you're genuinely happy." Mrs. Wu said with a smile.

"Well, actually, since my grandmother died, I have always had a knot in my heart that I can't unravel. I always don't know why she ended her life, who has always taught me that life is more important than together, has traveled so many roads, suffered so much, and seen so many ups and downs in life. Xu Ming said with some sadness.

For so long, this is the first time that Xu Ming has opened his heart to talk to Mrs. Wu about Grandma Xu. Before, Mrs. Wu knew that he had been deliberately avoiding it, and she wanted to give him time to digest, so she never took the initiative to mention it.

"Actually, today, I understand that grandma is not what I always thought, I always thought that her family bloodline and family fate were above all else, and now I know that it turns out that she has long known that I am not Xu's father's biological son at all. Moreover, even if she knew that I was not of the Xu family's bloodline, she still considered my interests to the maximum. Moreover, the reason why she gave up her life was actually because she was already sick and had terminal cancer, and she had been quietly treated by Xu Wan. ”

"Because the treatment delayed the management of the company, I gave the two unfilial sons a chance, but Grandma Xu transferred the assets that belonged to me one step ahead of them. Moreover, she has always been true to her choice, her conscience. ”

"Xu Wan has known all this for a long time, but he promised his grandmother not to tell others, and he dragged everything out of peace today, mainly because he was afraid that I would have a knot in my grandmother's affairs." Xu Ming said this in one breath, as if he had unloaded the burden of his daughter. After being quiet for a long time, he lay on his stomach in Mrs. Wu's arms and whimpered.

Mrs. Wu gently patted Xu Ming's shoulder, pulled out her hand and hugged him tightly in her arms. Although they are together every day, because of various trivial matters, two people can rarely express their true feelings, cry happily, and laugh happily. At this time, Mother Wang was not there, and Xiao Xue'er was not there, Xu Ming finally released all the depression in his heart.

It's not that I'm too weak and sensitive, but that things are always unexpected. He used to think that he knew everything and had insight into everything, and once labeled Grandma Xu as a standard businessman. I used to feel that the distance between brothers should always be maintained, and I couldn't show any weakness except in front of the people I loved.

But today, when Xu Wan gave everything and handed over his own heart, he realized that he also had his own limitations in life. He arrogantly wrapped himself in the shackles of self-righteousness, or neglected his relatives around him.

"It's okay, it's all over, don't worry, I'm here, I'm here." Mrs. Wu comforted Xu Ming softly.

While Mrs. Wu and Xu Ming were growing up in tears, Lin Yue was in a heated debate with Xu Lie. The two of them had a heated discussion about Lin Yue's idea of quitting all jobs and traveling the world. Xu Lie believes that a stable life is the foundation and guarantee for happy travel. Although they had enough resources to travel and have fun, he didn't want to leave the most basic work and life.

"I came to travel this time, and I was more sure of my thoughts, you say, every time I come to the same place, I have a different harvest, and if I go to different places to see more and go around, I will definitely gain more. And I didn't like the places I went with you last time. I want to go to more places and make my life more colorful. Lin Yue said happily.

"No, I still hope to live in a habitual place with you, look at the scenery that we are used to, we are like Xu Ming's family, give birth to a baby, and live a peaceful and comfortable life." Xu Lie softly comforted.

"No, no, I'm still young, I haven't had enough fun, I don't want children, I don't want a stable life, I want excitement, I want thrilling, I want to be different." Lin Yue jumped up and looked at the stars outside the window and said.

"You're not young anymore, you're going to be forty soon, if you don't want children, you'll be an elderly woman in the future, and if you don't give birth, will we be able to speak in the future?" I want a baby, I want a child of ours. I held him every day and watched him, growing up with her, that is a complete family. Xu Lie's voice was low but persistent.

"What's the matter, I'm just thirty years old, why am I forty, I can't give birth yet?! If you can't give birth, you won't have children, who said that you have to have children to have a complete life and a complete family. Whoever said that you have to be in a habitual environment, you feel that is stable. I think it's safe to walk on the road. Lin Yue said a little angrily.

"No, you can't, you have a child first, at that time, you go on a trip, and we will take the child with us. At that time, we were with you, and you could go wherever you wanted. "The reason why Xu Lie is so opposed to Lin Yue and wants a child so much. Mainly because since he came into contact with Lin Yue, he felt that he couldn't catch her more and more.

She is cheerful, optimistic, likes to run all over the world, likes to be free, and does not like to be controlled. He doesn't like to stay the same, he doesn't like to be restrained, he is always afraid that one day, she will leave him alone. With her dreams of freedom and his full love she left. At that time, what should he do, how should he live?

"If you have children, can you still travel? Can you still have fun? Don't be funny, and ah, I definitely don't want children, if you want children, their bodies will be deformed, haven't I discussed this with you? Look at the sisters around me, how many of them can still be at ease when they have children? Lin Yue said excitedly.

"No, we have to have a child, we have to have a bond, the stability of the family comes from the child, we can't live without the child." Xu Lie said.

The stars outside the sky are like a pair of beautiful eyes, but in Lin Yue's eyes, this beauty is like a mess without a clue. What she wants is to live freely with the person she loves, but after she was with Xu Lie, Xu Lie became more and more timid and cringe. I don't even know how to get along with him.

"It's obviously about discussing world travel, why did you force me to give birth? My dear husband, is it stable to have children? Isn't it the same as a family with children? What kind of society is it now? Are you still talking to me about this? I just want to travel, you say no, you don't agree, go together or not? You look at it! ”

Xu Lie looked at the emotional Lin Yue, he didn't know what to say, how to communicate with her to express his love. He did everything for the two of them to have a better life and be better together, why did she keep going her own way, she just didn't understand his heart. When they first got along together, when they didn't get married, he felt that the two of them were quite compatible and happy, why is it that they are becoming more and more unable to communicate now?

"I, I don't want to, I want us to live together in peace, go shopping, have a meal, take the children to watch a movie, isn't this kind of life good. Of course, occasionally, we can go on a trip like this and go on a trip with our friends. Travel, how can it be the whole of life, I can't accept that kind of life. Xu Lie said.

"But I longed for that life. I've thought about trying. Lin Yue said with a firm look in her eyes.

Xu Lie looked at Lin Yue in front of her, she felt that although she was very close to herself, she felt that he was far, far away from herself, so far that she couldn't touch it, so far that she couldn't see his face clearly. Could it be that they were just able to be together, and they were about to lose each other so soon? He didn't want to lose her, he couldn't live without her, but he couldn't convince himself to keep up with her.

They had just been married, and they had always lived on the road, among friends, and he had little time to look at her quietly, and whisper to her, telling her his joys, sorrows, worries and expectations. Are they really not suitable? Xu Lie didn't dare to think about it, he couldn't think about it, he didn't know why he felt that his love was becoming more and more inexpressible after he really got her.

"Xu Lie, I think, I think, it's better to be like this, let's be apart for a while, we try to live a life of love for each other, and finally see if we can be together, harmonious and harmonious communication between the lives of two people. Okay? Lin Yue said.

Maybe they have known each other for many years, but they are anxious to comfort each other, but they don't know much about each other's hearts. He doesn't know the insecurities of her cheerfulness, and the reason why she wants to travel with him all the time is because she thinks he will fulfill all her dreams and requests.

She didn't understand how much his love was gaining and losing, how cautious, how hard it was. The love he never dared to express belonged to him at first glance, but in fact, he was not ready to digest this love and accept this love. He loved her passionately, but not thoroughly after knowing all about her. He simply loves his love, but he doesn't know how he should get along with this woman when this love turns into a dull day when the woman in front of him turns into a dull day.

They don't understand each other, and the arrow of love never hits each other's direction. Therefore, even after a short time together, they are getting harder and harder. They are also becoming more and more confused, not knowing where they should continue.

"But, no, but, I don't want to be separated from you for a while, not for a second." Xu Lie said. He didn't want to be separated from her, but he couldn't follow her steps, he wanted her to follow his steps, but that woman was not someone who could be persuaded to follow in the footsteps of others.

She is simple, passionate, independent, thoughtful and capable, and has the right and ability to choose the life she wants, how can she casually commit to the lives of others? It's not that her demands are arrogant and selfish, it's that their goals in life are not synchronized at all.

"If Lin Zheng is still here, if we get married, will Lin Zheng be with me?" Lin Yue looked at Xu Lie's sad face and thought a little dazedly. Probably, they will also have conflicts, quarrels, and occasionally get angry enough to separate temporarily.

"However, we had to separate, and we didn't go in the same direction." Lin Yue was so depressed that maybe she had already seen this fact, but she didn't want to face it.

He loves himself so deeply, but he has never let himself feel it, and he even gets married and divorced, and even having children is regarded as a weapon to escape his love for himself. She was a little moved, but she couldn't quite understand it. If you love someone, you have to work hard to express your love and work hard to be with each other, isn't it?

Even if the other party doesn't love him, he will reject himself, doesn't he give his sincerity without regrets? Lin Yue thought of the love she once had for Xu Ming, and the person she loved, she really felt that Xu Lie's performance made her wonder. Does he really love himself? Or is it the love you fantasize about?

"No, it's the same, we all want to be with each other, that's right, although there are some differences, but all of this, I think it can be reconciled. I can try your proposal and hope that you will consider my suggestion as well. Xu Lie said that he compromised, thinking of not being able to see her, thinking of those days when he could only hug her in his thoughts, he compromised.

"Maybe, maybe, but I need time, I want to think about it well, think about it well, maybe at the beginning, we were too anxious, I, I thought, maybe, we can try to live the life we want with each other first, and then see if we need to live together with each other." Lin Yue wanted to express her views firmly and clearly, but her words were always intermittent. She also cherishes the rare fate of the two very much in her heart. After all, they have been an indispensable part of each other's lives for more than ten years.

Also, marriage is not child's play, and she doesn't like to joke about marriage. Maybe you weren't cautious at the beginning, but if you don't work hard to solve the problem now, blindly avoid it, and give up lightly, it will be too undignified for marriage.

"No, no, let's solve it together, let's live the life you want first, and then live what I want, okay." Xu Lie stood up, ran over and hugged Lin Yue, holding her tightly in his arms. said excitedly, although he knew that his words were powerless, but no matter what, he couldn't leave her, he was with her with great difficulty, and he didn't want to wake up from the dream that he finally realized.