Chapter 190: Don't Leave Me
"I, Brother Jun, is that you? Brother Jun. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
The evening bell cried in the water for a long time, and found that the rain was still falling, and the coldness around her body was coupled with remorse and self-blame in her heart. There was also the boundless wind and rain in front of her, and she didn't know what it was like to be flustered and lose her sense of direction, so she couldn't tell the direction of going back to her grandfather's house for a while.
I had no choice but to get up from the ground and walk to the eaves to the side to avoid the rain.
Although she hid under the eaves, her soaked clothes were blown by the wind, and the cold air poured in for no reason, which consciously blew her heart cold.
Cold and self-blaming, thinking about the changes in his life in this era, but emotionally dealing with it. First Liu Qing and then him, she felt emotionally like a swaying wallgrass.
is soft-hearted, and he obviously doesn't feel for people, but he wants to use the other party to let himself have fantasies about himself, and Brother Jun is, the other party is helpless to defect to himself. If you want to be angry with him at that time, you can tell him directly, and there won't be so many things.
It's all in her indecision, making things messier and worse. It was so bad that she resented herself.
Speaking of Brother Hejun's feelings, she admitted that she was just kind before, a momentary kindness. But these days of getting along, his grace, his unconditional dedication and protection of himself. But himself to him. Thinking about the kiss in the kitchen of her godfather, thinking about what Liu Ergou and the others said to herself, she just wanted to slap herself, how could she be so hypocritical and take revenge so kindly.
But now that he's gone, she hasn't shown up after calling him for so long. The thought that he might leave and never appear in front of her knew she was really wrong. Because she was unconsciously attracted to him. Let her forget his identity, forget all the things he might leave, just want him to come back, she will definitely tell him what she really thinks in her heart, she will definitely sincerely apologize to him, and ask him about his future plans.
Thinking of this, she regretted her previous self when she was angry, so she crossed her arms and dodged here silently crying, silently expecting to blame herself.
Suddenly, it was dark in front of him, and a figure stepped forward, a familiar embrace, a gentle and familiar voice with concern. She was overjoyed in her heart, and raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her with disbelief and asked.
"It's me, silly girl, why are you crying like this? It's Brother Jun who ignores your thoughts and offends you regardless of your wishes, but the situation was critical at the time, seeing that you were like that after eating, I also didn't hear Aunt Lin say that you can't stand hunger, but you can't swallow it when I feed you, and you can't drink water, so I ......"
Looking at the dark but watery eyes in front of him, although the previous dissatisfaction in Brother Jun's heart has long disappeared.
Seeing her reflect like an innocent child, tears continued to flow out of her eyes because of his words. Distressed, he raised and caressed her face, and he didn't know whether it was rain or tears, and he persuaded her softly.
Thinking about what he had done to her before, he cleared his throat and said to her with apologies.
But before he finished his words, his eyes were dark, and the villain's cold little hand covered his mouth.
"Say no more, I know it, I understand it. It's just that I can't think about it for a while. I shouldn't blame you, and I shouldn't be annoyed with you. But I, I'm ...... I just want you to forgive me, Ling'er doesn't really want to drive you away, I just can't think about it, and my head can't accept it. I...... I don't want you to leave. ”
Wan Ling intervened in time to plug his lips and looked at him. Seeing that he was silent, thinking about his hypocrisy, thinking about his previous things, he apologized and blamed himself. Thinking that she is a modern person and is still so hesitant, in front of her feelings, she is really a little embarrassed that she is brave in the face of feelings.
"Silly girl, Brother Jun doesn't blame you, as long as you don't dislike me, I won't leave."
Seeing her childlike dependence and intimacy with herself, Brother Jun's brows stretched consciously, and he gently took her hand away and said to her seriously with his eyes.
"I ......"
Make sure he didn't blame himself, and he didn't leave angry. All the tense nerves of the evening bell relaxed. Jiao shy withdrew his hand, but because of the long time in the rain and the fact that his body was already weak, he sneezed at that time.
"If you're cold, let's go, let's find a place to shelter from the rain."
Seeing that she was still sneezing, Brother Jun was startled. The rain was really nothing to him, but looking at her trembling figure trembling from the rain, and the way her lips trembled as she hugged her body.
Only then did I think about the coldness of her fingers when I grabbed her hand just now. said distressedly, and as he said that, he helped her up and the two of them went to the rain curtain.
"Well, let's find a place to shelter from the rain first, and then go back when the rain is lighter. It's raining so hard......"
The evening bell leaned forward against him, feeling that his whole body was holding himself in his arms, and the rain was indeed less on his body. But looking at the rain curtain in front of them, the rain was heavier than before, and they had to go back in the rain like this, it was estimated that both of them would catch a cold.
Although helpless, she still leaned on him.
"Okay, there seems to be no one in the empty room ahead, so it's not too late for us to go and take shelter from the rain before we go back."
Her proposal, watching her get wet. Brother Jun's eyes flashed, and he said to her, and said that he took her to the house and pushed the door in.
"How do you know there's no one in this place? Whew, this rain is really heavy, ah chirp ......"
Follow him inside, and find that it is an empty room that has not been occupied in a long time. Because there is only one table in the house that is still in good condition, and one of the two stools next to it is still short-legged, and the room is very dusty.
At first glance, there is no time to stay for a long time. Anyway, there was firewood and even some straw in the room on one side.
Wan Ling entered, patted the water on his body first, but he was soaking wet, and he was still irritable and looked at the wind and rain outside the door closed by Brother Jun behind him, and said that he shivered and sneezed again.
"The clothes are all wet, so there is firewood here, let's put together a fire and roast the clothes on your body first, you will get cold when you are wet."
Brother Jun closed the door and came over, saw her like this, and said, go get firewood at that time.
"I ......"
Watch him take the firewood, then touch it in the empty stove on one side, and finally take out a fire pleat and light the fire. Wan Ling consciously went forward to roast the fire, let go, and found that the clothes all over his body were attached to his body, his face was red, and he didn't know whether to roast in front of him, so he covered the spring light that might be exposed on the thin clothes in front of him.
"Anyway, there's still some straw here, okay, let's get it, you go in and take off your wet clothes, and I'll help you dry them before putting them on." Wearing it like this, sooner or later it will be uncomfortable. ”
At the moment when she was hesitant and embarrassed, Brother Jun looked around, but took the sleepy straw, went to the corner of the side, and piled up the firewood in a high place, and then found a large piece of cloth for some reason, grabbed it and tore it hard, and raised his hand to still build a screen on the roof beam on the side and said to her.
"Me, that's good." He said so, although the evening bell is a modern man. But I thought there were only two of them here, and there was only a thin cloth covering it against the wall. Although the helplessness is more shy, the clothes on the body, although they are not so cold when they are roasted on the fire, are really uncomfortable to wear like this.
Her mouth moved, and although she blushed, she whispered to him shyly, and walked behind the screen to take off her coat.