I'm watching you grow and I'm thinking, big brother, is this what you want?

Now think about it, what kind of eyes should I look at you, is it envy?

Until seven years ago, he disappeared completely, and he couldn't find it no matter how he checked, and he wouldn't have died so clean and without a trace, but he had changed his surname. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

So, Qing'er, if you see him again, bring him the letter in this box.

The dagger in the box is reserved for you, and when you are really down, you can also use it as a good price.

Never see each other again.

Yan Qing put down the letter, so it was, that's why the head of the family always likes to be embarrassed for her and show mercy to his subordinates, and when he finally knows that she is going to die, he has to save her. He is not as weird and ruthless as he seems on the surface, on the contrary, there is a soul in his heart that is softer than anyone else, but unfortunately, just because he was born in the Yan family, even if he is a soft soul, he must become tough, otherwise, how can he live?

Looking at the box again, sure enough, there was a dagger and a letter, Yan Qing picked up the dagger, it was really fancy enough, and it was a good thing to pull out the dagger.

Looking at the unsealed letter again, Yan Qing unfolded.

Senior brother, it turns out that it is such a difficult thing to be able to write these three words.

When I killed the previous head of the family and killed the Dharma Protector standing in the position of the head of the family, when the bloody storm of that day passed, I saw the disappointment in your eyes, and my heart hurt so much that I could only clench my fists, but I didn't dare to let anyone see it.

You are the elder brother of our generation, you have been smart and clever since you were a child, you have been favored by the master, you have always attracted attention, fellow disciples like to contact you, of course you are upright in your heart, you are born to be a good person, and I am born to be a wicked person.

I also want to learn martial arts like others, I want to be like other senior brothers and sisters, by your side, with your care, I also want to have the master's teachings, if I wasn't bullied by you every time, if it wasn't for you being so cold to me, would I be so cold-blooded?

Have you ever thought that if you had understood me again and made my heart less hateful, would I not have been able to become so evil? Won't I be able to wash my family with blood? I wouldn't have let you look at me so hatefully...... your eyes, I have palpitations when I think about it now.

Big brother, have you ever felt a little remorseful?

History never repeats itself, and these assumptions will never be answered.

Then I'll just talk about the past that I haven't talked about.

I have been in the Yan family since I was a child, and from the moment I was born, in my world, it is the Yan family. At that time, my mother and I lived together in Xinyuan.

Many years later, when I saw you return to the Yan family occasionally, including when you taught Yan Qing in Xinyuan, I was thinking, have you ever thought about it, have you ever known that that is where I once lived?

Speaking of my mother-in-law, you may have forgotten it, right? Do you remember the fifth aunt in the fire room? Remember? The one who cooks very fragrantly, that is my mother, my initial hatred, started from my mother being bullied by her fellow disciples. Since then, I have vowed that one day I will wash the family with blood.

I still don't know who my father is, where is it, if my father is here, my mother won't be bullied so much, I don't know if I see my mother in the underworld, will she tell me?

After sitting in the head of the house, when I think of my mother, I will occasionally go to the fire room late at night to taste the soup and rice of the seventh aunt, which is the closest taste to my mother, and the taste I miss the most, if someone wants to kill me at that time, I must be defenseless, no matter who it is, they can kill me.

Because I often go to the fire room, I know everything about Yan Linger, including her talent, she is like me when I was young, so even if I knew that she was dangerous, I never thought of getting rid of her, until one day she actually wanted to kill Yan Qing you liked, so how can it, how can it, if you are known, will you hate me more? I don't want to see that look again. So, just as you rejected me, I forsaken her.

So don't blame me, although we are in the Yan family, but our growth environment is really different, I can't be like you, so upright and calm.

On the day I proclaimed myself the head of the family, standing on the high stone steps, looking down on the trembling Yan family who had bullied me, my heart was finally happy, except for you, except for you. You didn't fight me, did you know that you didn't have the confidence to kill me or didn't bear to kill me? I'd rather believe the latter.

I know your wishes, so when I stood on the top of the Yan family and overlooked the entire rivers and lakes, I realized how naïve the original idea was.

I don't want you to look at me with hatred anymore, in order to protect the Yan family, I leaned towards King Qi, but I don't know that I am no longer under my control.

Fortunately, thanks to Yan Qing, this state is what you expect, it turns out that you have always seen people very accurately, and the people you expect are doing well, and no matter how hard I try, it is nothing more than that......

Think about that year, I met you on the edge of the cliff, when all thoughts were lost, and it was you who told me that you can only be stronger to be a man.

It was spring that year, the catkins were fluttering, you and I were standing under the tree, your warm eyes were the best memories of my life, and nothing else.

Do you say that the Yan family created the cold-blooded me, or did I create the cold-blooded Yan family?

I hope there will be no more such tragedy.

Yan Qing folded the letter and took it back into his arms, closed his eyes and was silent for a long time, this is also a tragedy. I didn't come back to my senses until I heard a gentle knock on the door.

Yan Qing pushed open the door and once again ushered in the dazzling sunshine, this time she chose to face it bravely.

ordered Yan Hui's house to be cleared, and just like that, Yan Hui died, and the terrifying head of the Yan family disappeared, and no matter how brilliant the figure was, it was just a corpse, nothing could be taken away, nothing could be left.

There is only one sentence left in the history of the Yan family, "Yan Hui, the thirty-sixth head of the Yan family, died in a gamble of life and death." ”

The Yan family is biased.

Yan Qing sat in the first place, listening to Yan Xiu's recent situation, and Yan He was also sitting next to him.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and the three of them were stunned when they saw everyone coming, and Yan Qing's face was a little pale.

Uncle Zhong's eyes were sharp, he glanced at Yan Xiu, and said slowly, "I said, if you kill Ling'er, I want you to pay for it with blood." ”

Yan Xiu's eyes did not squint, and he did not look at Zhongbo.

Yan Qing took two steps and stood between Yan Xiu and the old man, "Uncle Zhong, if you want his life, I won't allow it." ”

Zhongbo frowned, "I advise you to get out of the way." “

"Uncle Zhong, Yan Xiu is the person Yan Ling'er wants to protect with his life, so I won't let Ling'er cry again."

Yan Xiu's eyes moved.

Yan Qing continued, "What's more, it was Yan Hui who instigated him to kill Ling'er, who was already dead, what do you want him to do, if he doesn't kill Ling'er, if Ling'er falls into Yan Hui's hands, don't you think...... Is that the saddest thing to do? ”

Zhongbo took a step back, slowly lowered his head, and slowly turned around and walked away.

Yan Xiu glanced at Yan Qing, "What qualifications do you have to take care of this matter?" ”

Yan said hatefully, "Are you going to get this love?" ”

Yan Xiu snorted coldly, turned around and left.

"Yan Xiu." Yan Qing looked at the lonely back and asked softly, "The reason why you don't want me to take care of it is because you feel indebted to Yan Ling'er and want to die?" ”

The man's back stiffened, didn't speak, and left.

Yan Qing was stunned for a while, under Yan Xiu's unfazed face, it was also desolate, right?