He knew what she wanted and what she was looking forward to, but. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Can I really commit myself to her now?

Can you really give her the warmth and love she once had?

I had a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand rehearsal in my mind, but... Is life really like a rehearsal?

Can you really be sure that everything is going according to the rehearsal path?

I am not the protagonist of TV series, movies, and novels.

With a self-deprecating sneer on his face, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say it after all, just stood stupidly like this.

She was not given the words and results she wanted, the results she expected.

Ten thousand kinds of rehearsals were shattered at this moment, like glass, and her heart, just like this, shattered to the ground.

The appearance of him wanting to speak and stopping has been engraved in her heart.

"Let's go home... It's late. ”

The words are a little urging.

“………”

She didn't answer, just looked at him with a sneer.

"It's very windy, go home and drink a bowl of ginger soup, don't catch a cold!"

There was no answer

Such heart-warming words seemed to prick her heart like an ice pick.

But... Although she wanted to cry very much, she wanted to cry a lot.

Ultimately... Her strength overcame weakness, the tip of her nose turned red, her eyeballs turned red, but no tears had yet fallen.

"Hold back... Don't show weakness in front of him! ”

However, she scrutinized it like this.

He also felt irritable, and said to himself: "Could it be that our relationship has really become like this?" ”

As if waiting for his words, as if to give him one last chance, she has been waiting.

But...

And didn't get...

He just stayed like this...

She's just staying like this...

About ten seconds later.

She was waiting, stubbornly waiting.

Waiting is long, waiting is tormenting, waiting is an ingredient that tests the strength of the love between the two.

Time is also testing, and everything around seems to be laughing: "Look, there is another **** broken love!" ”

The wind was blowing, and the biting cold wind had already blown her delicate face red.

I don't know how long it took for her... In the end, we did not wait for the desired results.

Why?

What do you want to do.

Because, he doesn't know, it may be an escape, it may be a difficulty, it may be...

She seemed to be very disappointed and shook her head, her hair fluttering in the wind, and she brushed her hair fluttering in the wind: "Li Junxian, you disappointed me very much, you know?" You're a coward, you know? Saying you love me? So how do you do it? Three years, you left for three years, left without any news for three years, you asked me to wait for you for three years, why should I wait for you for three years? Why? Why should I be left alone with an unknown sense of guilt? You're a coward. ”

"Haven't I been wronged enough in the past three years? When you only had 10,000 won on you, we dating, and at that time you couldn't even afford a bed, I didn't dislike it, I knew that you would succeed one day, but, why, why do you treat me like this now? Why would you destroy our home with your own hands? You tell me, why? ”

"I don't want much, really not much, I'm not angry, I just want you to hold me, tell me, you still love me, but... Why are you treating me so coldly. ”

Tear stains, like a riverbed, tears, tears, like a tide entering a dry riverbed, the same trajectory, the same tears.

He walked up and hugged her, sniffed her scent, and held her like that, and he didn't answer.

He didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to say.

He could only be silent, without even a faint, reluctant explanation.

"You've changed... You weren't like this before! Do you know? You've changed! She looked up at him, her pretty fox eyes shining with tears, and the orange street lamps reflected the light.

"Why, why are you treating me like this? Is it okay for me to apologize because of my attitude in the club? I apologize, is that okay? Don't get angry, okay? I was wrong! With a choked voice, she felt his hug, but she didn't feel warm, but felt like she was in an ice cave.

"Shall we go back? I don't want to be alone anymore. Wiping away his tears, he reluctantly showed a smile, and forced himself not to use a choked voice and said, "No, aren't you back?" Never feel empty again! ”

She is self-hypnotizing, and anyone with a discerning eye can see that his mentality has changed, but...

Her appearance will only make people feel distressed.

It also made him feel a deep sense of guilt, and he didn't love it anymore? Actually, it's not, but why can't you say something like that? Why can't even a pale, reluctant explanation? He didn't know why.

His heart became more and more irritable, her tone, appearance, demeanor, scene after scene lingered in his mind, and he even felt the trembling of heartache when he breathed, but, why...

"You have someone you like, don't you?" Her wrinkled nose was blown red by the cold wind, and she sobbed with tears.

He just shook his head slightly, but... With these words in his mind, the figure of another woman appeared.

But... I didn't like her, why did she appear at this time?

He's asking himself...

"Don't you even want to talk to me now? Don't you even have the bare minimum explanation? I really don't want too much, I just want you to come back to me, no, I just want me to be by your side, okay? Li Junxian..."She hugged Li Junxian in a panic, for fear that he would soon leave her side, and used almost begging words.

Even if she discarded stubbornness like this, she was so strong, she didn't get any response.

He just hugged her blankly, like a mute.

"You speak... You speak... Why... Why do you treat me like this, I'm not good, do I change careers? I—" Enraged, she slammed her weak fist into his chest with what little strength she had left.

Time... In the lapse.

However, at this moment, it was as if he had really become mute.

"Hehe..."Hot tears, flowing again, her eyes also became red, because of sadness, she kept sobbing, she felt like her heart was being used by him with a knife, a knife to Ling Chi, and her spirit had been destroyed and broken.

She began to laugh at herself, how can there be a stupid woman like you in the world, for three years, how many men can guard you like jade? You think you're reading a novel? How much love do you think still exists in this world after three years of love?

"I see... You're in love with someone else..."She's so strong, she's strong, and she's so unbearable today that she has long been destroyed.

His blows again and again left her with only her self-esteem left, wiping away her tears: "Woo... Lee Jun-hyun, I see..."

Turn around and walk into the neighborhood.

"But... Why are you still trying to provoke me? Why give me hope? ”

She didn't look back.

She was afraid.

She was afraid that even the last of her self-esteem would disappear here.

Dragged his tired body, staggered, and stumbled into disappearance from his sight.

He lit a cigarette irritably and stared at the dark tenth-floor window.

Her words kept echoing in her head.

I don't know why, just as she turned to leave.

He blurted out several times, but swallowed it back several times.

He wanted to say...

"I love you..."

"I haven't forgotten you..."

"I still remember everything about you..."

"But... I really could..."