Chapter 11: I Won't

After Grandma Zhao's funeral, it was already evening, Zhao Feng and Qiuyue went home to make some food, and Zhao Feng went back to the house after eating. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Qiuyue knows that he must be uncomfortable in his heart, and all he can do now is try not to bother him.

Although he is still very strange to him now, where is their relationship between husband and wife, they are ordinary friends, and Qiu Yue feels that she will take care of each other's feelings at this time.

After washing the pots and dishes, I boiled another pot of hot water and prepared to wash. It's not very cold now, but it's still a little cold. When I walked into the house, I saw Zhao Feng lying on the bed with his clothes on, probably asleep. He hurried back from the troops, and he must have been very tired after not sleeping all night last night.

He went out lightly, got water, and brought it into the house and put it on the ground, took a towel to wipe his hands, and after wiping his hands, he was ready to wipe his face. At this time, Zhao Feng opened his eyes, he sat up and said, "I'll come by myself, you're tired today." ”

Qiu Yue gave him the towel, turned around and went out, went to the kitchen to get water and went to the house where she used to live, Qiu Yue thought that the room she lived in was a little small, and saw that the room next to her was connected by two rooms, so she cleaned up the two rooms and moved in.

She also said this when she wrote to Zhao Feng. She also wants to wash and sleep quickly, she is really tired today. She usually scrubbed in the room where she lived, but today Zhao Feng is here, of course she can't wash anywhere.

When Zhao Feng came out to pour water, he saw Qiu Yue carrying a basin of water to the next room, which was a little strange, but he didn't say anything. After Qiu Yue finished washing, he returned to the house and saw that Zhao Feng was already lying on the bed, and his clothes were thrown on the stool next to the kang at will.

Qiu Yue picked up his clothes from the stool, and hung the jacket on the hanger, which Qiu Yue asked Wang Youshun to make for her. She picked up her pants again, pulled out the belt, folded it neatly and placed it on the stool, and then placed the belt on the taped pants. After doing this, he found that the things on the table were placed in different positions, and it was estimated that Zhao Feng moved, so she walked to the front of the table again and put the things on the table in her order. She did these things, and although her movements were light, she made a sound.

In fact, Zhao Feng has not fallen asleep, he knows what Qiu Yue has done, he is very strange, this house is not messy at all, there is nothing to clean up. Also, are the clothes folded so neatly? Although he thought so, he didn't say it, he just said, "Sleep"

Qiu Yue was stunned for a moment when she heard him say this, and then said, "Well, right away"

Quickly cleaned up the table and walked to the kang, she was in trouble. First, she wants to sleep with Zhao Feng in a bed, which is a little embarrassing, and second, she is used to sleeping on the right side, but the place left by Zhao Feng for her is on the left. After thinking about it, she still said, "I want to sleep on the right side."

She really doesn't have to look for trouble, she has obsessive-compulsive disorder, if she doesn't follow her habits, then don't sleep tonight.

Zhao Feng heard her say this, frowned, did not move, but said: "Sleep"

"I want to sleep on the right," Akizuki insisted. She now thinks about whether to tell him she has OCD. Do you understand what you said? The word obsessive-compulsive disorder is not yet available.

Zhao Feng said in his heart, this girl has a lot of things, why didn't she find out before. Although he was a little impatient, he still moved his body and vacated the quilt on his right.

At this time, Qiu Yue remembered to sleep with him in a quilt, took a breath, and her heart was also horizontal, she had to sleep together in the morning and evening, what is hypocritical. I took off my clothes outside, hung them on a hanger, and climbed onto the kang. When I got to the kang, I found that the lights were not turned off. Turned his head to Zhao Feng and said, "I forgot to turn off the lights"

Zhao Feng got out of the quilt to turn off the lights, and at this time, Qiuyue found that Zhao Feng was wearing nothing but a pair of boxer panties. Qiu Yue glanced at it and immediately flashed her gaze, but said in her heart that she was in good shape.

Zhao Feng turned off the light and got into the bed, and the two began to be silent. Although she didn't speak, Qiu Yue could still feel the sadness emanating from Zhao Feng's body.

Qiu Yue can understand his current mood very well, because she has also experienced this. She felt that she should comfort and comfort Zhao Feng now, but she didn't know what to say, so after thinking for a while, she held Zhao Feng's hand with her hand.

Zhao Feng is really uncomfortable now, grandma can be said to be the best person in this world to her so far. He lost his parents early, and although he lived with his uncle's family, only his grandmother really cared about him. Uncle and aunt don't say that it's not good for him, but after all, they are not biological, and if there are good things, of course, they should think about Zhao Qiang first.

Especially in the most difficult three years, he remembered very clearly, that year he was sick, burning and dying, and his uncle said that the child was going to die, but his grandmother stayed with him all night and night, talking to him, saying how much his parents cared about him, saying that if he died, she would not be able to live, because there was no way to explain to his parents.

Although he was unconscious, he knew in his heart that he didn't want his grandmother to be blamed, so he kept holding on, holding on. Later, Uncle Wang found an earthwork to cure him, and later Uncle Wang gave his grandmother some food to bring him back to life. But now grandma is gone.

Zhao Feng felt that Qiu Yue was holding his hand, as if he had found support, and he held Qiu Yue's hand tightly, as if he was afraid that she would leave. Qiu Yue was a little hurt when she was caught by Zhao Feng, but she didn't say anything. Suddenly, Zhao Feng turned sideways and hugged Qiu Yue in his arms, his head was on Qiu Yue's shoulder socket, and he remained motionless. After a while, Qiu Yue felt that her shoulders were wet.

Qiu Yue thought that Zhao Feng wouldn't cry, from the death of Grandma Zhao to the burial, he didn't shed a single tear. Now she knows that it's not that she can't cry, but that she doesn't want to cry in front of people. Gently patting his back with his hand, Qiu Yue said: "Everyone will meet many people in their lives, relatives, lovers, friends, strangers, some of these people will accompany you for a long time, but some people will leave halfway, but what you have to do is not to be sad, but to live well with your heart, live for yourself, and live for those who are or have been with you." Give them peace of mind. ”

This is what Grandma said to her before she died.

After saying these words, Qiu Yue felt that Zhao Feng's mood was better, and the two were silent for a long time. Zhao Feng's voice suddenly came out of the silent air, a little hoarse, and he said, "Will you always be with me?" ”

Hearing his words, Qiu Yue was stunned, she didn't know how to answer. Saying yes, they really haven't gotten to that point yet. Say no, she can't say it again. Zhao Feng felt Qiu Yue's body stiffen for a moment, frowned and asked, "Will you?" The voice was a little aggrieved.

Qiu Yue sighed silently in her heart, she was really foolish, how could a cold and hard man like him have such a grievance voice, he must have thought too much, but he couldn't help but be soft-hearted. She thought for a moment and said, "I won't." ”

"I won't" Zhao Feng said sullenly, and then hugged Qiu Yue tightly, neither of them spoke again, but they felt that their hearts were so close.