"Lin ~ Lin Xi......" Wu Han's voice came again, I closed my eyes and grabbed the corner of Lu Zexuan's clothes tightly. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Lu Zexuan guessed a little, and hugged my hand harder, "You are ......"

"My name is Wu Han, Lin Xi's friend." Wu Han's voice was very calm, without a little fluctuation.

Lu Zexuan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled. He let go of the hand that was holding me and wiped away my tears with his injured hand, the uninjured hand clasped tightly with my fingers. I lowered my head and held Lu Zexuan tightly. "Friends? Not an ex-boyfriend? ”

"......" Wu Han was silent for a while, his eyes locked on me, "Did the sunset tell me?" ”

Lu Zexuan took my hand, "Well, Sunset also said that you are a good person...... Lu Zexuan put away his smile and pulled me to turn away, "But I'm sorry, I need Sunset to accompany me to prescribe medicine now." Dr. Wu, let's talk next time you have time! ”

When I came back to my senses, Lu Zexuan had already led me into the elevator. Stand at the door of the house, take out the key and open the door. didn't care if Lu Zexuan followed in, he took out vegetables and chicken from the refrigerator like a walking corpse, put them in a basin and began to clean.

"Wu Han and I met in the first year of high school, and the first time we met was in the first (1) class of high school. He sat behind me, but I didn't notice him. I opened my mouth to speak, tears running down my cheeks again. Although Lu Zexuan didn't speak, I knew that he was standing behind me. I took a deep breath, "Because the homeroom teacher often complimented me, he also noticed me at that time." ”

The life of the first year of high school was really spent in ignorance. One afternoon to dispel the cold of winter, I met a boy named Wu Han. He took good care of me and always helped me get rid of the noisy boys around me and helped me block the girls who didn't have a common topic. I called him brother because he looked at me like a big brother who loved his sister.

In the second year of high school, just after the noisy first year of high school, I heard rumors about Wu Han. Wu Han said: "Lin Xi is the best-looking girl in the class, I like her." Because of these words, I began to avoid Wu Han. Until Wu Han's father came to school, he hadn't returned for a few days. I didn't care, because every day I could see Wu Han smiling at me. But I don't know when Wu Han's grades began to decline, and I suddenly needed to find a safe haven. That Christmas, I promised Wu Han.

It is undeniable that Wu Han is very good to me. When I was the most tormented in my life, Wu Han was always by my side. No matter how much I lose my temper, he will always be there for me and comfort me...... I also thought about going on like this with him, but life is all about playing tricks on others.

After graduating from high school, Wu Han applied for the medical school of Zhejiang University, while I chose the University of Finance and Economics. Not surprisingly, we all received the acceptance notice. At the wedding banquet before the start of school, Wu Han invited all of us. That day, I learned that Wu Han's father was the director of the county people's hospital. I knew that Wu Han's family background was very good, but I didn't expect that the gap between us would be so big. And it was on that day that I made a decision......

At the wedding banquet, Wu Han smiled happily. I sat in my chair like an outsider, occasionally glancing up at the smiling crowd. I don't know if it's because I'm too silent, but Wu Han's father came to our table not long after the wedding feast began. A glass of white wine was down, and the smiling gaze fell on me.

Uncle Wu held up his glass and handed it to me. He said, "You're a good girl, but it's not enough," he said, "You're not ......enough," and I will probably never forget Uncle Wu's eyes, the kind of eyes that look like he was looking at a beggar. On the first day I arrived at school, I broke up with Wu Han. Wu Han asked me why, and I told him, 'I don't like long-distance relationships. Wu Han cried on the phone, and so did I......

"So, did you break up with Wu Han because his father hinted that your family was not good?" Lu Zexuan took the spicy chicken in my hand, and I followed behind him with another dish.

On the table, three dishes and one soup are still steaming. I set the dishes and chopsticks and began to eat, "Can that sentence mean anything else?" ”

I was born into a small family, and my parents loved me. But because I'm a girl, I haven't been looked at by my grandparents since I was a child. My parents were originally employees of state-owned enterprises, and although they were not very wealthy, they still spent all their savings on me. Send me to learn piano, dance, violin, painting. As long as I want, they will give me all the satisfaction.

When I was in the first year of junior high school, my parents were laid off, and my life began to become struggling. In the third year of high school, the hard life and the ignorance of grandparents all day long finally exchanged for a divorce paper. I was silent, my mother was gone, and the burden of raising me fell on my father alone. I remember when I wanted to buy a pair of shoes, my father just smiled at me and didn't sleep for two nights to help someone run a night car. On the third day, he gave me a hundred yuan and told me with a smile, "Go buy it!" "It was only three years before I learned about it from someone else. Uncle Wu should have said that when he knew about my family situation, he said that!

"You... Is it reluctant to Wu Han? Lu Zexuan looked at me and finally asked.

I was stunned, and put a few chopsticks in his bowl, "If I say no, do you believe it?" Looking at Lu Zexuan's face, he couldn't help but smile, "I can't let it go...... Even though I write romance novels, I don't know how to love people. I can't let go of Wu Han, mostly because of seven years of getting along and companionship, and it seems to have become my habit to find him when I have something. ”

Actually, it's not like I haven't tried to reach out to other boys. At the age of twenty-four, I was already an old girl in my hometown. Even if my grandparents didn't like me anymore, they would still arrange for me to participate in some blind dates, and my college colleagues were very enthusiastic about it. So, I met a lot of people. They are generous in their conversations, some are arrogant, some are knowledgeable, and each has their own strengths, but they also have the only thing in common......

Whenever I finished talking about my family, my parents, their eyes changed from satisfaction to distantness. When I left, I said I didn't care, but no one wanted to contact me again. After that, I never went to a party again, let alone went on a blind date. I'd rather guard the quiet friend and hold on to Wu Han's habit that will not have an ending.

Once upon a time, I thought about it. If my family was still intact, if my grandparents had not ignored me, would the first half of my life be better than now? Will there be someone more suitable for me? But in the end, I couldn't think of an answer. Whether it's family affection or love, if you don't love it, you don't love it, you can't help it.

Lu Zexuan was eating, his round eyes were bent into crescents, "Then why are you crying?" Isn't it because of Wu Han? ”

"Today's is not counted." I munched on the tasteless meal, "In fact, after the breakup, every time I see Wu Han, I will think of Uncle Wu's sentence: 'You are good, but you are not ......enough' A girl like me, anyone will be sad!" ”

Just one sentence can negate everything I have. I want to change, but there are some things I can't change...... It was only after a few years that I realized that Uncle Wu was not wrong. He just made me see the reality in advance and feel the reality in advance.

Lu Zexuan suddenly put down his chopsticks and held my hand, "In the future, there will be me!" "I didn't refuse Lu Zexuan, feeling the warmth of his palm. For a moment, I wished that this moment could be frozen.

After adjusting my breathing, I looked at the clenched hand on the table, "It's inconvenient for you to put a plaster on your left hand, I'll cook for you during this time of rest at home!" Although I can't promise to make your favorite dishes......"

"It's a deal!" Lu Zexuan smiled like a child and began to eat in large gulps. I didn't speak again, just looked at Lu Zexuan quietly. He's really good-looking, and no boy is as good-looking as he is.

Lu Zexuan raised his head and suddenly smiled awkwardly, "I'm sorry, I actually want to apologize to you." Today, it's not me who asked Lao Jiu to call you......"

"I know, it was Lao Jiu who called me himself." I supported my face with one hand, and the sunlight outside was just right, "After Lao Jiu finished speaking, I knew that he just wanted to see if I would really go to you!" ”

"......" Lu Zexuan put away his smile, "You know that Lao Jiu lied to you, so why did you come?" ”

"I don't know, I just think I can find the answer to my anxiety by going to the hospital." I still looked outside, not caring about Lu Zexuan.

But after a while, the smell of the sun brought warmth into my arms. Lu Zexuan's chin rested on my shoulder, and his breath brushed my earlobe, "Actually, I'm glad you came." ”

I enjoyed the warmth with a smile on my lips, but I didn't dare to tell him: I'm happy too......

After putting away the dishes and chopsticks, Lu Zexuan sat on the sofa and watched TV. The long eyelashes trembled, and soon he fell asleep on the sofa. I pulled out my phone and took a few pictures of him, picking out the best one for the tabletop ...... Cover him with a blanket and then go out to take out the trash.

"I thought you wouldn't go!" Lao Jiu leaned against the wall, his eyes didn't know where he was looking, "And you shouldn't go ......"

I looked at Lao Jiu and leaned against the wall like him, "Shouldn't you go?" If it weren't me, but Nigdiri, would you still say that? Glancing at Lao Jiu, although his expression did not change, his eyes still betrayed him. Although it was a flash, I could still see the surprise in his eyes. I smiled, "Actually, after all, you just think that an ordinary person like me is not worthy of him." ”

Reality is reality after all, and there will never be a fairy tale in reality...... Wu Han and Lu Zexuan appeared in my life like princes, no matter how much they loved me, but I was just Cinderella living in the attic, and they would not change because of their feelings. I love fairy tales and love between princes and princesses, but I never substitute myself in them.

The reason for this is that I am scared. I'm afraid that as Cinderella, I'm not waiting for a prince, but an invitation. I was invited to put on a costume and see him marry another noble princess who could wear a crystal slipper and leave behind the people. I was afraid that in the end, instead of standing by the prince's side, I sat alone on the tower and wept secretly.

"Give me a month and I'll move out on my own." I looked into Lao Jiu's eyes and finally didn't say anything more. Back in the room, turn on the computer and start coding. The phone on my jacket vibrated and I noticed that the time had pointed to five o'clock in the afternoon. opened the text message, it was sent by Lao Jiu. One glance tucked into my pocket, I couldn't help but smile.

'You are not Mu Yuxuan, Zexuan is not Gu Yanbei. If you want to love, you can love! I was wrong before, and I apologize to you. ’