Chapter 65: Lost

Zhen Shoudao looked at this fireplace, his eyes wandering. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

He once heard Sicun say that when she was a child, she wandered the streets and saw the fireplace in other people's homes through the glass, and she always thought that if she had a home in the future, she must have this.

He built a nest for her, but she never came home.

The corners of Zhen Shoudao's eyes were moist, and he picked up a cup of warm tea.

Looking at the snowflakes falling quietly outside the window, my mood was low.

Maybe the room was too warm, and the bottom of his heart suddenly collapsed, wanting to talk to someone.

But he didn't expect to hear any good answers.

"When you grow up! You can do whatever you want, and you can do whatever you want. You don't care what others think, and you don't care what others do. Do everything that makes me happy. From the moment I was born, everyone asked me only for this one. It should be the same in the future! ”

Zhen Xingxing really hasn't thought about this problem, but she has always lived so willfully, to sum up, this is the state.

"Still, I think I have to be strong to do my own thing."

Zhen Shoudao's eyes were empty, and he didn't know how to answer.

Since he was a child, he has been playing one role after another.

Good son, good brother, good grandson, good grandson...... He was born with the expectation of everyone, and he could not bear to disappoint them.

Every day, I get used to wearing my own mask and making a cheerful and laughing face.

But God knows, he just wants to be like this, stay at home comfortably, do what he loves, and be accompanied by his lover......

When he was young, he also resisted and expressed his thoughts, but his family would always comfort him.

――"It's a period of career growth, and it's normal that the resistance is a bit big!" ”

- "Difficulties are temporary, but the courage to fight against them is eternal!" ”

- "You have to trust your grandmother, the route she designed for you is the best." You definitely won't take a detour. ”

- "Why should you get tired of other people's camping just to get these resources at your fingertips?" ”

……

They are always so gentle and tolerant, but they are strict, and the expectant eyes always come to mind, making him want to stay in the room forever and never go out again.

Perhaps, it's because he's not strong enough?

"You are still young, and in the future, you will understand that life is not so simple."

Zhen Xingxing listened to his faint sigh, and didn't know what to say. It's rare for her to be so open-minded.

As an immortal cultivator, once there is something you can't see, you will have demons in your heart.

In the process of constantly fighting with the demons in her heart, she has long become extremely open-minded.

"Brother Seven, do you know why people are born, old, sick and die? Why are some people born rich and others poor? Why do some people grow old in good health, while others die young? It's all fate, Brother Seven. ”

"It's all fate."

He thought he was calm, but when he said this, his heart was like salt sprinkled, and it really hurt.

Zhen Shoudao covered his face with his hands, tears raining down.

He thought he had built a good shield, but in fact it was just an illusion.

"It's not fate, what else can it be?"

Zhen Shoudao's armor was shattered by her little by little, and she had to face this cruel truth.

The person who has an endless aftertaste with a smile and a smile, is occasionally naughty and mischievous, occasionally considerate and sad, sometimes domineering and exposed, and sometimes extremely gentle, is gone......

She was like a thick book, he had just turned a little bit of it, and it was burned by the flames, and he never had a chance again......

The farthest distance between people is life and death.

When he falls out of love, he can tell himself that he can try to redeem it; When quarrelling, he is not afraid, also because there is still a chance to redeem; But right now, there's no chance.

It has come to an end, there is no turn, no lift, no other way.

Zhen Xingxing thought that he had become a caring little padded jacket, but he didn't expect how much impact he had on his brother.

According to the interstellar calendar, there are two semesters a year, September to December is the first semester, January and February are winter vacations, March to June are the second semesters, and July and August are summer vacations. Other statutory holidays are counted separately.

Because the time difference between different planets is different, if the holidays are different, it is easy to affect the New Year's holidays of various families.

By the end of December, it was exam season, and for ordinary children, it was a fatal thing.

The upgrade exam is not only counted for the next semester, but also for both semesters.

So it's not sloppy at all.

And for Zhen Xingxing, there is no difficulty at all.

Because, with the help of Gust, she has already learned the third-grade course, and recently because she has a certain foundation, she has learned faster.

She's also busy right now, she's busy working on storage rings.

Zhen's family has a big business, and Zhen's father knows that she wants to study storage tools that can be used with abilities, so he is very supportive, and finds various space-based items for her to keep trying.

Since the last time she met lawyer Xiao Qin on the road and started a live broadcast and stood on the side of the street to tease her, she almost forgot about this stubble.

It wasn't until he was led by Lao Qin to deliver money that the family knew that she had done such a thing, and the family was speechless.

Zhen Xingjiang, who was used to being low-key, decided to hold a birthday banquet this year because he was looking forward to her gift very much.

After that, a period of time was spent in the anticipation of her family, almost on the day she finished the exam, the Zhen family came to pick her up, one was to prepare for her grandfather's birthday banquet, and the other was to take her home for the winter vacation.

Zhen Xingxing originally planned to go hunting in the hunting area, and made an appointment with Gust, but the family was caught off guard.

When Gust received her text message, he was devastated.

The winter vacation was so long, and he was extremely curious about her, and he couldn't wait to observe her up close and personal every day, and now he couldn't make the trip, which was really disappointing.

His rank is high enough, and his young age is shocking enough to reach this point. Serving in the academy will not delay career advancement.

Anyway, his injury hasn't healed yet, and he will definitely stay in the basic academy for a long time, and the future will be long.

Soon, though, he found a way.

As a man of action, he thinks it's interesting to go out hunting with that interesting little guy right now, so why not go now?

Anyway, the hunting area is found on every inhabitant planet.

The college was on vacation, and he happened to visit relatives and friends.

After graduation, I was in the First Army, and many of my colleagues were in the future, so it was natural for me to go in the past~

Gust immediately bought an express ticket to Future Star.

So before Zhen Xingxing got off the starship, he received a photo from Gust and was immediately overjoyed.

She wanted to hunt wild beasts, make something for her family during the holidays, and increase her income a little by the way.

The storage ring is too difficult, and I haven't found the right material until now, and there is no result in a short time, so I can only think of other ways.