Jiuqing was stunned, saw a touch of distress in Mu Ze's eyes, and his heart was slightly warm, did he spare his life? Jiuqing lowered his eyelids, he actually saw the essence, was silent for a long time, and said slowly

"I want to use my limits to find the meaning of life. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"

The meaning of life... Mu Ze's heart trembled, Jiu Qing lowered his eyes, his figure was a little empty, it was obviously in front of him, but it seemed to be separated by a world distance, so illusory that it made people panic. Mu Ze reached out and grabbed Jiuqing's arm, as if he had to use real touch to prove his existence. Jiuqing raised his head, saw the panic in Mu Ze's eyes, and was a little puzzled, Mu Ze pressed all kinds of complications in his heart, and the hand on Jiuqing's shoulder was patted twice, and asked softly

"Want to find out where you came from?"

Cen Ge said that she had no memory of her parents, and neither he nor Cen Ge wanted Jiuqing to know about the fact that Fufeng Su was going to be, but if she tried her best to find this, he would still tell her. Who knew that Jiuqing shook his head, and there was no reluctance or sadness on his face

"I'm not interested in my background, I just don't know what the meaning of my existence is, I..."

Jiuqing smiled bitterly, as if he didn't know how to describe it, and after a while, he looked at Mu Ze with clear eyes

"For example, I was governor at a very young age, and compared to people of the same age, I almost lived two lives, and I was a human in these two lives, and I don't know why I lived, like..."

Jiuqing paused again, not knowing how to describe the feeling, Mu Ze opened his mouth

"It's like living two lives, the familiar people around you fall, regress, disappear in front of you, you can only watch, you can't do anything, you can't change anything, I don't know why God left me alone, facing this strange world and the long years ahead."

Mu Ze's voice was as soft as a feather, but it hit Jiuqing's heart very hard, he actually understood himself, and described it so appropriately, this was exactly what she felt in her heart, Mu Ze actually said it without deviation, as if he had also experienced such a struggle. There was a knot in her heart that seemed to be untied, and her body and mind were unprecedentedly relaxed, she stood up and stretched out her hand to Mu Ze, Mu Ze also stood up, and then, Jiuqing hugged him, her body was still trembling slightly, and her hand patted his spine from time to time, which was the excitement after finding her soulmate.

Mu Ze felt Jiuqing's embrace, her eyes were full of distress, it turned out that she grew up with such a mood, it was a very cruel mental journey, he had also had it, he was very worried, but he could only bear it alone. Stretched out his hand and wrapped Jiuqing around her, very hard, as if she wanted to squeeze away the loneliness and loneliness around her.

"When the concubine left, I didn't even see her for the last time, and when I recovered from the poison, the concubine had already been buried in the imperial mausoleum, and I couldn't even erect her tablet. The mother concubine once said to me very seriously: people have good fortune and misfortune, in this life, I am the mother, you are the son, this is the fate of our life, no matter how long we will get along, we must cherish the time together, if there is a blessing, I can watch you grow up, marry a wife and have children, it is a happy and happy life, if something happens, remember the time we get together, that is the starting point of your growth, we exist, even if it has passed, the dust is sealed, but that is the meaning of your growth, you must sink your heart and walk steadily, Whether I am by your side or not, it will definitely be in your heart and accompany you for a lifetime. ”

Unexpectedly... Jiuqing woke up like a dream, no one had ever said such things to her, she could think of Mu Ze's mother gently and quietly explaining life to her children, Concubine Ning was really a great person, she had seen through all kinds of things in the world, and she had also erected a lot of correct outlook on life for her children.

In fact, she occasionally blames God for being cruel, her parents died early, her sister died tragically, a family of four, three posthumous portraits, she didn't dare to touch them, afraid that grief would bury her strength, so she couldn't help but want to go with them. Mu Ze is even more sad, in the palace, he can't set up a spiritual position for his most respected mother like an ordinary family, fortunately he has a good mother, who gave him the best life direction, fate is long or short, as long as it exists, that is the meaning of starting to grow, the answer is close at hand, but she has explored two lives!

Raising his head, he took a step back, looking at Mu Ze's warm face, his body and mind were unprecedentedly light

"I understand, thank you, Mu Ze!"

Mu Ze was very relieved when he saw the relief in her eyes, and he would be very relieved if he could slowly change her desperate state.

The next day, the sun was very good, the wind on the sea was not strong, Zhang Gong said that the good weather would last for three days, and after three days, a black storm swept the sea and had to be withdrawn.

The big ship went out to sea, and the people who came to Junkou and Heiqiao met together. The sea breeze is mild, mixed with a hint of the spring flowers that are about to bloom. Jiuqing saw what Yun Chang reported to Mu Ze, he had been on the island for a while, even in winter, the sun and sea breeze were still very devastating, but Mu Ze was still fair, his complexion was always as clear as jade, and there was a faint dark fragrance on his body, I don't know what it smelled like, but it smelled good. Unconsciously looked at Mu Ze like this for a long time, and it wasn't until he looked up that Jiuqing came back to her senses, a little embarrassed, she actually paid attention to these superficial things.

"What were you thinking? So get into it! ”

Mu Ze didn't know when he had walked in front of her, Jiuqing was not a person who liked to dodge, even if he was embarrassed, he could quickly adjust and reply directly

"I've been on the island for so long, and Beicheng always shouts that he has a tan, but you haven't changed much."

Mu Ze looked at Jiuqing and laughed out loud, she began to pay attention to some small details in life, which was a sign that the knot in her heart was gradually opening, so it was good.

"Yu'er and I inherited the complexion of my mother's concubine, if you see my mother, you will be really surprised, when she is over thirty, there is not much difference from Yu'er's current appearance."

So against the sky? Mu Yu is only sixteen years old now, although a thirty-year-old woman is not old, but she looks like a sixteen-year-old girl, it is hard to imagine. A light-hearted topic, diluting the solemnity of going to the battlefield a little, the two stood on the side of the ship, occasionally talking, with the joy that emanated from their hearts, the picture was very beautiful.

"The third master and the ninth master are standing together, quite a good match."

Beicheng leaned on the railing and couldn't help but sigh with emotion, he is a person who understands the mind of the third master, and the ability and personality of the third master are also appreciated by Beicheng, if such a person can be with the ninth master, how good it would be! Han Ling stood aside, his face was paralyzed as always, Beicheng seemed to think of something, and hurried to Han Ling's ear to whisper a few words. Han Ling looked at him sideways, Beicheng frowned at the intersection of the clear sky and the turbulent sea, his face was always elegant, he hurriedly explained that the ninth master was a woman, this was not a kind of irony and injury to himself, he didn't know that that night, he was also in that stilted building.