Since I was a child, my mother loved to take me to buy new clothes, because whatever clothes I wear, they all shine. It's pleasing to the eye, and as I grew up, my mother rarely bought me new clothes.

I always have to pick up my two sisters' old clothes to wear, and the old clothes are washed and cleaned by my mother. The eldest sister's clothes are fat, and the second sister's clothes are short. The trousers look like cropped pants.

Every time my classmates see it, they are very curious, and people always come to me and ask me where I bought it, so avant-garde and beautiful. I smiled and replied, "Fashion, cropped pants." Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info (who knew that I casually said that it was a style that would be popular in ten years,) Girls grow up to love beauty, go to high school, the first day of school she thought fiercely, must buy herself a new dress.

I don't want to pick up my sister's clothes to wear anymore, I pestered my mother to buy new clothes, my mother said very firmly that she wouldn't buy it, and when you grow up, you can buy it yourself, you see that it costs money for you to go to school, and your brother wants to get married and build a house.

Why do the eldest sisters and second sisters have new clothes to wear, think about it, the eldest sister and the second sister are making money, the eldest sister sets up stalls all year round, sells cigarettes, sells candy, and it is also very hard, and the eldest sister and the second sister are also of marriageable age, so they should have dressed up. I figured it out, but I was still in a bad mood, and I went back to my room (actually the room of the three sisters) just returned to my room, only to hear my mother sigh: "You are a good water spirit, and the school is so far away from home, I don't dare to dress up beautifully, and you can really understand your mother's hard work when you become a mother!"

Since elementary school, girls love to play with me because they are gregarious and have no temper. Boys also love to come to me to play, there are always naughty boys who want to rob my things, and there will be boys who push and shove with the snatching things in order to give her me back, and when the trouble is over, they will surround me and chat with me if they have nothing to say. Play sandbag throwing with girls and play egg beads with boys. I can always play with them.

When I got to junior high school, I felt a lot of inconveniences, especially after my period, and I began to deliberately alienate boys.

There are still a lot of boys coming over, provoking my attention, borrowing things and not paying them back, it's not so important, I don't want the other party to return it, robbing things, I don't respond, I feel bored and I feel bored, and I still return it to me at the end, and the boys agree that I am an ice beauty. So, in junior high school, I had a nickname: Ice Beauty.

During this period, there is still a boy who usually doesn't like to talk, from the beginning of the semester, when he began to study at night, every day after the evening self-study, he would walk behind me, not far away, and when I walked to the mouth of the alley, he turned his head and went home. His name is Jianjun, we are a village, I only know that his house is in the east of the village, and my family lives in the west of the standard, once I stopped him at the mouth of the alley and asked him what he was doing. Jianjun's face flushed, and he said for a long time: "By the way, I'm afraid that you are not safe as a girl, I have no malicious intentions" After speaking, he walked away with a very blunt step. At school, they sat far away, I sat in the first three rows of the "good students", Jianjun was tall and honest, and was placed in the last row. The house is two or three kilometers away from the school, and it takes 20 minutes to walk, and the neighbor Yanzi is in the same class as her, and sometimes they will go home together. But Yanzi is a guy who doesn't like to study, and she left school early for three days and two days, and when I got home, she was already pinching home.

In the first semester of the third year of junior high school, Jianjun did not come to class, I heard that he was suspended, as if the family needed labor, persuaded him to drop out of school, he was happy to agree because of his bad grades, Jianjun is also a filial child, long country face, big eyes, a good figure, is a kind and laughing handsome guy.

It doesn't matter if he's taking a leave of absence, he's still concerned about my safety.

Because he feels that the county is becoming more and more chaotic now, when he sends me home at night, from time to time he will meet a drunkard who has drunk too much, staring at me, saying something indiscriminate, he will pinch his throat and learn: "Lai Guier, I drank too much horse urine, and I don't go home ....." This trick can always scare the drunkard into a clever child, if the drunkard doesn't listen, he will hide, pick up a small stone and greet the drunkard, and then he told me: Wen is not good, let's come to Wu. He can always help me out. Later, there was a half-sized wolf dog next to Jianjun, the dog was very humane, Jianjun only had to say a word, on, he could rush forward and bite the trouser leg of the person who was suffocating, but he didn't bite down, as long as the person begged for mercy, Jianjun whistled, the dog withdrew its mouth, stood next to Jianjun and barked loudly, and the bark was very deterrent! The dog Jianjun called it a biscuit, it sounds like a child's name, it also regards me as the master, sometimes, I will tease it, the biscuit comes, he will shake his head and tail like a happy run to him, back and forth rubbing my trouser legs!

It was a late self-study near the winter vacation, after the class bell rang, it was already eight forty in the evening, in winter, people often go to bed early, I walked out of the classroom, went to the door of the swallow's classroom and waited for the swallow to come out, the flow of people in twos and threes, did not see the swallow, came out of the swallow's table Shujuan, saw me waiting outside, pulled the corner of my clothes, and whispered: The swallow went to the Internet again, tonight the head teacher took the roll call, she ran away, I said: "No wonder I didn't see the swallow's figure, no wonder, I heard that there will be the Internet, nine out of ten will be fascinated." ．” At the end of the nineties, there was still an Internet café in the county, but there was no sign on it. Swallow's father is in business, and Swallow always has change to spend. So spending money will be lavish. Shujuan lives next to the farmer's family's home. After a few minutes of walking, they parted with me.

I thought to myself why there were so few lights in the store today, I am afraid it was too cold, and everyone hid and went to bed early.

Looking up at the sky, that is, there are no stars and no moon, it may be because of the cloudy sky, but I feel that this darkness is boundless. Besides, I usually can see Jianjun when I go out, but I didn't see anyone else when I walked halfway today. I thought to myself: "Maybe he has something at home, besides, there are two older brothers in the family, one is only concerned about playing, and the other is busy getting married, (who wants the elder brother to take it away as soon as possible, in his memory, the eldest brother is sullen, the second brother is only two years older than him, in addition to bullying him, he just cares about playing everywhere, and twenty-four hours a day in the second brother's place is not enough for him to play, let alone have time to care about her).

The cement road on the street is difficult to walk because of the big cars and small cars, and some places have been soaked by rainwater. There are always a few houses with lights on the street, and the road under my feet is familiar, and I know where there are pitfalls, and I don't think the road is particularly difficult to walk.

As soon as I walked to the secluded road on the back street, I heard footsteps behind me, I heard the footsteps not like Jianjun, walked a few steps, and then walked a few steps behind, I took out the flashlight in my bag and shone behind me, only to see a tall and thin man, his face was not clear, he saw wearing a pair of torn jeans, and he was pedaling a pair of seven-point new leather shoes, he felt like a young man with bad intentions in society, my heart began to beat the drum, if the person had bad intentions, what to do, my brain could only work after a while, so I shouted to the front, "Swallow, Wait for me, why are you walking so fast? "Prick up your ears and listen to what's going on behind you. The footsteps behind him stopped, but no distant sound was heard. I didn't hear an answer for a long time, and then the footsteps caught up again, and I trotted away. Don't dare to run, for fear that the ill-intentioned person will add more courage. As the footsteps were getting closer and closer, there was a flashlight in front of me, the sound of gasping in a hurry, and the barking of a dog, I heard a biscuit, and hurriedly called for a biscuit, and the dog rushed over, and braked sharply in front of my feet, and the footsteps behind him stopped, but still did not go away. I shouted urgently: Is it Jianjun? Jianjun also gasped and replied: "Yes, I'm a little late today," Hearing the echo, the footsteps behind him turned back, and gradually moved away. I thought to myself, I told Jianjun about the footsteps just now, Jianjun really shouted to chase him, I grabbed him and said: It's okay! The army is still angry. Then he said, "In the future, if there is anything else, I will wait until I send you home first."

A warm current welled up in my heart......