Chapter 168: Complaining
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Princess Ji Ying walked to the flowerbed with purple flowers, and from a distance, she was in a garden dotted with green pines and cypresses, vines and green leaves, as if she wanted to merge with the green leaves beside her.
For a long time, she hadn't seen the surrounding scenery and the bright flowers of this garden.
She quietly gazed at the colorful flowers blooming in this green leaf, this dazzling color, so dazzling and brilliant, just so strange, so familiar.
She came here so often that she couldn't remember what they were supposed to be.
In this garden that combines the breath of spring, she even saw Bu'er, dressed in red, so bewitching that she could take away people's breath, looking at her and laughing, slowly walking towards her, slowly approaching the shadow with an active and excited heart.
Gently stretched out her hand to touch it, all of them were in vain, and she didn't touch anything, her heart trembled, and she sighed, maybe she hadn't seen the only person she cared about for too long.
The fingers gently caressed the cool strange stones, the top of the head was slightly moved, and the face had a kind of vicissitudes of beauty.
Ji Ying inhaled the air lightly and slowly, looked up melancholy, stared at the blue sky, and couldn't help but release two lines of tears on her cheeks.
The sound of hurried footsteps broke the silence, Ji Ying swept away the crystalline corners of her eyes, slowly turned her head, listening to the heavy footsteps, her heart was like a mirror, but it was also unexpectedly quiet, although there was an indescribable depression.
Ji Ying said silently in her heart: Baili Yao, I still can't wait for you after all.
As if responding to her words, Qingyue, who came back from the Prince's Mansion, seemed to be very reluctant, and said to Ji Ying, who was waiting for her to reply:
"Princess, there are only housekeepers left in the Prince's Mansion, and there are people who can contact the Prince, and Bai Zhuo also left with Old Man Ling Tian half a month ago."
Ji Ying smiled helplessly, and sure enough, they were all gone, so it seemed that Bu'er should come back soon.
Ji Ying pinched off those bad memories, picked up PAI Zi and wiped his fingers that had been wet with water, his eyes fell on the distance again, and said gently:
"Qingyue, it's been a few months since two years, did they say where they went? Is it to pick up Bu'er back? ”
Qingyue looked at the princess with red eyes, and suddenly felt sad, her good princess, because of her temporary willfulness to leave the palace, suffered for a lifetime.
Qingyue smiled slightly, it was a wry smile, the princess didn't ask, she must have already known that it was too late now, and the princess didn't want to get along with herself, so she was ready to put it down.
Qingyue tilted her head slightly, not daring to look at the face that made her feel distressed, the princess didn't like to see other people's eyes like this, most of them felt that others were sympathizing with her, and she didn't need those sympathies.
Qingyue gathered her thoughts, sighed lowly, tried the corners of her eyes, and said with relief:
"Princess, I heard that the prince is in Beichen now, if the princess needs the prince to come back now, it can be passed on to the prince at any time, and the prince will definitely come back in less than a week."
Maybe it won't take a week for the prince to return, after all, for the prince, the princess is the most important person.
If the princess said that she didn't want to get married, let the prince go to the emperor, and the emperor loved the prince so much, Shizhun would agree.
Ji Ying sighed and said with a wry smile: "Qingyue, you are right, this palace should let go, you should also let yourself go, listen to your father's wishes, and soon you will retire, at that time, the prince is a person, no one helps him, what should he do, his father loves him again, he can let him sit on the throne of the prince, but it may not make him have more power in the court, this palace, as a mother, I hope he can be good and better." After a pause, he said bitterly:
"For so many years, Bu'er has suffered outside for so many years, he understands things, he never talks to Bengong about being tired, never says that he suffers outside, Bengong has never even heard Bu'er say to me, what does he want, the Bu'er I have seen, everything is decent, he speaks decently, and does things decently, although he will also be coquettish, but is that considered coquettish? That's just the surface, the bitterness in the child's heart, never tell the palace, I pretended not to know, since the age of five, after the palace took Bu'er away, the palace never saw Bu'er cry again, the palace never held up a piece of the sky for him, it was the children of the palace who took care of the palace, this time I ordered the general, very good, at least with this name, I can do a lot of things, my father has done it so right, a horse is still a general, what face do you let me have to say no! What else can Hongu do? ”
Qingyue looked at the princess who was crying on the side, everything was fate, she couldn't escape, and the master was also dead-eyed, she often said this, but letting her really do that was more uncomfortable than letting her die.
Two years ago, she said the same, but in the end it was still a person, and this time it sounded much better than last time, but what would happen in the end, Qingyue can't guarantee it.
The princess clearly knew the prince's suffering, why could she only do it, but she never knew how far she had come.
persuaded the princess to write to the prince and let the prince come back, Qingyue hoped that the princess would not write to the prince and follow the path given by the emperor.
Although the general is a rough man, he is also a person who can hurt people, what love, what love, it's been so long, can't you let it go?
The princess didn't know who kept vigil for her when she was sick, and she didn't know what happened to the prince every time, because the prince wouldn't let people tell the princess.
Two years ago, the crown prince brushed shoulders with death several times, and the princess didn't know it.
But Qingyue knows, Qingyue will go to the Prince's Mansion from time to time, and she will see the Prince from time to time.
The departure of the prince two years ago, I heard Bai Zhuo say that it was very dangerous, but the words that the prince asked people to pass on were that he had gone to cultivation and retreated.
There is nothing wrong with the prince going to retreat, but this level is to take his life.
This is only in Fengdu, the prince has been away for so many years, how much he should have suffered!
The princess only knew that the prince had a master named Old Man Ling Tian, and she must not know that no matter how powerful the master was, it was also the master, not herself.
She has always felt that the princess is bitter, but now she feels that the princess is selfish, very selfish for her own love.
It's just that although Qingyue thinks like this, she is just a servant girl after all, and the princess often thinks that she is bitter, and Qingyue often thinks this way before, but recently this kind of thinking has faded a lot.
The princess was often immersed in her own thoughts, and she was in this compound all day long, and she would be sad and sad, and one day, complaining, she didn't think about the prince outside, she didn't know what her children had experienced.
The prince is so young and away from home, if conditions allow, will the prince leave the princess's side? The princess just thought about the prince, but she didn't think about how the prince who was far away had spent so many springs, summers, autumns and winters.
No matter how dissatisfied Qingyue is full, she is just a subordinate, and she can only comfort the princess:
"Princess, Qingyue knows your hardships over the years, and the prince also knows, it's just that the emperor has destroyed you again and again to get married, and it is also for the good of the princess, and I also want the princess to not be lonely in the future and have a companion."