He pushed her hand away and was trapped in his own world, she couldn't get in, he couldn't get out. www.biquge.info He was willing to fall back to loneliness and didn't want her to enter this cold world. Even the world she was in was so cold. Lonely people may be warm together, but he is an exception.

"Again......" I frowned, looking at him curled up between the wall and the floor, a puzzled expression. Ahhh......h You can just take the little golden man, okay?

"I ...... It doesn't seem to ......" My hesitant tone made him hang his head again, and seeing him like this, I pretended to be a little confused and stopped talking, tilting my head to look at him who had fallen silent.

"yes, you don't remember anymore." He muttered under his breath, "You've forgotten...... But you've found me again......" As if I couldn't understand his words, my face became more and more confused.

"That ......" I tried to speak, trying to get back to the point. But he spoke again, interrupting me. "What do you see?" His blood-stained face reflected a horrible look in my eyes, and I was startled and took a small step back. It was such a natural reaction. This reaction made him smile unnaturally, and then reached out to block his bleeding face.

"Doesn't it matter?" Seeing his movements, I hurriedly retracted my backward steps, took out toilet paper from my purse in a panic, and delivered it to him. He put the paper back in my hand and smiled a little happily at me.

"Li Ai, you found me again." His voice was full of joy. After that episode, he seemed to have forgotten the original question, which made me breathe a sigh of relief. Because of the phone's screen, it was impossible for me to decipher and repeat what he had said. If he asked, I'd be sure. Fortunately, my acting skills are excellent......

"I ...... Found you? I hesitated to repeat his words, standing still with a tissue in my hand. He reached out and braced himself to the ground beneath him, leaning against the support of the wall.

"You're bleeding ......" made the wound on his face crack, and more blood flowed out, dripping down his cheek onto his uniform. Seeing such a scene, I immediately gave up asking and hurriedly reminded me. Oh, likes and dislikes...... How could I have such a tender time? I secretly rubbed the goosebumps on the back of my hand and continued to play the gentle Li Ai.

Luckily, this guy doesn't know me...... Wait, why do I feel a little regretful? After I put this doubt out in my heart, I met his somewhat bright eyes.

yes, this guy needs it...... It's such gentleness. This gentleness that doesn't belong to me.

My reminder helped a little, at least to remind him of the injury on his face. He smiled apologetically at me, then dropped his palm against his cheek and stood against the wall to my diagonal side. I shifted my gaze in confusion and followed in his footsteps. Then I saw him close his eyes. I looked at him for some reason, and then exclaimed, "Wings...... Wing!!! ”

Yes. Wing. A pair of wings, one black and one white, stretched out behind his back, and then with a slight flap, several light feathers that fell were scattered on the ground full of holes, erasing all traces in an instant. Under the reflection of this pair of wings, his body was also split into two parts. Half of it is black that carries sin and iniquity, and half is white that yearns for light and dreams. In black and white, with his eyes closed, he presents two different appearances. The black side is lonely and painful, while the white side is beautiful and serene.

At this moment, I was glad that I had a miniature camera.

The wound on his face healed in an instant. Then he folded his wings and landed back in front of me. In a gentle tone that also did not belong to him, he said, "That's it, it's fine." ”

What more can I say?

"You came to me for that wish, right?" He stood in front of me and smiled gently. His words made me a little flustered. Isn't it up to me to bring up this topic? But...... That's fine.

"You...... You know? Hearing my question, he smiled a little strangely, "Do you want to see them?" ”

He didn't say who they were, but it was enough for me to understand what he meant. I looked at him expectantly, hoping that he would tell me what I wanted to know. If he summons my parents' spirits again and gives me an answer again, then it will be over. However, everything could not go in the direction I hoped for and the best for me.

He shook his head and gave the answer in my disappointed gaze, "I'm sorry, I've already summoned them. Now they are no longer enough to support my recall. His gaze grew more and more strange. It made me instinctively feel that something was wrong. This guy ...... Something seems wrong.

"But, I know the answer, if you promise to be my ...... girl," he approached me step by step, with a strong seduction in his eyes. This guy ...... It's getting more and more dangerous. I retreated uncomfortably, only to find that there was an irreversible wall behind me. Then, the guy stopped. He moved his lips a little strangely, then took an uncomfortable step back, a suspicious flush rising across his face.

Looking at the flush on his face, I realized that something was wrong, that ...... What did he just say? The momentum of his approach was too strong...... I didn't notice.

"Well, sorry, I said something strange." He pressed his right eye and apologized a little tiredly. I put my thoughts aside for a moment and looked at his cheek. For a moment, a little golden light leaked from between his fingers.

I subconsciously shook my head, and when I was about to say something, he pressed my forehead. Huh? What's going on?

"I'm sorry, I can't hold that thing back," the last thing I heard before losing consciousness.

I opened my eyes, and what appeared in front of me was Zhang Zhou, who was holding my forehead. In this way, I ...... Was the memory erased the second time? So, my performance should be...... I wanted to take a step back, but there was a wall behind me that couldn't be retreated. I paused, then waved his palm open on my forehead.

At that moment, I saw something shatter in his eyes. Then, he lowered the palm of his hand that was pressed against his right eye, took a step back, and stood a little further away from me. "You...... Remember? He asked, but shook his head before I could answer, "How can you possibly remember?" ”

"I'm sorry," he stood in front of me, laughing miserably and muttering an apology, before stepping back. That lonely, lonely smile was exactly what I saw at the time. I stood quietly in the alley for a while, then got up and walked home.

……

I sunk myself into the couch and connected the memory card of the tiny camera to my computer and began to fill in the erased memory.

Ah, my acting skills are really good. I admired myself. That's how it should be. However, listening to the voice that was completely incompatible with me, and looking at the guy's touched expression, I knew that all this was just my performance, and for the first time, I hated myself.

Zhang Zhou sat weakly on the chair, staring blankly at the old ceiling with a pair of empty eyes. After a long time, he punched himself hard in the right eye.

"I ...... Sure enough, I can only be alone. "He was found again. However, the truth shattered his delusions. There was no possibility for him to escape from loneliness. At least, he couldn't possibly be with the man who found him. He is the exception. What he needs is the same kind after all.

He resigned himself to loneliness.

He chose to fall back into loneliness.