Chapter 155: Trust
Baozhu said "oh": "There is such a thing, others say bad things about me, what am I happy about?" Pitch-black eyes looked at Liu Yuanzhao innocently, "Is it because others say I'm not good, so you get angry and want to trouble me?" ”
Liu Yuanzhao sometimes really hates this woman, but he also loves her very much, but she can't understand his sincerity, his heart is sour, and the words he says are full of anger: "It's not that you spread rumors that you hate Li Chunshu very much, and you must get rid of this traitor when you have the opportunity in the future, so you forced him to strike first, attack you in a major event in the court, and make me embarrassed, so as to force me to let go of you, yes or no?" What did I do wrong to you? You hate me so much that you don't even hesitate to defile yourself to stay away from me! ”
Baozhu said lightly: "Your Majesty is too careful, it's true that I dislike Li Chunshu, but I didn't expect him to slander me because of this." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoYour courtiers are too small-minded. It's strange that I hate this courtier when I see it, and it's really a narrow-minded villain. Your Majesty, you should believe me, when I said that Li Chunshu was not good, I really didn't expect such a result, otherwise I would never have done this. ”
Her words sounded so sincere that it was hard to tell the truth from the fake. But Liu Yuanzhao knew her very well, how could he believe her statement. She is smart and cunning, he knows best, if he will be moved by these words, it will be in vain for him to get along with her all these years.
Liu Yuanzhao kept staring into her eyes: "How do you make me believe you?" I have eyes and ears, and I can analyze, and I am not a fool. You persecuted me like this, do you think I will let you go? Don't be delusional, as long as I live, you will be my own Ah Fu. ”
Saying that, he went to pull the hand of the jewel, but the jewel struggled, but he pulled the pain, and he hugged the jewel tightly: "Ah Fu, isn't it good for you to stay with me here?" Why do you have to think about leaving? At this, his heart was sour, he felt that his love was very low, but he did not get a single response from the woman in front of him, which made him depressed and uneasy. However, the more uneasy he became, the less he could control himself, and sometimes he would do things that hurt her.
The orb couldn't earn him, so he simply didn't earn it, but just sighed and said, "You are so suspicious of me, how can I stay?" There will never be complete trust between us, you have forgotten that I have hurt you, and you have hurt me. There will never be real trust between us, not to mention that I don't have the slightest thought of men and women towards you, and I have always treated you as a nephew. Huaixi, there are thousands of women in this world, you will always find the right one for you, but that person can't be me. Between us, it is extremely rare to be able to laugh at each other's grievances or forget each other. ”
"Why can't it be?" Liu Yuanzhao said resentfully, "You don't have a relationship between men and women for me, so who do you have for me?" Is it King Heng or is that Shen situation? Speaking of this, his eyes were red, and he remembered the cherished look of King Heng when he looked at Ah Fu in the past, and he was jealous at that time, he was jealous that King Heng could like her so blatantly, but he couldn't, their identity doomed him to be unable to do anything. But now it's different, she is his rightful concubine, but she still rejects him! There is also that Shen Qian, he sent someone to inquire, saying that this Shen Guan also admired the current orb in the past.
He hated that there were always other people around her, and he couldn't stand it when he called her aunt in his last life, let alone now!
Baozhu was startled, and finally broke free of his embrace, and said to him, "Don't talk nonsense! How could I have such thoughts about them? ”
Liu Yuanzhao seemed satisfied when he heard this: "Ah Fu, it's best if you don't have ideas about them, you can have ideas about me, even if you don't have it now, there will always be one in the future, I can afford to wait." It's just that you don't want to do anything like this to make things difficult for me, okay? ”
Baozhu looked into his dark and bright eyes, which shone with stubbornness and stubbornness, and with what she knew about him, she knew that there was no way to convince him, so she fell silent.
He thought she had acquiesced, and his heart finally became a little happy.
However, Baozhu had already made up his mind in his heart. After Liu Yuanzhao left, Biluo came, and the two of them stayed in the inner hall to talk.
Biluo said: "Since Your Highness has already made up your mind to leave, why do you still do those things?" I heard that Your Majesty has come here today to make a big fuss. ”
Baozhu said to her: "I did that to make him not think too much. He was too shrewd, and if he didn't do something to distract him, he wouldn't be able to hide it from him. Now that he sees me working on it, he won't be wary of what I'm about to do, so that I can leave while he's distracted. ”
Bi Luo was silent for a moment and said: "Actually, I think Your Majesty is very good, with Your Highness's current status, it is not impossible to be with Your Majesty?" Unless His Highness has someone else he likes. ”
Baozhu was stunned, do you like someone? She thought about it, in her past life and this life, it seemed that there was really no one. In fact, it is not that she has not thought of becoming a biological child like an ordinary woman, but she feels scared when she thinks of being entangled with the same person for a long time. First, she is indifferent to the feelings of men and women, and second, if one of the two people who promise each other for life can't fulfill their promises, or separate or betray, it should be painful. So she never wanted to try.
There is no pure emotion in the world, it's just that people are too afraid of loneliness, and disguise companionship as love, and get a so-called happy situation.
What's more, there are too many barriers between her and Liu Yuanzhao, not to mention that she really doesn't have any thoughts about him as a man or a woman, she only treats him as a pure junior, and she really can't imagine what they will look like as husband and wife. Even if the knot in her heart is unraveled, there is still a deep hatred between them.
His maternal family hurt his relatives, and he harmed his maternal family, and in the entanglement of grievances, even if there is more affection, it is not enough to consume. How could such hostile two sides get along? If they stay together, the gore will always be with them, suspicious of each other, until they hurt each other. If he really agrees to her, the old contradictions will be gone, and new contradictions will arise, and those things that were originally between them will show their original ugliness little by little, it is better to let go while they don't hate each other, at least they will keep their nostalgia for each other.
She sighed and said to Biluo, "You don't understand. ”
Not only Biluo didn't understand, but in fact, she really understood herself, she was just very reluctant to be with Liu Yuanzhao, which was an intuition, so she was like this. There were 10,000 reasons for others to tell themselves how wise it was to be with him, but if she herself was the slightest reluctant, she would not do it.