Chapter Fifty-Eight: Once
"Actually, you should also see that Xiaoyu is not as strong as she herself shows, she has always carried everything by herself, and never says anything to anyone" Meng Ziyu leaned forward lightly and lay lazily on the window.
A pair of jade-like arms lightly rested on the row of protruding platforms, and he looked out the window expressionlessly, looking at the indifferent gaze into the distance.
"She has never felt the love of her parents for as long as she can remember, they have always buried their heads in their work, leaving only the hurried back to us, and Aunt Qian ...... That is, Xiaoyu has taken care of her nanny since she can remember, and their relationship is even closer than that of our biological parents. ”
After he finished speaking, he hooked the corners of his lips obliquely and laughed at himself, although the coldness in his eyes that flashed was very short-lived, it was still looked at by Ling Yichen with full authority.
He could see Meng Ziyu's resentment towards their parents, and he also felt empathy with him inexplicably, the right hand closest to him was raised, put it on his shoulder, and wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't find a comforting word to comfort him at this time, so he simply closed his mouth and listened to him on the side
At this time, I remembered Meng Xinyu.
Such a girl has experienced such a dark night, no wonder when I am with her, I sometimes feel the sorrow that she drills out of her heart......
"But I never thought that it would happen that night" Just as Ling Yichen was still in his thoughts, he only heard Meng Ziyu chuckle, but his eyes were dyed with a layer of fog, but with the passage of that moment, the fog dissipated, revealing a touch of coldness, and Ben's lazy arm suddenly tightened and clenched into a fist.
At this moment, the sunlight outside the window shone in, and a strong light hit the balcony where they were, brightening up the somewhat dim balcony, but the part of the light that hit his face was obviously very bright, but it still couldn't illuminate what his expression was at this time.
Ling Yichen stood aside, he also remembered the scene he saw in Xinyu's dream, but he never thought that such an outgoing and sunny girl had experienced those things that ordinary people could not accept.
"It's strange for you, it's so sunny and cute, but she has such a past, but in fact, not everyone can be like what it seems, sometimes some people show that they are just dead after the experience" He looked out the window calmly, never showing a trace of expression on his face.
"Usually it looks fine, but once it is triggered by something, it will become out of control, and all those bad emotions will come out, and in fact, it is their real self at those times"
Meng Ziyu suddenly narrowed his eyes, but the next moment he squinted, he instantly returned to his previous indifferent look, he still raised his eyes to look out the window, without a trace of expression on his face.
Ling Yichen's heart was shocked, and the look on his face was momentarily surprised but relieved in the next second.
Yes, there are indeed some people in reality, they act very casually or even as if they don't have any thoughts, but in fact, they can hide their emotions only because of what they have experienced.
It's just that because no one is willing to really understand them and understand them, they can only keep all their hearts in their hearts, day after day, year after year, from pain to indifference, after going through all this long process, they have practiced the heartlessness they usually show now.
And how pathetic those people are, even their families are indifferent to them, and Meng Xinyu at that time was one of those people.
......
"That Xinyu ......" After a long time, Ling Yichen opened his mouth with difficulty, perhaps because he hadn't spoken for too long, his voice was extremely hoarse and dark at this time.
"You also saw the events of that night, after Xiaoyu she was taken back to the villa by her parents, at first it was okay, they were all able to stay with her, but then ......" Speaking of this, Ben's lazy expression began to mix.
Depression, disappointment, and the trace of sadness that has been hidden in the depths of his heart are all expressed, and he seems to have an emotion in the alternation of expressions, but Ling Yichen did not understand what that emotion was.
They still chose the career they loved, Xiaoyu faced the villa of Nano alone, her classmates in her school also bullied her because there was no one at home to protect her, and some even took the lead in instigating others to stay away from her, and I was sent to boarding school by my family, so I couldn't be with her all the time. ”
When Meng Ziyu said this, the hands hanging on both sides were tightly clenched into fists, and in those wide palms, he had already pinched out blood marks, but he was unconscious, still pinching them there.
His hands were pinched too tightly, his arms trembled slightly, his lips were pursed tightly, and he looked out of the window coldly, saying that he would protect his sister, he ...... After all, it still didn't work.
That look that he didn't understand was shown at this time again, and this time, Ling Yichen saw it clearly, it was guilt, a deep guilt emanating from the bottom of his heart.
But that look didn't last long, and was soon replaced by a cold smile, "I can't protect her after all, I'm telling you these things today because she may be colder to you in the near future, I want you to give her some time, and ask yourself if you really like her?"
"Xiaoyu has been hiding alone all these years, and suddenly she was looked at by others and definitely couldn't accept it for a while, her scar that had not healed for many years was finally opened again, revealing a bloody wound" Meng Ziyu straightened up and turned her head to him.
The sadness and guilt in his eyes still existed, and after taking a deep look at him, he lifted his lips again and said in a hoarse voice.
"I once said that I am part of that person's ability, after all, I can't accompany her for too long, but when it comes to liking, I hope you can understand her better" Meng Ziyu said to him seriously, although his little sister doesn't seem to like him now, it's just that it would be good to have one more person like her brother by her side.
"Okay!" But what he didn't expect was that almost in the next second, Ling Yichen agreed
He looked at him with firm eyes, and agreed almost without thinking, in fact, he didn't think about forcing Xinyu to do anything, as long as he could be by her side
And Ling Yichen also understood through Meng Xinyu's incident, in fact, some people look glamorous and live an enviable harmonious family, but in fact, they are not much better, just on the surface
Later, after Meng Ziyu heard a satisfactory answer, they finished talking and returned to the ward together, but what Ling Yichen didn't expect was that what Meng Ziyu said would soon come true in the future
And Meng Xinyu did treat him colder than before in the last few days of hospitalization, and he was not very sad because Meng Ziyu gave him a preventive injection, and he still guarded Meng Xinyu with them in the ward
In the last few days of the hospital, Meng Xinyu's complaints passed quickly, and the four of Meng Xinyu finally returned to school