Cheng Yu often wonders if the encounter between Jiang and Dasu is God's punishment for Qiu Yi, so why sacrifice Dasu?

If Cheng Yu was asked to choose between You Jiang and Dasu, he would definitely choose Dasu without hesitation. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

In the relationship between You Jiang and Da Su, Cheng Yu didn't think that You Jiang was pitiful, he felt that Da Su was a victim from beginning to end.

Before meeting Yukang, Tasu was free and happy. Although he does not have a complete family and does not have the love of his parents, Dasu's grandparents love him very much. Dasu grew up under the nourishment of love, he was so gentle and sunny, and he appeared in front of Cheng Yu as a perfect angel. And the appearance of Jiang broke Dasu's wings.

The three of them met at the school's basketball club.

Dasu is 178 tall, thin, and very handsome, not at all like a member of the basketball club. At that time, Jiang was reckless and troublesome, and he didn't believe that Dasu would be a senior one year higher than them, and he was also the vice president of the basketball club. So when they met for the first time, Jiang made an appointment with Da Su to "fight".

It turns out that Tasu does have the ability to act as the vice president of the basketball club. After the victory, Dasu did not look proud, but shook hands with You Jiang and welcomed them to join the basketball club.

Under the sun, Da Su's warm, pure smile bloomed in the hearts of You Jiang and Cheng Yu.

In the campus life since then, the three have been inseparable. Cheng Yu and You Jiang are roommates, and Da Su is a senior, but they are often called younger brothers by Jiang under his arm. Dasu was not annoyed by this, and his face always bloomed with that warm, pure smile, as if there were no troubles in this world that could disturb him.

Dasu's world is as pure as his smile.

Da Su is clearly two years older than Cheng Yu and You Jiang, but when the three of them walk together, Da Su seems to be the youngest. Neither his mind nor his physical appearance correspond to his actual age.

Cheng Yu likes this sunny, warm, angelic boy and is moved, but his love is clean and free of any impurities. If his further actions were likely to cause harm to Dasu, he would never allow himself to do so. Cheng Yu's way of loving Da Su is to guard. And Yujiang is indeed the other, and his liking contains an element of selfishness, and this selfishness destroys Dasu.

Before meeting Dasu, Jiang always thought that he liked girls, but after meeting Dasu, everything changed. He likes to mess with Dasu, likes to be close to Dasu, and if he can't see Dasu during the holidays, he will panic and miss. And this emotion swells over time, until one day it explodes.

Yujiang is impulsive and reckless, he just wants to have Dasu, so that he is completely and completely his own.

Cheng Yu saw the strangeness of Yu Jiang's feelings for Da Su, he thought that Yu Jiang would be measured, he thought that Yu Jiang knew what to do and what not to do, but he was wrong. You Jiang is not as calm and mature as Cheng Yu. When Cheng Yu wanted to stop You Jiang, it was too late.

Dasu was frightened by Jiang's sudden confession, and Dasu disappeared after that day. Jiang went crazy to find Dasu, but to no avail. Cheng Yu looked at You Jiang in pain but couldn't give any comfort, he even hated You Jiang. Yujiang's impulse hurts the person he wants to protect.

Two months later, Dasu reappeared on campus, but the smile on his face was gone, and his pure face was full of melancholy and struggle. Dasu did not give Yujiang any response, nor did he refuse Yujiang. The three of them still ate together and spent the weekend together as before, but Dasu never smiled anymore, and often remained silent without saying a word.

The days went by like that, and Cheng Yu couldn't pull in or unblock the gap between You Jiang and Da Su, because he felt that Da Su had feelings for You Jiang. This made Cheng Yu have no way to get in. If Dasu really has feelings for Yujiang, Cheng Yu is willing to fulfill them, as long as Dasu is happy, he is willing to sacrifice.

Yujiang regretted his impulsiveness, but he was even more unwilling, and he also felt that Dasu was not without feelings for him. Jiang can't maintain such a salty relationship all the time, he longs for Dasu's response, even if he gives him a little signal, he can be satisfied, but Dasu doesn't say anything.

Things deteriorated after Yu-Jiang's second reckless impulse. What Cheng Yu and You Jiang didn't know was that Dasu, who had lost his smile without saying a word at that time, had already suffered from depression.

Dasu didn't even know that there was homosexuality in his worldview, and he was frightened by Kang's sudden confession. He didn't know what his good brother was doing or why he was doing that.

The frightened Dasu returned home to regulate his emotions, but unexpectedly found Han Susu's diary that year.

The contents of Han Susu's diary had a great impact on Dasu, and he almost collapsed. He couldn't accept the fact that he had lived in the midst of the lies made up by his loved ones for so many years, and even more so that his mother was gay.

Hiding from his family, Da Su followed the clues in the diary to find the woman named Qiu Yi, and what shocked him even more was that Qiu Yi turned out to be Jiang's mother. Wave after wave of blows continued to hit Dasu, whipping him to the ground.

Dasu fell seriously ill, and when he recovered, he locked himself in his room and refused to talk to anyone.

In the days when he closed himself, Dasu thought a lot, he thought about his former self and his future life...... The most thought is by ginger. Every time he thought of Yue, he couldn't help but punish himself, sometimes he pulled his hair hard, sometimes he held his breath in the bathtub to his limit, sometimes he didn't eat or drink for days...... He punished himself in every way he could think of.

It wasn't until later that he couldn't hold it anymore and went back to school. He originally planned to see You Jiang for the last time, and he would leave separately with Cheng Yudao, and then go to a far away place, and no one could find him. But after seeing Yujiang, he couldn't bear it. He postponed the plan day by day until Jiang pressed him again.

Dasu can't face his feelings, and he can't forgive Yujiang's mother. Under the dual pressure of affection and hatred, the symptoms of Dasu's depression became more severe. Tatsu chose to escape, and the best escape he could think of was death.

He had already planned everything for himself, and before leaving, he went to Cheng Yu to say his final goodbye to him. It was this farewell that made Cheng Yu discover the abnormality and stop everything in time.

Later, Dasu was sent abroad by his grandparents, and Cheng Yu lost contact with him for a long time. Until two years ago, Cheng Yu received a strange phone call. As soon as the other party spoke, Cheng Yu heard that it was Dasu's voice. Cheng Yu cautiously inquired about Dasu's recent situation, and learned that Dasu was all right, and Cheng Yu's heart that had been hanging for five years finally landed.

Cheng Yu didn't expect Dasu to return to China, he thought that Dasu would live abroad. Now that he is coming back, Cheng Yu doesn't know what kind of mentality to greet him.

After so many years, is Dasu still the same as before? What will happen between him and Yue? Did he come back for Yue? One question after another kept popping up, which made Cheng Yu's heart very confused.